What do you do to make the pain go away?

[buksoon]

Hey buk, did you ever figure out what the new name for you would be, that rhymes with "buksoon"???

**hint** - it had something to do with your virginity and us [grin] wanting you to lose it... I'm sure you know by now...

"Suck moon"? Monsoon? Picayune? Oil tycoon?

I have no idea what you people are talking about! With your high-falutin riddles! I'm just a simple girl!


(This is my 2nd post like this. You are getting my sarcasm, right? Just have to ask.)

 

[Bikini Mod]

A heartfelt "thank you" to all of the members who took the time to reply here and in PM's and in emails.... each of you has made a difference for me. You have either made me laugh, helped me to feel a bit better about my situation (helped alleviate my fears a bit because either YOU made it through a similar situation or your moms did - THANK YOU), or helped me to feel better about myself because the time you took to say a few sincere and genuine words even though many of you had never met me in person or even had an IM conversation with me. Yes, I do have a family and a few VERY CLOSE friends who do this for me, but there are times when I feel like I have whined to them incessantly and they are just fed up. They would probably pound my sorry ass if they knew how upset I have been and did NOT come to them.

Despite a miniscule speck of unpleasantness I am glad that I had the courage to post this thread. I spoke honestly from my heart.... as many of you did. We spend so much of our time hiding our true selves, masquerading as people that we only THINK that others want us to be. The strain is sometimes too much and we all "snap" I guess from time to time.

There is so much more that I would like to say, but I fear that Johnny Z will quote it and complain about its length - LOL!

As for those that made the ridiculously disparaging comments - I THANK YOU ALSO. Reading your utter nonsense horsemanure posts made me realize just how STUPID I SOUNDED telling MYSELF THESE THINGS! It is funny (as Helen said) we say so many things to ourselves that we would NEVER say to those that we care for and love .....why is it ok then to not only SAY them to ourselves....BUT BELIEVE THEM AS WELL?!?!?!!!!

As I defended myself to you I realized that I was not defending myself to you at all.... BUT TO MYSELF. Without you, I don't know if I would EVER HAVE COME TO REALIZE THIS.

It is so true what they say ....that we can learn something from everyone!

Plifter and Monkeylove - THANK YOU! You will NEVER understand how much you have helped me.

(PS - sorry dudes, but the pics you posted are neither pornographic NOR chemically enhanced hehehehheeee, but thank you for the complement! If pics of me where I am FULLY CLOTHED exude THAT MUCH SEXUALITY I would SHUDDER TO THINK AT HOW SEXY I COULD BE WITHOUT THEM ON!!!! And for the record.... YES, my children have seen ALL the prints that are in my portfolio, ANYWHERE on the web (whether it be on MY SITE or any of the numerous other sites that I have my images displayed) or ANYWHERE in print. There is no shame in the human form and I am EXTREMELY PROUD of MY ART; MY PHYSIQUE. I am very open about sex and my sexuality as I am extremely comfortable with it..... and NO, there is NO TOPIC that I WILL NOT discuss with my children. I am their FIRST TEACHER and regardless of what YOU and ANYONE ELSE thinks I believe that honesty and openness is THE BEST approach when it comes to dealing with important LIFE ISSUES: sex, drugs, death - WHATEVER. Yes, my pics are provocative as am I on occasion - but pornographic? HEHEHEhehhehahahehahhehahhahahaaaaaa)
Please post the pic where I am bent over and you can see from whence my children came or where I am on all fours with my tongue hanging panting like a dog with my titties pushed together.

 

[Milhouse]

If you talk to people around you the same way you talk to me you'd probably be better off killing yourself. I would suggest a 12 gauge shotgun.

Since I doubt this will happen, I think you should just sit down at the dinner table and eat ice cream until you turn into a lard ass again.

I think if you killed yourself plifter the world would not notice anything except that a whiny, small dicked, fat ass superman in his own mind while wacking off with tweezers to cum soaked copies of animal world magazine wishing he could be a man instead of a hermaphrodite siiting on the toilets giving himself a blumpkin living off microwaved burritos and blueberry squishies at his carreer in being a cashier at 7-11 arsehole is dead.

