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Ulcaster, why are you so down?

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You feel that you have good reason to not be living.
Could you please at least explain this to us? Before you do something drastic?
 
evansteve said:
You feel that you have good reason to not be living.
Could you please at least explain this to us? Before you do something drastic?
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Are you serious? You mean suicide tendency?

Ahhh man.. Ulcaster, let us help you please.
 
G&C: if those are actually ur legs, i hate you very much.

Ulcaster: doooooood. u may not want to hear this, but feeling down and even suicidal is just a "chemical imbalance". thats why some people with horrible horrible lives and tradgedy all around them are happy as a clam, and some rich folks with the life of a king and poon all around them want kill themselves.

you're into supp's, try each of these separately for a few days and see which works best.
this stuff helped me alot (depression runs in my family):

1) l-tyrosine 500 mg empty stomach in the AM, work up to 1mg
2) l-phenylalanine I think same dose but i have to check
3) if ur not already doing whey protein, try some at nite becuz it causes body to release serotonin, so it acts like a natural prozac if u have a serotonin deficiency (otherwise wont do anything but sedate u)- really stabalizes mood. I have my father doing it, and he's like a different man on the days he takes it than on the days his supply runs out and doesnt take it.
4) panthotenic acid in moderately high doses also tends to stabalize mood (like 1 gram 2 or 3 times a day, but u need to work up to that or you'll shit your brains out)

#1 and 2 are like magic bullets vs depression.
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you have nothing to lose by trying.....
 
geoboy said:
G&C: if those are actually ur legs, i hate you very much.

Ulcaster: doooooood. u may not want to hear this, but feeling down and even suicidal is just a "chemical imbalance". thats why some people with horrible horrible lives and tradgedy all around them are happy as a clam, and some rich folks with the life of a king and poon all around them want kill themselves.

you're into supp's, try each of these separately for a few days and see which works best.
this stuff helped me alot (depression runs in my family):

1) l-tyrosine 500 mg empty stomach in the AM, work up to 1mg
2) l-phenylalanine I think same dose but i have to check
3) if ur not already doing whey protein, try some at nite becuz it causes body to release serotonin, so it acts like a natural prozac if u have a serotonin deficiency (otherwise wont do anything but sedate u)- really stabalizes mood. I have my father doing it, and he's like a different man on the days he takes it than on the days his supply runs out and doesnt take it.
4) panthotenic acid in moderately high doses also tends to stabalize mood (like 1 gram 2 or 3 times a day, but u need to work up to that or you'll shit your brains out)

#1 and 2 are like magic bullets vs depression.
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you have nothing to lose by trying.....
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Whilst this is such an excellent advice, one that I wish Ulcaster would truly give it a try as geoboy said = you have nothing to lose by trying, however I don't think that depression is entirely a result of chemical imbalance.

Also, I noticed that Ulcaster's avatar has changed...from a wizard/magician(which I liked) to a psychotic/depressive-look alike individual.
I hope this isn't symbolic for your inner state...

Geoboy,yes they are actually my legs, I shot it a few months ago and what is the reason for your hatred of my legs?
 
Growth&Courage said:
Geoboy,yes they are actually my legs, I shot it a few months ago and what is the reason for your hatred of my legs?
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I don't hate ur legs, I hate YOU becuz I envy ur legs :D

small joints and huge muscle bellies they look as big as Tom Platz's legs.. how long u been working out?
 
geoboy said:
I don't hate ur legs, I hate YOU becuz I envy ur legs :D

small joints and huge muscle bellies they look as big as Tom Platz's legs.. how long u been working out?
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Dude...keep those compliments for someone else. Not me bro, I don't deserved praises.

Tom Platz?! Geez bro- I am nothing and yet strangely I enjoy being nothingness.

I've been working out for 3.5 years.
 
for some, depression can be a result of social factors mainly (whether friends/women/family)

how well does 5-hydroxytryptophan work? I always think this is some kinda placebo unless you start rollin'
 
Growth&Courage said:
Are you serious? You mean suicide tendency?

Ahhh man.. Ulcaster, let us help you please.
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if you read his threads, they all seem to be pointing in that direction
 
Growth&Courage said:
Also, I noticed that Ulcaster's avatar has changed...from a wizard/magician(which I liked) to a psychotic/depressive-look alike individual.
I hope this isn't symbolic for your inner state...
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Ever seen the movie "ghost"? From the subway scene, he is the angry ghost smashing cigarette machines.
 
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evansteve said:
morning ulcaster, good to hear from you :)
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I think this thread sucks like everything else with my name on it....

