nordstrom said:
if you're gay what was that stuff about a bf whose father was VP of the east coast division of IBM? are you bi or was that an act.
sucks about your family. usually its the older you get the more you realize how family is more important than society, not the other way around.
Most gay women 'experiment', or 'try out' men. I'm usually bi-, but I have a steady girlfriend now.
I think I'm just in whiny mode...had a rough day. My family misses me, but they won't accept me, just the pretend me that pretends to be straight.
I think my family realizes they have the wrong attitude, so then _they_ pretend to be okay about it...then something happens...and I see their true feelings. Hard to explain, but...well...when someone you love is being disingenuous (sp?), you know it, and it makes things worse.
I have other things to be grateful for...my health, my choices, my low bodyfat...but around the holidays, none of these seems like much.
January is right around the corner, thank God!
Maybe I'll go back to school, change careers. IT work is not what it used to be. I think I'll study accounting...be a bean counter. Can't be any worse than coding for a living...and much more stable.
Geez. I change careers every 4 years now.