You ever feel like you're losing it?

[jerseyart]

Like you know its happening, but you can't stop it from happening.

My mind is racing 24/7, feel like everyones pulling me every which way at once, and even the slightest distrubance can send you over the edge.

Yesterday some old guy jay walking bangs my car with a fist, while Im stopped, just to signal he wants to cross the street. I start cursing at this frail old thing through the window and he has no idea how close he came to being beaten senseless.

Then Im in the store today, and usually Im oblivious to everyone around. Im tall and bigger so people stare, but I generally dont pay it any mind. But today it was like every stare was making me clausterphobic, I just had to get out of there.

I go somewhere else and leave almost a hundred in change cause I just have to get out of there.

Then Im picking up some juice and this fat disgusting looking turd behind the counter is giving me tude. Just the site of him repusled me, and I wanteds to reach across and take his head and put it through the counter. Not in a "I wish I could" kind of way, but in a this is an acceptable solution worthy of serious consideration kind of way.

I need a people free zone for a week

 

[The Shadow]

BAND then

 

[SoKlueles]

u need a hug

 

[Wynn]

Go buy a cabin out in the woods. That should do it.

 

[velvett]

I lose it at LEAST twice monthly (if not more)....

 

[hamstershaver]

that old man could of taken you

 

[jerseyart]

Go buy a cabin out in the woods. That should do it.

Maybe Ulcaster will let me stay with him

 

[jerseyart]

that old man could of taken you

Bulshit, I had 100lbs on him and Im freaky fast. Id have killed him

 

[geoboy]

 

[chewyxrage]

Are you on?

 

[jerseyart]

u need a hug

No, I need her beneath me for the night so I can lose myself between her legs.

Ans thats the freaking truth

 

[BrothaBill]

This guy's kookier than johnnny

 

[superqt4u2nv]

I feel flat on my face this morning in the snow when shoveling my fucking car out. Then I started crying as I finshed shoveling my dam car out. I got to work and things still didn't get better i was super emotional and ready to cry and a drop of a hat and I don't even have my period wtf!

 

[jerseyart]

I feel flat on my face this morning in the snow when shoveling my fucking car out. Then I started crying as I finshed shoveling my dam car out. I got to work and things still didn't get better i was super emotional and ready to cry and a drop of a hat and I don't even have my period wtf!

Are you ok hon?

 

[geoboy]

JA & QT: what does any of this have to do with Johnnny?

-

 

[jerseyart]

Are you on?

Nah, just a bad week of epic proportions

 

[geoboy]

Nah, just a bad week of epic proportions

time to take a day off work, sleep in, carb up & pig out.

 

[superqt4u2nv]

Are you ok hon?

Much better now thanks I will be even better when the weekend gets here

Hope you feel better too

 

[GoldenDelicious]

I feel flat on my face this morning in the snow when shoveling my fucking car out. Then I started crying as I finshed shoveling my dam car out. I got to work and things still didn't get better i was super emotional and ready to cry and a drop of a hat and I don't even have my period wtf!

^^ pregnant

 

[superqt4u2nv]

^^ pregnant

NO FUCKING WAY AUNT FLOW WAS IN ToWN LAST WEEK!

 

[wootoom]

go up to a hotel in the mountains for 6 months with your family and become completely insane and try to kill your family. does that sound familiar

 

[Daisy_]

Yikes Yes It Does Sound Familiar!!!!!!!

The ShinnIng!!! Scott petersons favorite movie.

 

[wootoom]

lmao

 

[Daisy_]

lmao

No seriously he told his mistress that was his favorite movie when he was chatting on the phone with her. creepy huh!
I like the movie too, but not for the same reasons why scott peterson does. EEEK

 

[wootoom]

that movie scares me.

 

[Daisy_]

that movie scares me.

Awww dont be scared. Its just a movie

 

[wootoom]

ya but its in my nightmares sometimes. it scares me. even though its a movie

 

[Daisy_]

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[GoldenDelicious]

NO FUCKING WAY AUNT FLOW WAS IN ToWN LAST WEEK!

so? you can be pregnant and menstruate.

if its a boy will you call it micheal?

 

[Daisy_]

so? you can be pregnant and menstruate.

Some poeple can, but it isnt likely.

