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hamstershaver
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i believe this almost as much as i believe klu when she tells me shes going on a diet
hamstershaver
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so you have lived 28yrs so far for "nothing"?
your track record isnt too good, 2 yrs wont change that, so i guess we wont be seeing you post anymore in 2 more years
your track record isnt too good, 2 yrs wont change that, so i guess we wont be seeing you post anymore in 2 more years
hamstershaver
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also before you whack yourself can you donate me your karmas? thanks 
What? It's no different than living 30 awesome years and then having it turn to shit for the rest of your life....you never know.
I've probably had 10 lousy years out of 34 if you add it all up.
And trust me...30 something divorced chicks will shake the ground you stand on!!
I've probably had 10 lousy years out of 34 if you add it all up.
And trust me...30 something divorced chicks will shake the ground you stand on!!
Saint V said:
Try doing things you haven't done before & see how they make you feel. I tried bungi jumping one night...off of a crane over the Detroit River with no moon in a black sky.
Scared the hell out of me, but it also made me appreciate life a little more.
Saint V said:
That is nothing to you? There are people out there with worse issues and they continue to go on.
Your life is no different than mine: I rent, I don't have a car/license, I'm currently in the midst of a career change (i'm in grad school); significant other - not worth discussing this issue; cash flow - Yeah, I wish I had more money.
If you want positive changes, you have to make them happen. Waiting and complaining will not make them happen.
bran987
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I read an article called "Change, or DIE". It was about how strong our programmed behavior is ingrained into who we are.
If you were overweight and had a heart attack, and the doctor told you that unless you change your eating habits you will die in the next 10 years, could you do it?
Apparently, the answer is that 90% of people could not and DO NOT change, EVEN ARMED with the knowledge that their behavior will KILL THEM pretty quickly.
And the old theory that when you are making changes it is best to take baby steps, has also been proven FALSE.
When we take baby steps to change, it takes longer to see results, and it's a lot easier to get frustrated and quit. Studies now show making DRASTIC SWEEPING COLD TURKEY changes are the most effective way to initiate permanent change, since results are seen much faster, and encourage the person to keep doing what they did to see the positive change.
So, either get living fast, or get to dying, because there is no halfway.
If you were overweight and had a heart attack, and the doctor told you that unless you change your eating habits you will die in the next 10 years, could you do it?
Apparently, the answer is that 90% of people could not and DO NOT change, EVEN ARMED with the knowledge that their behavior will KILL THEM pretty quickly.
And the old theory that when you are making changes it is best to take baby steps, has also been proven FALSE.
When we take baby steps to change, it takes longer to see results, and it's a lot easier to get frustrated and quit. Studies now show making DRASTIC SWEEPING COLD TURKEY changes are the most effective way to initiate permanent change, since results are seen much faster, and encourage the person to keep doing what they did to see the positive change.
So, either get living fast, or get to dying, because there is no halfway.
i suggest you quit being so self centered and try doing something for someone else besides yourself. see how it makes you feel. there are billions of people who have it much worse than you do and they would love to be able to live where you do and eat what you eat. you need to ask yourself what is truely important in life. i'll even help you a bit, it's not material bullshit
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musclemuscle
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Devastation said:
HE WHO REFRESHES OTHERS WILL HIMSELF BE REFRESHED
KillzwithPillz
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I suggest you go to a local cancer center and look at the people clinging to life, make the changes happen and live life..and you find someone when you least expect it..
CENTURION44
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hamstershaver said:
or when she tells you it feels good....and your pleasing her...
hamstershaver
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she never tells me thatjrc04444 said:
CENTURION44
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hamstershaver said:
oh...good job..keep up the good work.
Just think, if you off yourself at 30, you'll never see the magnificent example of womanflesh that you would have met at 32
Youll never enjoy the career you carve out at 35.
You'll never see the joy in the little boy's face, that would have been your son, when you come home from work.
Youll never feel the pride of watching your daughter graduate from high school, after feeling the despair of her battle with drugs & teen pregnancy.
