KillahBee
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So I just woke up from a really really "bad" dream. Same type of dream I have had since I was a child (although very infrequently) with the same theme - me running around lost trying to find something or get somewhere and a million obstacles in the way (yeah, they don't get much more blatant than that, have at it junior psychoanalysts). This time I was in some sort of a sports arena long after it closed and couldn't find my family/jacket/cell phone/will call/exits, etc. Anyway, this one was pretty intense (I've been having some pretty vivid dreams since I've been taking pain meds) and it was getting more and more so as it went on for what seemed like forever. Right when it seemed at its peak, I recall thinking to myself (which is a weird concept on its own while dreaming) with a different "mind" than the one dreaming, "It's just a dream, you can end it anytime by waking yourself up". Then the next second I made myself wake up.
This has never happened before. It's life my subconscious and conscious were completely separate and paying attention to each other. I've enver actually had that much control (or the illusion of control) while dreaming before. I usually just wake up and don't recall the exact moment I woke up. Or I recall thinking at some point that it's a dream but could never pin point when I thought it and never had such control over it.
Odd.....
This has never happened before. It's life my subconscious and conscious were completely separate and paying attention to each other. I've enver actually had that much control (or the illusion of control) while dreaming before. I usually just wake up and don't recall the exact moment I woke up. Or I recall thinking at some point that it's a dream but could never pin point when I thought it and never had such control over it.
Odd.....

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