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big_bad_buff
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who are you?
sinjinsmythe33
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not a fed. i was incareated for tax evasion for two years, came back a few months ago, dont see her posts anymore. just curious
Testosterone boy
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Head got so full of hot air that it exploded I believe.
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Imakarum_Mirabilis
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Testosterone boy said:
You should be made into a mod for saying that. I love you, man.
SofaGeorge
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she moved to France.
sinjinsmythe33
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thanks, i was just curious.
HumorMe
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Pamela said:
Hi HumorME....
How are you?????
Hey Pamela!
Doing good. My father has been in the hospital for the last 50 days. He fell and has had two brain operations. He had two subdural hematomas. Was pretty gloomy for a few weeks. Made funeral arrangements and everything. He pulled through and now is at home and doing pretty good. He's glad to be home and thankful for all of his friends and family support.
Thanks for asking!
I hope everything is going good for you and your family. You are undoubtley one of the nicest person on this board. I hope your summer has been going great. We are headed to the beach next weekend for a week. Can't wait because I need it bad.
Got an email the other day...she is doing well.
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Fast Twitch Fiber
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I figured her trailer blew away during a tornado
Imnotdutch
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Darktooth said:
I guess you are jealous because she had more muscular development than you..........
For the record I think that she made a great contribution to the board.......it is a shame that she isn't here much anymore.
Testosterone boy
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I had been wondering why you were not around much.HumorMe said:
Hey Pamela!
Doing good. My father has been in the hospital for the last 50 days. He fell and has had two brain operations. He had two subdural hematomas. Was pretty gloomy for a few weeks. Made funeral arrangements and everything. He pulled through and now is at home and doing pretty good. He's glad to be home and thankful for all of his friends and family support.
Thanks for asking!
I hope everything is going good for you and your family. You are undoubtley one of the nicest person on this board. I hope your summer has been going great. We are headed to the beach next weekend for a week. Can't wait because I need it bad.
Very sorry to hear about the family health problems.
Enjoy the beach!
HumorMe
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Testosterone boy said:
Thanks TB.
I haven't been home much with all the things that have been going on. Things are starting to settle down again. We are doing some construction on our house also so I will be busy with that also once we get back from the beach.
Thanks for the wellwishes. I hope everything is going good for you. Did I read on here that you shut down your business? Sorry to hear about that!
I hope you have something lined up to take it's place. Working for the other man is not worth it to me.
Wishing you well!
Testosterone boy
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No I didn't shut anything down, I wrote about another business that shut down though.HumorMe said:
Thanks TB.
I haven't been home much with all the things that have been going on. Things are starting to settle down again. We are doing some construction on our house also so I will be busy with that also once we get back from the beach.
Thanks for the wellwishes. I hope everything is going good for you. Did I read on here that you shut down your business? Sorry to hear about that!
I hope you have something lined up to take it's place. Working for the other man is not worth it to me.
Wishing you well!
Just got my web site operational and things are trickling in........maybe. If my new web site and lowered prices do not work, I plan to leave for Australia before everybody else does.
America is livable with decent income....that is all in my opinion. Half the people have manure in their cranium it seems. They are still playing along with the BushBarians? Get real, those men are crooks.
HumorMe
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Testosterone boy said:
Sorry! I must have been in a fog when I read that thread!
Glad to hear things are still going for you. Australia would be a pretty good choice for me too!
Economy is sucking ass right now but seems to be stirring a little. Hopefully the trend will start and things will get a little easier. We can all hope for that. I'm going to stay put for awhile and ride out this storm. Hell, I've come this far. I might as well stay the course.
Now.......if I could only find bodies who want to work, I will be set! Seems unemployment is up but there is nothing to choose from as far as employees goes. Oh well, all businesses are in the same boat as far as that goes......just on different scales though.
Testosterone boy
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WTF are we going to do about the work ethic? Seems the Romans got fat and lazy before getting sacked by bushbarians, errr I mean barbarians.HumorMe said:
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anabolicmd
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Testosterone boy said:
Its not good to talk about King George that way. Hes on a massion from God.
