Why I hate life...........

[juicy fruit]

i feel sick

my shoulder/my back/my hand are all hurt

wont be able to lift for a couple more days and its already been like 3

i have no girl and havent had sex in a year + (and im good looking)

my parents are annoying and keep fighting

i hate college classes and commuting is annoying

its my birthday tuesday and i have no plans or friends to celebrate it with

i have absolutely nothing to look forward to in my life

im sure theres more but i think thats good enough

 

[MortyJackson]

(and im good looking)

Are you sure about that?

 

[hardrock]

Keep ya head up brotha. You don't wanna start sounding like Drunken Weasel's depression posts.

 

[juicy fruit]

Re: Re: Why I hate life...........

Are you sure about that?

I'm not blind, I dont live under a rock, I own mirrors, I get compliments (not just from my mom). I can confidently say im good looking, I dont doubt this. My personality could use some tuning though, I usually have too high of an ego and am too lazy to start conversation. Also have very very very very high standards. But I'm not about to change how I am or my standards to adjust to someone else.

 

[juicy fruit]

Keep ya head up brotha. You don't wanna start sounding like Drunken Weasel's depression posts.

I feel ya, but what better place is there to vent other than internet message boards. I could give two shits.

 

[MortyJackson]

Re: Re: Re: Why I hate life...........

Also have very very very very high standards.

That right there is a bullshit excuse.

 

[cure]

i feel sick

my shoulder/my back/my hand are all hurt

wont be able to lift for a couple more days and its already been like 3

i have no girl and havent had sex in a year + (and im good looking)

my parents are annoying and keep fighting

i hate college classes and commuting is annoying

its my birthday tuesday and i have no plans or friends to celebrate it with

i have absolutely nothing to look forward to in my life

im sure theres more but i think thats good enough

you kids make me laugh...wait until you finish school and get out into the real world. Be thankful for what you have while you have it.

 

[Citruscide]

Ban him

C-ditty LOL

 

[juicy fruit]

Ban me? How about I ban your heart from beating you assclown.

 

[Bikini Mod]

i feel sick

my shoulder/my back/my hand are all hurt

wont be able to lift for a couple more days and its already been like 3

i have no girl and havent had sex in a year + (and im good looking)

my parents are annoying and keep fighting

i hate college classes and commuting is annoying

its my birthday tuesday and i have no plans or friends to celebrate it with

i have absolutely nothing to look forward to in my life

im sure theres more but i think thats good enough

You should IMMEDIATELY end your life. It is THAT bad.





I hope you do realize that I was being facetious.

 

[juicy fruit]

Re: Re: Why I hate life...........

You should IMMEDIATELY end your life. It is THAT bad.





I hope you do realize that I was being facetious.

Well I guess its just how the chemicals in my body handle it.....i've been ticked off all day....and it just gets worse and worse. I dont want to sound depressed or anything because i've always laughed at people that get depressed over nothing, but i guess you can just say im really fucking pissed. for example i was just at the shop rite stocking up on water and milk before this snow storm and i wanted to jab every person in there who kept cutting in front of me with their stupid shopping carts and the old farts in the beauty aids department getting their denture cleaners and blocking the whole MOTHERFUCKING AISLE, stupid old geezer fucks!!!!!

 

[OXANDRIN]

my best advice- kill youself

 

[Bikini Mod]

Re: Re: Re: Why I hate life...........

Well I guess its just how the chemicals in my body handle it.....i've been ticked off all day....and it just gets worse and worse. I dont want to sound depressed or anything because i've always laughed at people that get depressed over nothing, but i guess you can just say im really fucking pissed. for example i was just at the shop rite stocking up on water and milk before this snow storm and i wanted to jab every person in there who kept cutting in front of me with their stupid shopping carts and the old farts in the beauty aids department getting their denture cleaners and blocking the whole MOTHERFUCKING AISLE, stupid old geezer fucks!!!!!

Listen Darlin'.... believe it or not, I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. But the good news is that you are in total control of your emotions. I swear it. Whenever I get the feelings that you described (and yea, I feel like body-slamming assholes in the grocery store quite often) I tell myself that it will pass. And it ALWAYS DOES BY THE NEXT DAY. Call a friend or do something that brings you pleasure. I make myself busy with my artwork....

You have to find a way to make YOU happy. True happiness doesn't come from another person, not from a mate or children or a friend - it can only come from within YOU.

That is THE TRUTH.

