what up chat board

[Kakdiesel]

what up people..had a very very interesting night and I do not mean that in a good way.

Just sayin what up to ya'll this morning..i'm not feelin too well..too much jack last night..and i have to go to work in an hour an a half

 

[Big Buck]

what up...just got in from playin basketball this morning....I gotta go shower and change into uniform...I be back.

 

[Kakdiesel]

hey buck you shoulda heard me last night on the phone with this chick...i tore her a new one..i aint gonna let no girl do me like this.

oh and the ho's were flowin like 40's at a Friday night barbecue...

 

[Kakdiesel]

well people, I fucked up this time.. Yes I like to play around, be young, immature, party, etc.. but I knew this girl was the one.

Yeah I know its funny hearing me say this. but honestly, she was. I realize that now.

I called her trashed last night and all bets were off..I really let her have it. I was hurt, pissed, drunk, therefore angry and just went off on her on the phone.

I called her out and asked her, "who is he??" and she got real pissed about that one..

Yeah I should have talked to her in a civil way but how does a guy like me do that when he's hurt and pissed? When you're told that you have nothing to lose by the girl, why wouldnt I just go off??

The most frustrating part is that I felt like Timmothy McVeigh's attorney tryin to plea my case and say it wasnt him...I knew there was no way--regardless of what I said--that could change this girl's mind about me.

Just kinda sucks right now..cuz I was actually startin to grow up and be all into this relationship thing..I actually put a little faith and trust in a girl!

I'm not gonna be a pot callin the kettle black, so yes I've made mistakes. I've been busy and forgotten to call (due to work and we have opposite schedules), I've become jealous before, i've become insecure with her before, and yes, I've even lost my temper and been mean to her.

But for her to even mind fuck me and act like I even have a shot when really I dont, is the killer.

I guess its back to being the guy I wanted to try to grow out of...

See girls? its a bad ass cycle you put us guys in..Realize this, one of you, can fuck it up for ALL of you...Don't think I'm not gonna just play the fuck out of the next girl I meet...why bother right???

Sorry folks, just a rant, Kakky is pissed EARLY in the morning..I was so upset that I got trashed last night yet woke up cuz I cant even sleep thinkin of this girl.

I need to move to atlanta soon...jesus

 

[LOVING]

KAKDIESEL----WHY DON'T YOU FLY TO NYC AND WE CAN HOOK UP? YOU SOUND LIKE YOU KNOW HOW TO PLEASE A WOMAN.

 

[Kakdiesel]

hahha..maybe, if you post a pic I will

 

[LOVING]

IN TIME I'LL SLOWLY REVEAL MYSELF.....

BUT A GIRL CAN NEVER BE EASY, NOW CAN SHE?

I'LL UNDRESS SLOWLY BUT SURELY.

 

[Big Buck]

Damn I'm hungry today.

 

[LOVING]

WELL BIG STUD....BASED ON WHAT I HEAR YOU ARE DEFINITELY A CONTENDER.

BUT EVEN YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO KEEP UP WITH MY MANY DESIRES.

 

[LOVING]

I LIKE ROMANCE AND THE UNDERWORLD ALL AT THE SAME TIME.

IN OTHER WORDS, I LIKE A ROSE BUT ONLY IF IT COMES WITH STUDLY MANHOOD.