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?file=/gate/archive/2003/07/07/hsorensen.DTL
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Thank you for all the kind comments. The stupidity I will choose to ignore at this juncture in my life.
I wish ALL the board members well, especially those who are facing difficulties!!!
I am in Paris and I spend most of my internet time emailing my girls so I don't have much time for elite... sorry. When you have "x" amount of euros and the choice is post on Elite or email your kids....
I've often wanted to post up some funny observations I have made about the country and the people, also would like to dispell many myths and misconceptions but as I have said before, my time is limited.
Paris is a BEAUTIFUL CITY and I feel very much at home in Europe. I have NO DESIRE to return to the US for many reasons and will not rest until my girls are with me regardless of what city or country... I am doing this ALONE and have to rely on the kindness of total strangers along with my unsinkable spirit to give my children a life that (sadly) many tunnel-visioned Americans can not conceive of.
I have met some VERY KIND people who have gone out of their way to help me asking for nothing in return.
France is NOT the center of the universe. It is NOT perfect and I won't lie THE FRENCH LOVE PAPERWORK! So I am currently in beaurocratic hell, but the way I see it the only difference between French beaurocracy and American beaurocracy is that it is IN FRENCH - LOL!
One thing that sadly MOST AMERICANS do NOT realize is that THE US is NOT the center of the universe - NO PLACE IS!
(HEheheheheh EF TOURETTES!)
My children will have the best of not only what the US has to offer, but what THE PLANET has to offer.... many countries, many ideas, many experiences - NOT JUST ONE!
I have been offered modeling work because I believe I am THE MOST muscular woman in France, but still have what some perceive as being a pretty face. HEHehehehehe ( Now THAT IS TRULY FUNNY!) But, I must first obtain the proper papers and visas and blah, blah, blah....
I honestly can't walk down the street without having people make all sorts of comments about my physique. Funny thing is - I ain't all THAT! Hell, I finally got a gym membership after nearly 6 weeks and feel so "average" - blech! But the French are fascinated as bodybuilding is TRULY in its infancy here. I am bigger than 99% OF MEN - so you all can imagine what the women are like LOL! But so many women give me POSITIVE UNSOLICITED feedback perceiving my musculature so it has helped me to look at my purpose to be in this country in a new light.... I have a few friends that I have bounced some ideas of off to help shape the public perception of what is healthy and beautiful. Who knows? I am just trying to make the most of EVERY opportunity before me!
The publisher is BIGTIME dragging his feet... All of France is now in the midst of holidays sooooooooooo NOTHING GETS DONE! heheheeeehehehee
I cry daily because I miss my girls - but my ex broke me in quite proper the first time he wouldn't less us see each other or speak (for 2 1/2 weeks) for our birthdays 2 years ago. For us, the day of the week or where we are in the world doesn't matter. EVERY DAY TOGETHER FOR US IS BIRTHDAY, CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR'S ROLLED INTO ONE!!!
When I am most depressed I go to the Seclecuer at Mont Marte, buy myself a HYUGE ice cream (I found a REAL ice cream shop, not that "glace shit") and sit on the steps alone admiring the view of Paris. I cry until there are no more tears and promise my girls AGAIN that someday I will show them this beautiful view.... AND SO MUCH MORE!
But, when I get their calls and emails I have renewed strength and am reminded WHY I made the choices I did....
When I hit a brick wall it is hard, I won't lie. I only have to find a way around it, over it, or I just keep chipping away bit by bit until I can make a hole large enough to let the light pass through.
I will try to visit on occasion with you all.
I wish YOU ALL only happiness and all of life's blessings and the strength to see you through life's difficulties because even adversity is a blessing....
I wish ALL the board members well, especially those who are facing difficulties!!!
I am in Paris and I spend most of my internet time emailing my girls so I don't have much time for elite... sorry. When you have "x" amount of euros and the choice is post on Elite or email your kids....