You go after women and 17 y/o kids when flaming becuase you are a whiny mulitple personality pussy with no life and friends for saying the most dumbest things ever uttered by a she-male.

And dont pm me again asking me what my problem is.
Jusr read some of your posts/threads and figure it out Porky

 

[Bikini Mod]

First of all SHOW ME ONE POST THAT says I have EVER taken steroids? That is something THAT YOU SAID - NOT ME!

Any post that I have EVER made about steroids CLEARLY states that I NEITHER CONDEMN NOR CONDONE THEIR USE. This site is about education and information. What are you doing here?

Secondly....

I DO NOT HAVE TO FIGHT FOR CUSTODY YOU IMBECILE. WHAT PART OF "THE COURT GAVE ME FULL CUSTODY EVEN THOUGH I NEVER ASKED FOR IT.....IT IS ONLY THROUGH MY GENEROSITY AND MY SEEING THAT THE CHILDREN MISSED THEIR FATHER SO VERY MUCH THAT WE NOW HAVE JOINT LEGAL did you not understand? Was that not concise enough for you?

And guess what else? Did you NOT READ where I have psted SEVERAL TIMES that my ex REGULARLY READS MY POSTS HERE? That he was still stalking me in this sense? Or is it that you just can not comprehend the English language very well?

He bombarded the courts WITH ALL OF THE PRINTOUTS OF EVERY SINGLE POST THAT I MADE HERE. THE JUDGE COMPLETELY DISREGARDED ALL OF IT. As a matter of fact, he was QUITE ANNOYED. He asked my ex's attorney ...."Is there anything in here that will make me change my mind about custody?" Guess what her answer was?
Ummmmm - NO

See again, you have proven how little you REALLY know.

HAHAHhehehhehahahahaoahoahhaahahhaaaa

If you are going to start shit, then I suggest you arm yourself WITH FACTS.

Until you have anything to ADD to this thread, I would humbly ask that you take your misguided and miseducated self to the hundred of other threads here on elite......or to any place else that you would like to go for that matter.

My girls are now home from school and I have more important things to do than to argue with a mental giant such as yourself. I would surely lose anyway.

 

[daised]

Treat others the way you want to be treated.

i think this is why we now have karma

 

[Bikini Mod]

Now I am done with you imbecile ....

Since when does a woman HAVE to take steriods to get to 10% bf? ARE YOU REALLY THAT STUPID?!

Secondly - DO A SEARCH - AND QUOTE THE POST WHERE I HAVE EVER SAID THAT I TOOK A/S!!! UNTIL THEN ....

Thirdly - I AGREED TO TAKE A TEST IN COURT DUH! His lawyer backed off ....IMMEDIATELY!!!

I have NOT endorsed ANY STEROID but only provided the information about other women's use to those members who asked for such on the women's discussion board.

If you have SUCH a problem with anabolics then why DO YOU TAKE THEM?! Oh, that's right ...you have a penis so you can do whatever the fuck you want and it is OK ....NOT, just ask my ex. He will enlighten you.

And finally, just because YOU SAY something does not mean that it is true. You have hurled one brain dead accusation after another - ALL OF WHICH I HAVE PROVED TO BE 100% FALSE. Do you think that I am completely unaware of what you are trying to do? PUH-LEASE!

So now (RG ....if that is who you are I can find out VERY EASILY - I had my suspicions BEFORE, but now I am even more suspicious...if it IS YOU, we tangled through email before AND YOU LOST! HAHAHHAHAhahahahahhaaa REMEMBER?! If you think for one second that you or anyone else can mess with me or my family YOU HAVE ANOTHER THING COMING. I am no longer going to take your little internet threats as harmless chatboard fodder ....but as someone who is trying to hurt my family.)

I suggest you BACK OFF. NO ONE, I MEAN NO ONE CAN HURT MY FAMILY ---- DID YOU HEAR ME?! NO ONE

ONLY GOD can take my children from me.....and you are HARDLY a god ....or even a man for THAT MATTER. Remember that.


PS - I am now locking this thread as it seems to have taken a turn in an EXTREMELY negative direction, for this I apologize to all the board members of elite. If Monkey love wants to begin a different thread then he is welcome to.