You'll never feel the arms of your grand kids reaching for your neck, when your daughter drops them off on the way to work.
& you sure as hell won't be there to feel the pain of all the people you left behind, that value your existence.
You don't have to be perfect for one person. You can be very good for many.
Good luck, & God bless.
Youll never enjoy the career you carve out at 35.
You'll never see the joy in the little boy's face, that would have been your son, when you come home from work.
Youll never feel the pride of watching your daughter graduate from high school, after feeling the despair of her battle with drugs & teen pregnancy.
You'll never feel the arms of your grand kids reaching for your neck, when your daughter drops them off on the way to work.
& you sure as hell won't be there to feel the pain of all the people you left behind, that value your existence.
You don't have to be perfect for one person. You can be very good for many.
Good luck, & God bless.
You sound like a lazy fuck whose had it easy your whole life and now realizes that you actually have to work and make things happen for yourself instead of coasting on mediocre jobs and a life that would only make an 18 year old happy. My 27 year old brother is the same as you, lame ass $8/hr job, no prospects, no girl, no school, cant even afford an apartment without help from parents. I got no sympathy.
I intentionally sacrificed way more than you have now just for the sake of going back to school so that I could ultimately be better off and happier for it. Sometimes you have to really shake your own cage and scare yourself to wake up and do something in life.
Im 30 by the way.
I intentionally sacrificed way more than you have now just for the sake of going back to school so that I could ultimately be better off and happier for it. Sometimes you have to really shake your own cage and scare yourself to wake up and do something in life.
Im 30 by the way.
Saint V
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Alright. For those who say I'm being lazy(superdave) and self centered (devastation), consider this. I do not work a lame ass $8/hr job. I make $17/hr which isn't nearly enough considering I can only work part time, because I take care of my father who has multiple sclerosis and my mother who has cancer! I have no other alternative to this at the moment. It is extremely doubtful either of my parents will live to see me hit 30. Can you figure out where this is headed?
if this is the case you have an obligation to help them out. how can you be so concerned with how miserable you are when you should be thanking the Lord for your own health. he's showing you how things can be worse. you need to wake up to what life is all about. spend every moment you can with your parents and don't think of them as a burden. it can be tough, but those in your life are still better off with you here alive then dead and uselessSaint V said:
Saint V said:
Bro...enough with that. My life was SHREDDED in my early 20's by the death of both parents and the loss of a 4 yr GF.....you don't have to have shit 'figured out' immediately. You just gotta pull yourself up by the bootstraps and be a man for God's sake.
NEVER quit.
Saintinistic
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Do something useful in your life, if not, do something useful in your death. like a shooting spree in a gang headquarters, or a gang bar, blaze it up and be in death what you couldnt be in life. a saviour to many, hell, you might start getting suicide victims to start the suicide jihad against the underworld.
dying in silence is confirming a loser. you arent so live or die as no one would dare to in life.
what have you got to lose.
dying in silence is confirming a loser. you arent so live or die as no one would dare to in life.
what have you got to lose.
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BrothaBill
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1) Suicide is the ultimate act of selfishness.
2) Dont do it.
3) Get a fucking life, I mean it!
4) Dont use the internet and make posts like this to get selfish sympathy from us, you dont deserve it b/c you havent earned it.
Dont me to be harsh, but this is your wake up call. This was your moment of ZEN brought to you by ______
Peace out!!
Get Busy living or Get Busy Dying!! There is no in-between!!
2) Dont do it.
3) Get a fucking life, I mean it!
4) Dont use the internet and make posts like this to get selfish sympathy from us, you dont deserve it b/c you havent earned it.
Dont me to be harsh, but this is your wake up call. This was your moment of ZEN brought to you by ______
Peace out!!
Get Busy living or Get Busy Dying!! There is no in-between!!
