I think coach and I had an misunderstanding. He didn't know how ragged out I was.
I've never felt this bad in a long time, even when comparing to being sick. I felt like someone just took all the energy and joy out of me. It's such a weird feeling, but it's like looking at the world in grey.
I started my deloading month. Usually today I would try to break my records as this is my third heavy week in a row. I'll post the weight I did, and the weight I would have tried to break today.
Back Squat (lbs) 5x5 132, 154, 176, 198, 220 (max 5 rep 286)
Front Squat (lbs) - 110, 132, 154, 176, 176 (max 5 242)
Overhead Press (kg) 4x5, 40,40,50,50 (max 5x60)
Snatch Grip Shrugs - 3x10, 50,65,65 (max is 80 kg i think)
Bench Press lbs5x5 (135, 145, 165, 175, 185 (max 225x5)
Incline Bench 5x5- 115, 125, 135, 145, 155 (max 205 x 5)
Hypers - bodyweight (35 lbs max)
Lat PullDowns
Curls
Dips
Everything felt pretty nice. Didn't strain on any of the lifts.
No elevated heart rate after the workout. Is this how it should be? It would be nice if I could gain on a workout like this.
Slept 6 hours that night. Longest I've slept in a row in a while.
Wednesday my body was starting to feel better. I got horny for the first time in a while. My sex drive had been completely dead for the past month.
When my sleep goes back to 8 hours a night, I'm gonna stop deloading I think, or I might keep it up. Not sure what to do here. Maybe get a solid week of sleeping well before I go back to the heavy weights and pushing myself?
Now I've gained all this fat from being overtrained and lost weight. What should I do to fix this? I know my weight will go back up when I recover and get my appetite back, but what about this fat? Will it go away as well? BigGT, please advise

Thanks