:coffee: It is nice though...
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
I think this thread sucks like everything else with my name on it....

:coffee: It is nice though...
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could u at least tell us whats pissing you off in life? why u are so down?

(if u can figure out what that is)
 
evansteve said:
could u at least tell us whats pissing you off in life? why u are so down?

(if u can figure out what that is)
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I'm always like this....
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
I'm always like this....
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well obviously. I'm just saying I want to know why... whats ailin' ya, what do you have to bitch about in your life?
 
evansteve said:
well obviously. I'm just saying I want to know why... whats ailin' ya, what do you have to bitch about in your life?
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Nugga, you don't want to get me started.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
what do you wanna know?
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what things are you unhappy about in your life?


if u can make a long list about things that you want from other members, you can do this too... just try not to make it any longer than that one. :)
 
yeah I would like to know as well... From what I know about from are convo's you seem like a sweet individual that is just way to hard on himself... Luv ya
 
evansteve said:
just try not to make it any longer than that one. :)
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:FRlol:

I'm miserable, like most of the peeps in my family. I don't want to go into detail cuz it's personal....
Also, I'm not gonna blow myself up this week, but it;s gonnna happen. It my goal.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
:FRlol:

I'm miserable
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Sometimes I actually think he's just bullshitting us all. Have to look at it from every possible angle. :whatever:
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
:FRlol:

I'm miserable, like most of the peeps in my family. I don't want to go into detail cuz it's personal....
Also, I'm not gonna blow myself up this week, but it;s gonnna happen. It my goal.
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alright, well i guess we cant force you to let us help you out..
But shit, if my life were on the line, I would stop caring about what is "personal" and would rather just try to get help.

I just think its really too bad, I mean its always worth trying new things to see if you can improve your life, and you dont even seem willing to do that.
I would try literally everything before giving up.

And I would make sure I tasted the world, before I let myself die.
 
hanselthecaretaker said:
Sometimes I actually think he's just bullshitting us all. Have to look at it from every possible angle. :whatever:
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Nope....no bullshitting
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
I've had e\nough of it
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dude, at least have sex before you die.

Even I would do that, regardless if that meant i was having premarital sex.


ah well, sounds like there really isnt anything we can do to help you. that sucks.
 
:LockMe!:
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
I need a target
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we arnt talking about sex mang.

im sure there are plenty of desperate uggos out there who would marry a guy like u and let u slam her all th etime and then cook u food beteween sessions
 
i thought of a cool to way to check out SUCICIDE

u need some outside help and need to move to the desert and have a poll and some thread and needle

1. dig a big ass fucking hole in the desert
2. u get in so only your head is above
3. ur friend uses thread + needle to sow your eye lids for ever open
4. u are looking right at sun (sun is hot soon in desert so good time to try)
5. u go blind and vultures eat you alive
 
tiger88 said:
i thought of a cool to way to check out SUCICIDE

u need some outside help and need to move to the desert and have a poll and some thread and needle

1. dig a big ass fucking hole in the desert
2. u get in so only your head is above
3. ur friend uses thread + needle to sow your eye lids for ever open
4. u are looking right at sun (sun is hot soon in desert so good time to try)
5. u go blind and vultures eat you alive
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Lol... you'd probably die from dehydration before the birds get ya
 
tiger88 said:
i thought of a cool to way to check out SUCICIDE

u need some outside help and need to move to the desert and have a poll and some thread and needle

1. dig a big ass fucking hole in the desert
2. u get in so only your head is above
3. ur friend uses thread + needle to sow your eye lids for ever open
4. u are looking right at sun (sun is hot soon in desert so good time to try)
5. u go blind and vultures eat you alive
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  • Too painfull
  • Need someone's help
  • Leaves a body
  • Too slow
  • Just fucking dumb
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
  • Too painfull
  • Need someone's help
  • Leaves a body
  • Too slow
  • Just fucking dumb
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Your better off just swimming out into the ocean as far as you can. Eventually you will get too tired to make it back and you will drown.



Not that I condone you doing it or anything, but if you wanted to kill yourself why go through all that setup and pain when you can do it fairly easily? In my opinion dying is too easy, actually living is the real challenge.
 
Ulcaster:

did you consider my suggestions re elevating your mood with the l-phynl &/or l-tyro? whatever the inner or outer reasons for your funk, trust me the stuff will help.