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BrothaBill
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superdave said:
No shit, but it still doesnt make a difference. People have to play the hand they are dealt, there still are people infinitely more worse off than that. I see death and people in situations on daily basis working in cardiac medicine and deal with people that know they are going to die and watching them die. Its still no reason to commit suicide. There is no reason. But hey, he has to come to that knowledge himself, no one can convince him otherwise.
I think that in general, things are as good or as bad as you make them. If you're not happy-- change things up. Move. Go back to school. End a relationship that you're not happy in. Take better care of yourself. Focus on what you have vs don't have.
Meds help. Therapy helps. But take charge of your own life and destiny.
Meds help. Therapy helps. But take charge of your own life and destiny.
Saint V. Some of the best things in life can come after 30. Opportunities might come to you, but it is up to you to act on them. Having parents that are in poor health can be draining on your emotions, but you aren't going to help them by being down about life. If you are in need of a reason to change your outlook on life then there it is. Do it for your parents. I doubt they want to spend their last days watching their son slowly destroy his own happiness. What do you think?
Saintinistic
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FFS, you will be free from the shadow of your parents. im sure they too will be glad to release you from this burden. you see, you seem to be a good guy, doing what no one else would, so if they go , then you are free to do want ever the hell you want.death follows all of us like a noose. out run it till you cant run no more. you be the boss, not the servent of your future.Saint V said:
the only one sad here is you. the only one who can change it is you. or the hot hookers mentioned earlier.
maybe some therapy would help
wutangnomo
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Mr. Black said:
lmao
Can always count on you Black for a laugh. Too funny.
wutangnomo
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Saint V said:
Things can change that much in an INSTANT.
Saint V said:
You can always do something drastic that doesn't involve ending your life, or even hurting yourself or other people. That is a complete last resort. First, try everything else.
You know that a lot of rich/famous peoples' lives were in shambles before they made it big. Sometimes you gotta say fuck it and wing it, if that's what it boils down to.
I often tire of and become depressed by the typical way of life- eeking out a living, going to work every day, life on a chain. I can see myself doing something drastic to snap that bitch in half sooner or later
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BrothaBill
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Get used to this life, its the only one you got, they dont call it the endless treadmill for nothing. Btw, no such thing as death silly.
outset2
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Saint V said:
Change you’re definition of successful and happy, don’t compare you’re self to others or the people you see on TV. Change the rules. If you say you have nothing to loose, find something that you don’t want to loose and fight for it, then you will feel alive again. Everyone has a sad story, its called life. I haven’t turned my life around yet; I have made some big moves and changed my attitude though. The progress is slow but steady. Theirs no magic cure, only time and effort.
Let's see:Saint V said:
You're caring for 2 terminal parents & have a part time job. Where the hell do you expect to be in life?
The parent thing is hard enough without dealing with a new relationship, new job etc.
For everything in life, there is a season. When this season is over, you'll be ready for the next.
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BrothaBill
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SublimeZM said:
Life is all what you make, if you believe it sucks or it doesnt suck then youre probably right. Its called free will, you can be whatever you want to be. Its all what you believe.
every passing minute is another one to turn it all around
strangebrew
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Join the marines.
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Spartacus
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drink.Saint V said:
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BrothaBill
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When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes
Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on
'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone
If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Everybody hurts. You are not alone
I wish you could step back from the ledge my friend
Walk on the ocean
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes
Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on
'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone
If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Everybody hurts. You are not alone
I wish you could step back from the ledge my friend
Walk on the ocean
And everything is shades of grey instead of black & white. Makes it easier to accept things if their are fewer absolutes.Pamela said:My life actually got better after my 30's.
I really believe life get better as you age.
You don't have to put up with the BS that you did when
your younger.
Pamela
bloodinbloodout
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Go to a Church, Temple or Mosque. Talk to a preacher.
Go to your local Marine Corps. Recruiting Station. Talk to a recruiter.
Don't kill yourself man. Think of what your parents would give for a life like yours.
God Bless.
Go to your local Marine Corps. Recruiting Station. Talk to a recruiter.
Don't kill yourself man. Think of what your parents would give for a life like yours.
God Bless.
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