I've often wanted to post up some funny observations I have made about the country and the people, also would like to dispell many myths and misconceptions but as I have said before, my time is limited.
Paris is a BEAUTIFUL CITY and I feel very much at home in Europe. I have NO DESIRE to return to the US for many reasons and will not rest until my girls are with me regardless of what city or country... I am doing this ALONE and have to rely on the kindness of total strangers along with my unsinkable spirit to give my children a life that (sadly) many tunnel-visioned Americans can not conceive of.
I have met some VERY KIND people who have gone out of their way to help me asking for nothing in return.
France is NOT the center of the universe. It is NOT perfect and I won't lie THE FRENCH LOVE PAPERWORK! So I am currently in beaurocratic hell, but the way I see it the only difference between French beaurocracy and American beaurocracy is that it is IN FRENCH - LOL!
One thing that sadly MOST AMERICANS do NOT realize is that THE US is NOT the center of the universe - NO PLACE IS!
(HEheheheheh EF TOURETTES!)
My children will have the best of not only what the US has to offer, but what THE PLANET has to offer.... many countries, many ideas, many experiences - NOT JUST ONE!
I have been offered modeling work because I believe I am THE MOST muscular woman in France, but still have what some perceive as being a pretty face. HEHehehehehe ( Now THAT IS TRULY FUNNY!) But, I must first obtain the proper papers and visas and blah, blah, blah....
I honestly can't walk down the street without having people make all sorts of comments about my physique. Funny thing is - I ain't all THAT! Hell, I finally got a gym membership after nearly 6 weeks and feel so "average" - blech! But the French are fascinated as bodybuilding is TRULY in its infancy here. I am bigger than 99% OF MEN - so you all can imagine what the women are like LOL! But so many women give me POSITIVE UNSOLICITED feedback perceiving my musculature so it has helped me to look at my purpose to be in this country in a new light.... I have a few friends that I have bounced some ideas of off to help shape the public perception of what is healthy and beautiful. Who knows? I am just trying to make the most of EVERY opportunity before me!
The publisher is BIGTIME dragging his feet... All of France is now in the midst of holidays sooooooooooo NOTHING GETS DONE! heheheeeehehehee
I cry daily because I miss my girls - but my ex broke me in quite proper the first time he wouldn't less us see each other or speak (for 2 1/2 weeks) for our birthdays 2 years ago. For us, the day of the week or where we are in the world doesn't matter. EVERY DAY TOGETHER FOR US IS BIRTHDAY, CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR'S ROLLED INTO ONE!!!
When I am most depressed I go to the Seclecuer at Mont Marte, buy myself a HYUGE ice cream (I found a REAL ice cream shop, not that "glace shit") and sit on the steps alone admiring the view of Paris. I cry until there are no more tears and promise my girls AGAIN that someday I will show them this beautiful view.... AND SO MUCH MORE!
But, when I get their calls and emails I have renewed strength and am reminded WHY I made the choices I did....
When I hit a brick wall it is hard, I won't lie. I only have to find a way around it, over it, or I just keep chipping away bit by bit until I can make a hole large enough to let the light pass through.
I will try to visit on occasion with you all.
I wish YOU ALL only happiness and all of life's blessings and the strength to see you through life's difficulties because even adversity is a blessing....
MrMuscle the return
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You hag! You are in Europe and you dont even tell me?
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anabolicmd
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So you'd rather not be with your kids while you build them a happier future in Paris? When will they finally be able to enjoy it, when theyre how old? Im just curious because it seems that you are making a huuuge sacrifice and I guess I dont see what the big payoff will be in the end and whether its worth it or not.
bikinimom said:
I wish you well, and hope everything works out for you. It looks like your adapting to an unknown and unfamiliar place and that`s a good thing.
good luck
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anabolicmd said:
Where did I say that I would rather not be with my children?
Honestly, sometimes I just have to shake my head and cluck my tongue...