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i think u need to move ur ass out the fucking sticks man. the woods are gay


best that SAD bull shit could get u too. (seasonal affective disorder)


move vegas and get J.O.B. at some faSTed pace she in life. total 360 from where u at now. go to someone hott and be hott and fuck hott chics


1. get out the sticks
2. relocate to somehwere left coast
3. get nite life job
4. quit being a fucking a pussy and move already
5. or join a neo nazi or the klan
 
Forge said:
Your better off just swimming out into the ocean as far as you can. Eventually you will get too tired to make it back and you will drown.



Not that I condone you doing it or anything, but if you wanted to kill yourself why go through all that setup and pain when you can do it fairly easily? In my opinion dying is too easy, actually living is the real challenge.
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ever watch an animal drown? I have. It's not a quick easy ordeal.
 
Ulcasterdropout said:
ever watch an animal drown? I have. It's not a quick easy ordeal.
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True story: I actually almost drown once.

A bunch of us were swimming in a resevoir late one night. There is a measuring tower way out in the middle where everyone was climbing up and jumping off of it. I was back on shore with a few others, including the girl I was seeing at the time. I'm a horrible swimmer and I sink like a rock in water, but she convinced me to swim out there with her. It was a good distance to the tower but I made it. Of course I played it all macho saying it wasn't so bad, but in reality I was terrified, exhausted, and barely made it out there.

So we spent quite some time climbing up and jumping off of this tower. After awhile we got tired of it and decided to swim back to the trucks. Swimming back I lagged behind, WAY behind. I was exhausted from climbing up that damn tower, and the trip back just wasn't working out. About halfway back I started to falter, I resorted to a doggie paddle (just to stay afloat) and tried to yell for help, but I was so exhausted that I could barely make a sound, and they were so far ahead of me.

I remember going under the water, completely helpless, I was so tired that I couldn't even lift my arms. I held my breath as long as I could, sinking, thinking to myself what a yutz I was for even trying to swim out there. I don't know how long I was under for but it seemed like minutes, so many things went through my mind. I had just started to swallow water when my best friend grabbed ahold of me and brought me to the surface. He swam me all the way back to shore by himself.

When we got back the two of us just layed there, gasping for breath, not even able to get ourselves up off of the ground. Everyone just sat around us, realizing that I had almost died right there and then. No one spoke a single word the whole way home.






That day changed my life. I realized that you could die at any time, without ever seeing it coming. And if you died right now, would you be proud of the life you led? Would you have accomplished everything you wanted to do, seen all that you wanted to see? Would the people you love know how you felt about them before you died? You see life through different glasses when you have spent every ounce of energy you have just trying to stay the fuck alive, and failing.

Ulcaster bro, I hope you really don't want to kill yourself and die, because someday if you ever get the gumption to actually try suicide you may get to the brink and change your mind, too late to stop it. Believe me, death is a scary permanent motherfucker when you actually face it down. We are all here for a short time, might as well make the stay as long as you possibly can and just enjoy the time you have.

Death is forever, life is fleeting. Savor it man, just savor it.
 
I was in swimming lessons before I could walk. I'm part fish.
 
PERFECTWORLD said:
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You ruined my joke again, quit editing and deleting posts!!!!
 
bran987 said:
I'm waiting for JerseyArt to post Bon Jovi lyrics and tell him everything is gonna be OK
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Actually, his posts cheer me up....

Wootoom, bro, you got it all wrong. The dude in my avi is waaaay better looking then me...
 
evansteve said:
You feel that you have good reason to not be living.
Could you please at least explain this to us? Before you do something drastic?
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I think I've outlined the case for survival regarding Cripsetter....

He's a man of simple means and he finds very few pleasures in life.

At this stage it won't take much to drive him over that cliff......not dissimiliar to the drama that just transpired in Atlanta w/ Brian Nichols.

Cripsetter is one life altering experience from throwing it all away in a blaze of fire and fury........most likely taking others with him.

It's not what he wanted, it's not what we want for him, but it's the state of things and has been for quite some time now. Cripsetter has a good heart, he's just been through so much that anything more would be untolerable.




DIV

:chomp:
 
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I've known this for quite some time now, but there's nothing I can do to help you.

The things you value in life only YOU can determine and the worst part of it is that those few precious things that you found so very important have been ruined, tainted.......a simple twist of fate and there's nothing you can do to get them back. The trauma is something that will haunt you until the end of time, and deepdown you know that.

In essence, you are living a second life now, Cripsetter.......

One life ended during those traumatic series of events, and the second one began thereafter....

I don't mean for my words to sound cold or harsh, but this is what it is....

This is life.





DIV

:chomp:
 
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it's all about moments, a cigarette, a good meal, a funny joke, this is what keeps people going...........
 
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