Shit I can't get my doctor to give me xanax. I have tried two times because usually I can calm myself, but sometimes when I am real stressed I get it pretty bad and it takes awhile. Anyway, I wanted it just for those times only not on a daily basis and he said no because they are too addicting.

However, he did want to give me anti depressants even though I am not depressed!! So I said fine I took it for one day and got off. That shit is not cool at all!