And yes, the sacrifice that I am making is mind-boggling. My children are my life, so for me to take this route the circumstances were and STILL ARE quite bad. None of this has thing one to do with the relationship between my children and I, which is STRONG and which will remain so. Actually, we grow closer daily with the intimate notes and emails we exchange. It isn't the same as being there to hug them when they are crying... but for now it will have to do.
Life isn't always easy to understand... We don't always get what we want. However, in the end, we often see that it is what we need.
I am busting my ass to MAKE SURE that they will have a life that is free from BLOOD-SUCKING LAWYERS that lack moral fiber and consciense and free from fear and hatred and violence and that is all that I will say about that.
My choices are VERY untraditional but not totally unheard of and just because I have chosen this route that doesn't make it any less "wrong".
The little cyber cowboys can invent all the "reality" drama bullshit they want.
As for the rest of the board members I thank you for your kind words of support. Some days are harder than others but I will succeed.... WITHOUT A MAN.
I have managed to meet some very kind a supportive friends from many countries of origin, both genders within a large age range. They are all stunned and compassionate when they hear about my life and see that I am an honest and kind person. They all have done everything they can to help me, from helping with translating to giving me a shoulder to cry on to anything else that I need help with.
I will enroll in school as soon as I am able. It distresses me greatly that I can not communicate with everyone the way in which I would like because I can not speak the language.... I am learning slowly, but not fast enough.
The French have been shockingly kind to me. I have not encountered rudeness or anyone who is mean (with the exception of isolated incidents from young hooligans in the evening on the Champs Elysee - Paris is after all a large city and as with any large city with many people the "asshole" factor stands to be increased). Total strangers who can't speak a word of English go out of their way to help me with directions or ask if I am well the few times I have gotten ill in public, etc.
I get so damned angry when I think of all the AMERICAN "friends" who abandoned me JUST BECAUSE I CHOSE TO MOVE TO FRANCE. I used to work in NYC quite a bit and I can tell you that the level of kindness and helpfullness that I have been afforded in Paris from people who can see that I am OBVIOUSLY FOREIGN and AN AMERICAN AT THAT has been unparalleled in the states.
Shit, some Americans living in Paris that I have become friendly with and I play a game. It is called, "Spot the stupid American tourist". I have to say that because of the behavior of MOST of these people I am embarrassed to also be an American. These people are loud, obnoxious, arrogant and STUPID....
Now, don't get me wrong. The US is a grand country and I am pleased to have been afforded citizenship BUT - it just REALLY GALLS ME that MOST AMERICANS HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT THE US IS THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE!
IT AIN'T!..... NO PLACE IS.
To me, Budapest is THE MOST beautiful city in the world and I prefer the sound of my own mother tongue, HOWEVER that does not mean that I have disdain for other languages or people or cities. I can appreciate EVERYONE!
It is actually quite amusing sometimes when I encounter young French men who try to be arrogant when I shun their advances. They say, "You only say that you like it here to be politically correct."
My answer? ...."Darling, I have NO NEED to lie. If I have issue WITH YOU it is not because you are French... but because YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE. I get along with EVERYONE - all ages, genders, religions, skin colors and ethnicities. I JUST HAVE A PROBLEM GETTING ALONG WITH ASSHOLES."
*BIG WIIIIIIIIIDE SMILE* hehehehehehhehehehhehee
Mr Muscle - bisous to you!!! hehehehhee
I actually got to know a young blonde girl named Nina from Norway... CARAMBA WAS SHE HOT!! hehehehehee
As for the rest of the board....
Again, thank you for all of your kind words of support. I wish you all happiness, long life and good health.
I'll check in from time to time to let you all know how I am doing. I plan to visit the US for a short time next month for my babies' birthday.
Maybe I will post up some TRULY FUNNY gym shiznit. You wanna talk about funny shit that goes on in the gym in the states? You should all be flies on the wall in ANY GYM IN FRANCE!
