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Big Buck
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what up...just got in from playin basketball this morning....I gotta go shower and change into uniform...I be back.
Kakdiesel
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well people, I fucked up this time.. Yes I like to play around, be young, immature, party, etc.. but I knew this girl was the one.
Yeah I know its funny hearing me say this. but honestly, she was. I realize that now.
I called her trashed last night and all bets were off..I really let her have it. I was hurt, pissed, drunk, therefore angry and just went off on her on the phone.
I called her out and asked her, "who is he??" and she got real pissed about that one..
Yeah I should have talked to her in a civil way but how does a guy like me do that when he's hurt and pissed? When you're told that you have nothing to lose by the girl, why wouldnt I just go off??
The most frustrating part is that I felt like Timmothy McVeigh's attorney tryin to plea my case and say it wasnt him...I knew there was no way--regardless of what I said--that could change this girl's mind about me.
Just kinda sucks right now..cuz I was actually startin to grow up and be all into this relationship thing..I actually put a little faith and trust in a girl!
I'm not gonna be a pot callin the kettle black, so yes I've made mistakes. I've been busy and forgotten to call (due to work and we have opposite schedules), I've become jealous before, i've become insecure with her before, and yes, I've even lost my temper and been mean to her.
But for her to even mind fuck me and act like I even have a shot when really I dont, is the killer.
I guess its back to being the guy I wanted to try to grow out of...
See girls? its a bad ass cycle you put us guys in..Realize this, one of you, can fuck it up for ALL of you...Don't think I'm not gonna just play the fuck out of the next girl I meet...why bother right???
Sorry folks, just a rant, Kakky is pissed EARLY in the morning..I was so upset that I got trashed last night yet woke up cuz I cant even sleep thinkin of this girl.
I need to move to atlanta soon...jesus
Yeah I know its funny hearing me say this. but honestly, she was. I realize that now.
I called her trashed last night and all bets were off..I really let her have it. I was hurt, pissed, drunk, therefore angry and just went off on her on the phone.
I called her out and asked her, "who is he??" and she got real pissed about that one..
Yeah I should have talked to her in a civil way but how does a guy like me do that when he's hurt and pissed? When you're told that you have nothing to lose by the girl, why wouldnt I just go off??
The most frustrating part is that I felt like Timmothy McVeigh's attorney tryin to plea my case and say it wasnt him...I knew there was no way--regardless of what I said--that could change this girl's mind about me.
Just kinda sucks right now..cuz I was actually startin to grow up and be all into this relationship thing..I actually put a little faith and trust in a girl!
I'm not gonna be a pot callin the kettle black, so yes I've made mistakes. I've been busy and forgotten to call (due to work and we have opposite schedules), I've become jealous before, i've become insecure with her before, and yes, I've even lost my temper and been mean to her.
But for her to even mind fuck me and act like I even have a shot when really I dont, is the killer.
I guess its back to being the guy I wanted to try to grow out of...
See girls? its a bad ass cycle you put us guys in..Realize this, one of you, can fuck it up for ALL of you...Don't think I'm not gonna just play the fuck out of the next girl I meet...why bother right???
Sorry folks, just a rant, Kakky is pissed EARLY in the morning..I was so upset that I got trashed last night yet woke up cuz I cant even sleep thinkin of this girl.
I need to move to atlanta soon...jesus
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Big Buck
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Damn I'm hungry today.
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Big Buck
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LOVING said:
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yeah, I think I'm with you on this one ! ! ! !
Anyway's KAK....That drunk call is always the worst! I always regret when I do that, But at that point your just feeling it, so fuck it...I've said it before.....that pussy ain't made out of gold...IT'S Friday and that equals Party-club night....just watch what cat you try to rub on. The only girl I had a longer relationship with mind fucked me, I put in the drunk call and made an ass out of myself which broke us up, so I then went out and hooked up with a stripper who turned out to be a FUCKING psycho (but a great piece of ass!!!!)
K
She was NOT the one for you. You already know that, but it takes a while for the heart to catch up with the head sometimes. She was not good to you and you admit that you were not good to her. If you thought that you were going to marry her someday, it's better that you find out now rather than later that this was not going to work. I know about this. So after you get the anger out, your experience will make you a wiser and better man if you allow it. It's painful to give so much of yourself to someone and then they not only reject you, but disrespect you too. I can't answer why - why do people abuse each other? Why do we say things we really don't mean? I often don't understand. All I know is that it hurts.
This has allowed you to see what you don't want in a woman (big understatement) and you will be able to recognize the warning signs much more quickly when you do decide to be involved with someone again. Your life is much bigger than this and the whole world is open to you! You're going to mature and meet other people. You're going to learn so much more, have so many experiences that will make your life fulfilled. So the pain will fade and the bitterness will pass. At least that is how it has been with me and I continue to have faith in men - and women.
I wrote too much! I always do that.
X.X
She was NOT the one for you. You already know that, but it takes a while for the heart to catch up with the head sometimes. She was not good to you and you admit that you were not good to her. If you thought that you were going to marry her someday, it's better that you find out now rather than later that this was not going to work. I know about this. So after you get the anger out, your experience will make you a wiser and better man if you allow it. It's painful to give so much of yourself to someone and then they not only reject you, but disrespect you too. I can't answer why - why do people abuse each other? Why do we say things we really don't mean? I often don't understand. All I know is that it hurts.
This has allowed you to see what you don't want in a woman (big understatement) and you will be able to recognize the warning signs much more quickly when you do decide to be involved with someone again. Your life is much bigger than this and the whole world is open to you! You're going to mature and meet other people. You're going to learn so much more, have so many experiences that will make your life fulfilled. So the pain will fade and the bitterness will pass. At least that is how it has been with me and I continue to have faith in men - and women.
I wrote too much! I always do that.
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velvett
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KD...
No offense... you are too young to know that she was *the one* - hell most of ya are too young to fall for that
ohohoh my GOD she's the one.
Ya'll just thinking with the little head.
Once you find the next *the one* you will forget about the current *the one*.
Nuff said.
No offense... you are too young to know that she was *the one* - hell most of ya are too young to fall for that
ohohoh my GOD she's the one.
Ya'll just thinking with the little head.
Once you find the next *the one* you will forget about the current *the one*.
Nuff said.
