B fold... I want to clarify that from your posts, I think you are a good man with great values.
I'm not trying to unconvince you of your religion, or trash it.
I think anyone that believes in something, no matter the dogma, so long as it is constructive and loving, is a good person, and religion makes people strive to want to become greater people... and if there is a heaven, I believe they would be invited into heaven whether they believe one theory or another. I just really don't like a close-minded view. Religion has caused more death than anything else in the history of mankind... and that is simply because of people's closed mindedness. Jesus was certainly not like that.
I commend you for believing in your religion, and also for trying to find the truth. I also commend you, as I do anyone with a constructive religion, for spreading love throughout the world.
Because after all, that's all religion is, and that is all Jesus ever wanted.
Peace my friend.
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