Take care of yourselves and be well!
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anabolicmd
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bikinimom said:
Just because of the choice you are making, to live a continent away from them, didnt mean any offense.
Fast Twitch Fiber
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So tell us, do strippers make more in France?
MrMuscle the return
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So did you give her my number or what?
white boy
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when my son was 3 yrs old and his mother and I had split, I moved out of state to take a construction job. I still talked to him everynight but when he asked "Dad when are you going to taked me fishing again" I knew I had made a wrong decision and moved all my stuff back the following wk. I had to stay with my parents for a few mo's to get back on my feet, but I have never regretted that decision
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Crazy Ivan
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SV2 said:
Exactly what I was thinking.
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Upper-cruster
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Damn.. no doubts you enjoy typing....Do you have a life too?bikinimom said:
Where did I say that I would rather not be with my children?
Honestly, sometimes I just have to shake my head and cluck my tongue...
And yes, the sacrifice that I am making is mind-boggling. My children are my life, so for me to take this route the circumstances were and STILL ARE quite bad. None of this has thing one to do with the relationship between my children and I, which is STRONG and which will remain so. Actually, we grow closer daily with the intimate notes and emails we exchange. It isn't the same as being there to hug them when they are crying... but for now it will have to do.
Life isn't always easy to understand... We don't always get what we want. However, in the end, we often see that it is what we need.
I am busting my ass to MAKE SURE that they will have a life that is free from BLOOD-SUCKING LAWYERS that lack moral fiber and consciense and free from fear and hatred and violence and that is all that I will say about that.
My choices are VERY untraditional but not totally unheard of and just because I have chosen this route that doesn't make it any less "wrong".
The little cyber cowboys can invent all the "reality" drama bullshit they want.
As for the rest of the board members I thank you for your kind words of support. Some days are harder than others but I will succeed.... WITHOUT A MAN.
I have managed to meet some very kind a supportive friends from many countries of origin, both genders within a large age range. They are all stunned and compassionate when they hear about my life and see that I am an honest and kind person. They all have done everything they can to help me, from helping with translating to giving me a shoulder to cry on to anything else that I need help with.
I will enroll in school as soon as I am able. It distresses me greatly that I can not communicate with everyone the way in which I would like because I can not speak the language.... I am learning slowly, but not fast enough.
The French have been shockingly kind to me. I have not encountered rudeness or anyone who is mean (with the exception of isolated incidents from young hooligans in the evening on the Champs Elysee - Paris is after all a large city and as with any large city with many people the "asshole" factor stands to be increased). Total strangers who can't speak a word of English go out of their way to help me with directions or ask if I am well the few times I have gotten ill in public, etc.
I get so damned angry when I think of all the AMERICAN "friends" who abandoned me JUST BECAUSE I CHOSE TO MOVE TO FRANCE. I used to work in NYC quite a bit and I can tell you that the level of kindness and helpfullness that I have been afforded in Paris from people who can see that I am OBVIOUSLY FOREIGN and AN AMERICAN AT THAT has been unparalleled in the states.
Shit, some Americans living in Paris that I have become friendly with and I play a game. It is called, "Spot the stupid American tourist". I have to say that because of the behavior of MOST of these people I am embarrassed to also be an American. These people are loud, obnoxious, arrogant and STUPID....
Now, don't get me wrong. The US is a grand country and I am pleased to have been afforded citizenship BUT - it just REALLY GALLS ME that MOST AMERICANS HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT THE US IS THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE!
IT AIN'T!..... NO PLACE IS.
To me, Budapest is THE MOST beautiful city in the world and I prefer the sound of my own mother tongue, HOWEVER that does not mean that I have disdain for other languages or people or cities. I can appreciate EVERYONE!
It is actually quite amusing sometimes when I encounter young French men who try to be arrogant when I shun their advances. They say, "You only say that you like it here to be politically correct."
