Re: Re: Is my ideal man real?
actually yes that would be me
I have been dating this older woman for about 2 months
I say older, beacuse I am 23 and she is 30.
i have just been myself, and treated her like I would treat anywomen that deserves respect.
I am considerate, affectionate, publically, and esp. privatley,
and when we make love I reallly make love to her, and when I kiss I really kiss her...with all of me, and she senses that and really appreciates it. when she had 3 orgasm the other night on the second one she cried at the end..but it was tears of joy.
I said "why are you crying?"
and even though I subconsciusly new the answer...
she said "you've touched me"
I new I did bucuase I poured forth into her my essence my heart, and my feelings and she felt that and gave it back.
you know how good it feels!?!?!
damn good.....and because of it it makes me be a better person.
I think the down fall of most youth these days is that we all take............we take in the market place.....in business, in government and well everywhere........we have a consumer society...........well finally that behavior and mode of consuming has seeped into our relationships.....where we use people like a klinex then throw them away........when you go through this repeatedly you close up inside.....and if enough people experience this we all close up.......and hence we never develop who we are suppossed to be or how to treat others with any semblance of appreciation, because we have never been appreciated our selves..........
the way I am with the 30 year old is damn hard to replicate with a girl my age or younger...almost impossible I hate to say...but I will still try...and if they take then they will take....i refuse to close up, or give up because if I did I would feed the environment that I just condemned