When I was 20 I dated this girl who was 6 years older than me. It turned out she was a patholigical liar and had more issues than I wanted to deal with at the time. I didn't know she was married and left her husband and 2 kids half way across the country. Besides I was just infatuated with a hot older woman at te time.
I was 24 when I meet my babe she was 33. Well now i'm 29 and she is 38 .I could not have asked for a better person to spend my life with .I feel as I have been blessed.I left home at age 18 and bounced around doing alot of nothing for 5 years untill we meet .She took me under her wing .She pulled me off a road I was stuck on doing stupid things with people my age and younger.She was the first girl I ever dated that was older most were younger.I feel in no way could I ever repay her for the time and consideration she has applied in helping me achieve goals in life .I hope we can spend every day together and passaway in the same breath becuase life with out her would not be living, but just waiting to see her in eternity. If it does not workout and we have to part ways I would hate to lose my best friend.I am forever in debt to to her kindness and generosity.
The girl I am seeing is 44, I am 32. I do not think about the age difference most of the time...but I begin to think when I am 40 she will be 54 and when I am 50 she will be 64. That starts to freak me out. I am very fit and very mobile, can she keep up????????
I worry about her dying and that I will be lonely. Not sure, this is the first for me and it is awesome but very confusing as well.
I must say..it is the best sex I have had in my fucking life!!!!