 

[Necrophagia]

Well I guess its just how the chemicals in my body handle it.....i've been ticked off all day....and it just gets worse and worse. I dont want to sound depressed or anything because i've always laughed at people that get depressed over nothing, but i guess you can just say im really fucking pissed. for example i was just at the shop rite stocking up on water and milk before this snow storm and i wanted to jab every person in there who kept cutting in front of me with their stupid shopping carts and the old farts in the beauty aids department getting their denture cleaners and blocking the whole MOTHERFUCKING AISLE, stupid old geezer fucks!!!!!

Welcome to EVERYDAY in my life man.

 

[juicy fruit]

bikinimom,

I feel bad for not reading your thread now........let me go read it.

 

[Bikini Mod]

Darlin' there is no need to feel badly. Chances are you can't help me anyway... I don't think anyone can.... It's all good. I think maybe I was just bitching and moaning out loud a little. Feeling sorry for myself... My girls will be home soon and we'll be snowed in for a few days and life will be complete! LOL

I'm currently working on a scene where my girls are playing in the sand on the beach. Just thinking about finishing it makes me happy.

 

[juicy fruit]

I wish I had shit that made me happy like that. My family makes me happy.......well my mom and my dad......even though they constantly argue about absolutely nothing I really love them and have been close to them since day one. My close friends have all gone away to college far away and commuting to school makes it hard to make close friends. I just go to class and go home. The only real thing that makes me fuming with happiness is when I hit the bench press and add some weight or reps to it, look in the mirror and see growth, stand on the scale and see a higher weight.........that shit makes me really happy, but that only lasts for all of an hour until my pump is gone and I think im small again........and then I just wait to hit the gym again. Then when I go out, rarely, to a frat party or something i meet girls that I have nothing in common with, are snotty, aren't attractive, etc etc and I just get even more mad..................shit listen to me, im a pathetic dork. ill stop now.

 

[Bikini Mod]

Darlin... It's all good. It takes time to find things that make us happy. The gym is a good place to start but when you start assessing your self-worth by the size of your arms or chest, etc you are falling into a very deep hole. One that many NEVER crawl out of. Sort of the reverse of a girl who looks in the mirror and is never "thin" or "pretty" enough.

You have to realize that your life is amazing just because YOU ARE here....

I'm 35 and I recently realized it so don't go beating yourself up over it. You're young, you're entitled not "have figured it all out" yet LOL.

When you get to be OLD like me, it is then that you have a problem!

EHEHehheheheheheheheee

 

[juicy fruit]

Yeah, the problem with me is that I realize that you are not your arm size......I just dont act like I do. If something keeps me from the gym I go ballistic.

Have people actually had to get therapy because of this problem? Because I can see myself needing it in the near future. Muscle dysmorphia therapy.

 

[Necrophagia]

I agree dude. You're a dork.

 

[juicy fruit]

I agree dude. You're a dork.

 

[Necrophagia]

Cheer up G money. You need to start baggin' some chicks or you'll go nuts.

 

[juicy fruit]

Cheer up G money. You need to start baggin' some chicks or you'll go nuts.

true, kneegrow. Shitty thing is that all the chicks around here are butt ugly for some reason. I know thats not the primary factor....but it sure as hell is the starting one!

 

[Necrophagia]

Tell 'em to put bags over their fucking faces while ya do 'em from behind

 

[ExtermiN8r]

Dude I get in the same kind of moods sometime too. My friends are gone to college, and I go to school around here. I've had the same gf for 1 1/2 yrs... but it brings a lot of stress into my life. Just enjoy your time ALONE and use the time to figure out who you are. And about getting chicks... don't be so picky; just f the hell out of any decent looking ones you come across. Your confidence level will rise and it will show... the next thing you know you will have 10's approaching you

 

[HULKSTER]

I thought about killing myself once....but I was so busy LIVING MY LIFE I had no time to buy a gun! LOL

 

[Sinistar]

'I can see inside you, the sickness is rising. Dont try to deny what you feel.'

your friends have left you, the girls dont get you. youve been trying it your way. what has it gotten you? its gotten you soooo down that you come onto a internet forum and spilled your guts.

sometimes its good to hate. so be hatefull for awhile. sometimes its good to act out. feel the power of not chasing pussy. blow off some steam. and never forget how this has made you feel. take all the pain and misery, hate ,anger confusion take it and accept it. make it apart of you, and you will never again be beaten.

Praise Be To What Makes You Hard.