 

[wootoom]

all work no play makes jack a crazy boy

 

[chesty]

Every damn day

 

[GoldenDelicious]

so? you can be pregnant and menstruate.

Some poeple can, but it isnt likely.

shup!!!

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

There are many variations of "losing it".
Your story sounds like something I'd write. People stare at me profusely, and I often want to take my anger out on someone...anyone. I never feel at ease around others. The story is not like you at all.

Sometimes, our brains go hay-wire. You'll be OK.

Maybe Ulcaster will let me stay with him

sure

 

[*MissFit*]

Muah Babes

 

[Deleted member 33117]

I feel the same way right now.

 

[perkele]

that old man could of taken you

lol

 

[*MissFit*]

No, I need her beneath me for the night so I can lose myself between her legs.

Ans thats the freaking truth

 

[*MissFit*]

Just u me and the other two are Johnny obsessed and I'm only pretending

JA & QT: what does any of this have to do with Johnnny?

-

 

[bluepeter]

You people are all fucked. Jersey? Stop smoking rock with jackangel.

 

[*MissFit*]

no no.. i am not fucked.. not for a while now

You people are all fucked. Jersey? Stop smoking rock with jackangel.

 

[bluepeter]

no no.. i am not fucked.. not for a while now

That can easily be rectified

 

[*MissFit*]

No it's too big to go up there...

That can easily be rectified

 

[theoak01]

Ive been there,take some alone time man,relax smoke a bowl,play video games,it will be worth it

 

[Scotsman]

I have days like that JA, On my angry days I usually keep to myself and don't really journey outside. I like to go to the gym on those days though as big weights usually get moved.

Then again I prefer to be alone most of the time.

Cheers,
Scotsman

 

[*MissFit*]

I think im having one of those days right now.. if the secretary doesn't shut up and stop talking to herself because i am obviously not lsitening to her i am seriously gonan put ym foot in her ass

Ok fine.. im not going to really.. but.. i would really like too
and.. well the spinster.. do we reallt care that she has no where to put the snow from her balcony.. not particularily.. or that it took her 2 hrs to slice potatoes for the roast she cooked last night that will take her a week to eat because she lives alone and can't find a date ...LALALALA

 

[Zebo]

To answer your question.......Yes.

Seriously about to lose it.

 

[jerseyart]

Thanks guys.

To those of you who say you feel like this all the time....

Damn

I cant even imagine. Im ready to be sedated after just a few days

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

Feeling better, orb?

 

[jerseyart]

Feeling better, orb?

Nah, funeral for a bud today, and more bad news still lingering

 

[Scotsman]

JA you just have to learn how to decompress once in a while. I'd say that 90% of the time I am one push away from going competely native. When I feel like I just can't take things anymore I like to sit by myself alone with nothing going on(No tv,radio,phone, etc.) and force myself to deal with my problems and at least find a way to work for a solution.

Cheers,
Scotsman

 

[jerseyart]

JA you just have to learn how to decompress once in a while. I'd say that 90% of the time I am one push away from going competely native. When I feel like I just can't take things anymore I like to sit by myself alone with nothing going on(No tv,radio,phone, etc.) and force myself to deal with my problems and at least find a way to work for a solution.

Cheers,
Scotsman

In all seriousness, I need my punching bag.

Ive always been pretty easy going, but I used to have that bag set up in the home I sold and every once in awhile it helped to hit the bag for a half hour. Just sweat and punch.

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

Nah, funeral for a bud today, and more bad news still lingering

Those are never fun.

March 4 is the anniversary of my best friend's death.
Hope it isn't snowing tomorrow night.

I was asking if your brain was being more cooperative.

 

[jerseyart]

Those are never fun.

March 4 is the anniversary of my best friend's death.
Hope it isn't snowing tomorrow night.

I was asking if your brain was being more cooperative.

I'm sorry as well man. Ill remember him in my prayers tonight for you bor.

I just feel like there is a short somewhere up there. I can feel the anger fill me at the slightest provocation, and Im just trying to avoid people right now when possible. I think Im going to go runnign tonight. Havent been for a long time cause Ive been bulking, but fuck it, I havent been in the gym anyway since thursday last week

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

Maybe your friends passing set you off for a time.
If you had mental defects, you'd now by now.
I hope it goes away, if it don't ....leave no witnesses j/k