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I was orally raped last Friday 4th April. I didn't have a choice but to swallow unfortunately.
Since then, on the Monday I had developed neck ache which is still prominent now, but could have been caused by sleeping funny!? I started reading on the web and it scared me shitless!! Probably the worst thing in the World to do is self diagnose.
Anyway, on Tuesday I seemed to have a burning under my arms which is barely noticeable now (but then this could be down to the fact that I sprayed deoderant on me straight after getting out of the shower which stang like mad!!!)
Anyway, since then I have been worried sick about HIV etc. So worried that I have been struggling to eat and sleep. Now, as of yesterday my tongue is slightly sore with red dots on the tip and sides!! Now I have just started smoking again (for obvious reasons) so this could be related to that.
Problem is I am in a relationship with a long term (6 yrs) gf - I don't want her to know anything, but I have been putting off sleeping with her since I found out. I spoke with local GUM clinic and they tested me for everything except HIV (they said i would have to wait 12 weeks). All tests came back negative.
I am shit scared, and have considered topping myself. I am at the doctors on Monday to discuss things further. I know many people live with HIV, but I couldn't.
I've done a little bit of research on the guy that did it to me, and he is 20 and has only ever participated in oral sex with guys. He has a gf so I guess that makes him bi-sexual.
Anyway, I'm a 24 yr old male who lives a healthy lifestyle and works out. I'm taking a deca, sus and dianabol cycle at the moment and have never had gay sex. Not sure if it's relevant but I live in Yorkshire.
I will get checked out, but can't for near 11 weeks. Am I being incredibly paranoid, or am I in serious trouble? Can you develop symptoms from reading them? I know they say HIV can be passed orally but I can't actually find any instances of this happening?
Please help, I have no idea what to do and am so down right now.
I was orally raped last Friday 4th April. I didn't have a choice but to swallow unfortunately.
Since then, on the Monday I had developed neck ache which is still prominent now, but could have been caused by sleeping funny!? I started reading on the web and it scared me shitless!! Probably the worst thing in the World to do is self diagnose.
Anyway, on Tuesday I seemed to have a burning under my arms which is barely noticeable now (but then this could be down to the fact that I sprayed deoderant on me straight after getting out of the shower which stang like mad!!!)
Anyway, since then I have been worried sick about HIV etc. So worried that I have been struggling to eat and sleep. Now, as of yesterday my tongue is slightly sore with red dots on the tip and sides!! Now I have just started smoking again (for obvious reasons) so this could be related to that.
Problem is I am in a relationship with a long term (6 yrs) gf - I don't want her to know anything, but I have been putting off sleeping with her since I found out. I spoke with local GUM clinic and they tested me for everything except HIV (they said i would have to wait 12 weeks). All tests came back negative.
I am shit scared, and have considered topping myself. I am at the doctors on Monday to discuss things further. I know many people live with HIV, but I couldn't.
I've done a little bit of research on the guy that did it to me, and he is 20 and has only ever participated in oral sex with guys. He has a gf so I guess that makes him bi-sexual.
Anyway, I'm a 24 yr old male who lives a healthy lifestyle and works out. I'm taking a deca, sus and dianabol cycle at the moment and have never had gay sex. Not sure if it's relevant but I live in Yorkshire.
I will get checked out, but can't for near 11 weeks. Am I being incredibly paranoid, or am I in serious trouble? Can you develop symptoms from reading them? I know they say HIV can be passed orally but I can't actually find any instances of this happening?
Please help, I have no idea what to do and am so down right now.