This is your first cycle bro. If I were you I would take advantage of this, something I didnt't do w/my first cycle. You gain the most off this one, so make it count. First off, you don't want to be taking Deca alone, for a few reasons. One, it is a great stacking drug and you sure as hell don't want Deca-dick. Trust me bro, I took deca alone one time and got this shit. Your girlfriend is NOT gonna like it. I suggest you stack it with some test, preferably sustanon. Go with 10cc's if you don't want to gain tooo much. Take that with the deca and you'll get awesome results and no impetance. The ru-486 can be purchased by a chick if she will call it in to her doctor. It's simple. Nolvadex or Armidex will prevent gyno. And you most definately want CLOMID. Trust me bro, go with the sustanon.