My answer? ...."Darling, I have NO NEED to lie. If I have issue WITH YOU it is not because you are French... but because YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE. I get along with EVERYONE - all ages, genders, religions, skin colors and ethnicities. I JUST HAVE A PROBLEM GETTING ALONG WITH ASSHOLES."
*BIG WIIIIIIIIIDE SMILE* hehehehehehhehehehhehee
Mr Muscle - bisous to you!!! hehehehhee
I actually got to know a young blonde girl named Nina from Norway... CARAMBA WAS SHE HOT!! hehehehehee
As for the rest of the board....
Again, thank you for all of your kind words of support. I wish you all happiness, long life and good health.
I'll check in from time to time to let you all know how I am doing. I plan to visit the US for a short time next month for my babies' birthday.
Maybe I will post up some TRULY FUNNY gym shiznit. You wanna talk about funny shit that goes on in the gym in the states? You should all be flies on the wall in ANY GYM IN FRANCE!
Take care of yourselves and be well!
out_at_sea
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bikinimom said:
I have been to Budapest and your claim as the most beautiful cityin the world is just a subjective on as it is far away from the truth;trust me I traveled a lot and have seen many countries.
So what are you gonna do in terms of job and how long do you think you will linger there?
How long till you get drilled? Or a vibrator is OK as of now?
Anywho, good luck to you...
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lmfao
Love you guys.
Love you guys.
Robert Jan
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Wow you certainly get hyped up typing. You are not Bi-polar or something are you?
Anyway I dont really see why you need to go to France to make a better path for your daughters, i still dont really understand the plan.
Yes bodybuilding is small in europe, with the exceptions of Greece and Germany where it is fairly big... but you are not the biggest person in france
Theres still that guy uhm Benfatto... the really symmetrical gay guy. He has a great bod. In fact there is quite some french bbers to be found online.
and I say this again... visit Holland some time. its not far now.
Pascal Domini is around too
Anyway I dont really see why you need to go to France to make a better path for your daughters, i still dont really understand the plan.
Yes bodybuilding is small in europe, with the exceptions of Greece and Germany where it is fairly big... but you are not the biggest person in france
Theres still that guy uhm Benfatto... the really symmetrical gay guy. He has a great bod. In fact there is quite some french bbers to be found online. and I say this again... visit Holland some time. its not far now.
Pascal Domini is around too
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Hehehehehehe You guys are priceless!
Budapest is most beautiful TO ME because it is MY COUNTRY. Is that so difficult to understand? I don't NEED to have traveled the world to have special feelings towards the country of my origin now, do I?
Sorry, for all you feeble minded peeps I ain't fucking no French guy. The last time I fucked him it did blow my mind, but that was nearly a year ago... sorry to burst your insecure little bubbles. A woman can make a life for herself and her children WITHOUT A MAN. I know it is difficult to comprehend for some, but women do it EVERY SINGLE DAY!
I date as much as I please (French men are very forward. I get asked out for coffe, dinner, gym dates, etc a lot. If I want, I accept. If not, I decline.) but there is NEVER a second date. "Finding a man" is THE LAST thing on my list of things to do. I spent most of my adult life dependent on a man, my ex-husband. I will NEVER make a mistake like that again. I will show BY EXAMPLE to my daughters that they can do ANYTHING they want to do, they just have to believe in themselves, something that I never did before. Now I have them to believe in me, so that alone gives me strength.
I've already stated about a gazillion times (of course, there are many who can't comprehend simple english so I will type r-e-a-l s-l-o-w l-i-k-e) my choices are not conventional but that does not make them any less wrong.
The little internet cowboys can type whatever they like. I didn't know that because one has a proper command of the English language that deems them bi-polar. But if that is what you NEED to think to get you through the day....
I haven't posted on elite for about 1 1/2 months. I saw this thread that was NOT begun by me and because I answer I get flack. Makes sense.
