what i do when i'm down about my size

[protobe]

like all of you i want to be a bodybuilder well most of you. Now I've gotten a lot bigger recently but its hard to see it when you want to have 21 inch arms and a ripped six pack. Sometimes I'll just be like man i wish i was that big. But i'm 15 now i got time on my side as most of you dont' well not as much as i do. No matter how big we are none of us who want to be bodybuilders say okay i'm done i'm big enough it defeats the whole purpose of being a body BUILDER to build and get bigger and better. Well anyways what i do when i'm having a bad day and just feel like crap and looking in the miror isnt the best thing to do. I just think you know what i'm alive and in great shape and a lot bigger than a lot of people my age. I just think i got years to accoomplish what i want years of lifting and feeling great.
protobe

 

[protobe]

also i figure this is what i want to be no matter what so either way i'm just gonna have to live with it and wait for gains.

 

[WalkingBeast]

like all of you i want to be a bodybuilder well most of you. Now I've gotten a lot bigger recently but its hard to see it when you want to have 21 inch arms and a ripped six pack. Sometimes I'll just be like man i wish i was that big. But i'm 15 now i got time on my side as most of you dont' well not as much as i do. No matter how big we are none of us who want to be bodybuilders say okay i'm done i'm big enough it defeats the whole purpose of being a body BUILDER to build and get bigger and better. Well anyways what i do when i'm having a bad day and just feel like crap and looking in the miror isnt the best thing to do. I just think you know what i'm alive and in great shape and a lot bigger than a lot of people my age. I just think i got years to accoomplish what i want years of lifting and feeling great.
protobe

Hey brother!! I understand the feeling very well!! I feel like a fucking dwarf sometimes man. Like a bone. When I was 18 it was really bad, my arms were 15 1/2 inches and felt like housewives were bigger then me. Fucked with me big time. Still does! The thing that helps me get through it most is looking towards the future. Trying not to live in the present. If I do it makes me insane!
Im constantly looking towards those 20 inch arms. My arms used to be 10 inches, their about 18 cold right now and 18.5 pumped. As I see myself getting closer the pain eases, regardless 20 is only a short term goal. Though it will take some years. Ive been training naturally (aside from supplements) for close to 10 years now. Its tough seeing juiced up guys getting massive,luckily I can outlift most of them now so thats nice. Its a long and slow process sometimes, but looking to the future will help you from getting depressed about your size. When you do reach your goals, you will feel alot better, but it will never go away. Youll always strive to get bigger and better. Its an endless journey. Hope that helps!!

 

[lavi]

look at some old pics. see that you're bigger than you used to be. be happy. and know that you're only getting bigger.

 

[slobberknocker]

Patience is the hardest part of the game. You sound like you have the right attitude. Reading your post, you remind me of me when I was your age. You have to trust in the fact that you have the heart to accomplish whatever you set your mind to. The size will come. All you do is keep going to the gym and putting in your time. Keep eating. Keep sleeping. Trust me, your dreams will come true if you make them happen. Just trust in it man.

 

[B0ARDIN087]

Just trust in it man.

hardest and most important apart of it all is this!

 

[WalkingBeast]

Patience is the hardest part of the game. You sound like you have the right attitude. Reading your post, you remind me of me when I was your age. You have to trust in the fact that you have the heart to accomplish whatever you set your mind to. The size will come. All you do is keep going to the gym and putting in your time. Keep eating. Keep sleeping. Trust me, your dreams will come true if you make them happen. Just trust in it man.

Couldnt have said that shit better!!

 

[Buddy_Christ]

look at some old pics. see that you're bigger than you used to be. be happy. and know that you're only getting bigger.

everyone's posts are 100% on, including this one. i've got 3 pics, one from sept, oct, and one from last week. and i'll take another pic mid december. do this monthly. between my sept and oct pics, you can't really see much difference. but compare sept to nov, you can see i'm starting to define in my chest nicely. plus take some measurements, do that maybe once a month, and record them. trust me, it helps. you're not going to notice your changes unless you do those things. you see yourself every day, so definetly take pics, take measurements, and hell, even record where your maxxes are so you can watch your own improvement.

i envy you. you're 15 and into this big time. i'm 26 and just started getting into this seriously for the first time ever. if i would've had the same drive and intensity when i was 15, i'd be a monster by now. i don't let my size stop me from anything. i'm 5'6", 160lbs, i'm only on my 3rd month of serious training. yeah, so what if i'm still just shy of 14 1/2" bis, i'm growing, i'm watching my progress, i've noticed how much more weight i can push, and yeah, i'm very lucky, i've got an excellent frame to work with. just watch your progress, that's the most important thing. keep it natural. when you start feeling down like you are, that's when thoughts of doing some unnatural things start to creep in. i've already felt that way quite a few times.

i've been a little guy all my life. but there's always been a big guy inside trying to get out. no matter how long it takes, i'm going to get that big guy out. just keep your focus. don't compare youself to others, compare yourself to yourself. once you start doing that, you can really see how much progress you've made. and this doesn't just go for bodybuilding, this goes for anything and everything that you do.

 

[NWinters]

Look at my gallery bro....went from 155 to 225 in about 3 years.

 

[MnFguy49]

like all of you i want to be a bodybuilder well most of you. Now I've gotten a lot bigger recently but its hard to see it when you want to have 21 inch arms and a ripped six pack. Sometimes I'll just be like man i wish i was that big. But i'm 15 now i got time on my side as most of you dont' well not as much as i do. No matter how big we are none of us who want to be bodybuilders say okay i'm done i'm big enough it defeats the whole purpose of being a body BUILDER to build and get bigger and better. Well anyways what i do when i'm having a bad day and just feel like crap and looking in the miror isnt the best thing to do. I just think you know what i'm alive and in great shape and a lot bigger than a lot of people my age. I just think i got years to accoomplish what i want years of lifting and feeling great.
protobe

Looks like you have a great attitude man.
I first started training when I was 15 also....I was about 5'9 and 125lbs. Now, almost 6 years later, I'm 6'0 and 180....probably should be bigger, but I had a few injuries when I was younger.
I never lacked the drive or desire to train, and you sound the same way. As slobberknocker said, keep eating and sleeping bro, I'm sure the size will come, and you will accomplish your goals!!