Damn, some peeps are really insecure, aren't they?... And they ask if I have a life? LOL
I KNOW THAT I AM NOT THE BIGGEST PERSON IN FRANCE LOL! Actually I think it is quite funny how everyone here percieves me!I was asked by a pro-bodybuilder (I can't recall his name, sorry. He owned a gym where I trained once here in the burbs of Paris) if I'd consider competing here because he believed it would be good for promotion of the sport (MOST people in France view bodybuilding EXTREMELY negatively. Judging by the way many post up here, it isn't a wonder.). When I replied, "No." he actually got a little pissed at me...
My girls are DYING to come live with me. Kind of tells you something about what it is like back "at home" eh? No worries. It will take me time, but I will make it happen. I don't know if our permanent home will be in France or some other country in the world, but it will most likely NOT BE the US. Sorry, if that rubs some peeps the wrong way, but as the American expression goes.... DEAL.
I would love to visit other countries. Hell, I would love to see more of France. Paris AIN'T France. But, I don't have the time or money just now...
Mr M - sorry, but I didn't have your digits at the time! LOL
And Oak - yea, I have your email. I'll drop you a line sometime. You're a sweet kid (hell, you're a man!). Thanks so much for your kind words. I know that you will make your parents and most of all - YOURSELF proud in life.
I wish you all well.
Budapest is most beautiful TO ME because it is MY COUNTRY. Is that so difficult to understand? I don't NEED to have traveled the world to have special feelings towards the country of my origin now, do I?
Sorry, for all you feeble minded peeps I ain't fucking no French guy. The last time I fucked him it did blow my mind, but that was nearly a year ago... sorry to burst your insecure little bubbles. A woman can make a life for herself and her children WITHOUT A MAN. I know it is difficult to comprehend for some, but women do it EVERY SINGLE DAY!
I date as much as I please (French men are very forward. I get asked out for coffe, dinner, gym dates, etc a lot. If I want, I accept. If not, I decline.) but there is NEVER a second date. "Finding a man" is THE LAST thing on my list of things to do. I spent most of my adult life dependent on a man, my ex-husband. I will NEVER make a mistake like that again. I will show BY EXAMPLE to my daughters that they can do ANYTHING they want to do, they just have to believe in themselves, something that I never did before. Now I have them to believe in me, so that alone gives me strength.
I've already stated about a gazillion times (of course, there are many who can't comprehend simple english so I will type r-e-a-l s-l-o-w l-i-k-e) my choices are not conventional but that does not make them any less wrong.
The little internet cowboys can type whatever they like. I didn't know that because one has a proper command of the English language that deems them bi-polar. But if that is what you NEED to think to get you through the day....
I haven't posted on elite for about 1 1/2 months. I saw this thread that was NOT begun by me and because I answer I get flack. Makes sense.
Damn, some peeps are really insecure, aren't they?... And they ask if I have a life? LOL
I KNOW THAT I AM NOT THE BIGGEST PERSON IN FRANCE LOL! Actually I think it is quite funny how everyone here percieves me!I was asked by a pro-bodybuilder (I can't recall his name, sorry. He owned a gym where I trained once here in the burbs of Paris) if I'd consider competing here because he believed it would be good for promotion of the sport (MOST people in France view bodybuilding EXTREMELY negatively. Judging by the way many post up here, it isn't a wonder.). When I replied, "No." he actually got a little pissed at me...
My girls are DYING to come live with me. Kind of tells you something about what it is like back "at home" eh? No worries. It will take me time, but I will make it happen. I don't know if our permanent home will be in France or some other country in the world, but it will most likely NOT BE the US. Sorry, if that rubs some peeps the wrong way, but as the American expression goes.... DEAL.
I would love to visit other countries. Hell, I would love to see more of France. Paris AIN'T France. But, I don't have the time or money just now...
Mr M - sorry, but I didn't have your digits at the time! LOL
And Oak - yea, I have your email. I'll drop you a line sometime. You're a sweet kid (hell, you're a man!
). Thanks so much for your kind words. I know that you will make your parents and most of all - YOURSELF proud in life. I wish you all well.
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