Stressed out BIGTIME: MILLGIRL

[ryry]

millgirl,

if you really want juice it wouldn't be that hard to be able to get them, specially with the people on this board. screw the doctors. they don't know anything about AS, their like the rest of the general public, they go off the stereotype.

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"The race is long... and in the end, it's only with yourself."

 

[millgirl]

Have not been on too many boards lately. I did see that you guys are still responding to my old post on AS and HIV so I wanted to return the courtesy and give a update. Thanks for inquiring. Im doing very well. Been on AS for 8 weeks. I love it and have never felt or looked better. Done alot of research and bought Nelson's book, " BuiltTo Survive". It had alot of information, some stuff I already knew and some stuff was really powerful to me regarding HIV. Deca seems to be the way to go, for HIV. Been used in so many successful studies.So that is where Im at these days on my cycle. Im going for the long haul of 16+ weeks. Then I will go back and get tested again and see where my lab test stand. I dont see how they could not be good results with how well Im feeling.I have never looked or felt better. My strength is thru the roof! I bench 100lbs( this week..LOL), originally I started at 60. Leg press 450 lbs, fly curls 40 lbs. I am very happy compared to how I was when I came strolling on in here pre AS! Like a new girl! Thanks to the kind and supporting people who helped me out of my dark tunnel of nearly 5 years, and my underground sources who provided the quality of life the freaking doctors could not give! I feel great and want to say a big thanks to you all for sticking by my side. Well Im off to the gym now!
Feel free to email me sometime!

Millgirl
[email protected]

 

[millgirl]

Here is my cycle so far...
week 1 100 mg primo depot
week 2 100 mg primo
week 3 175 mg primo
week 4 225 mg primo/ 50 mg nor50
week 5 100 mg primo/ 50 mg nor50
week 6 100 mg primo/ 100 mg nor50
week 7 100 nor50
week 8 100 mg nor50

thats it so far. Just a bit on sides... My menustral cycle seems to have gone away temporarily. Which is fine by me... No peach fuzz, some clitoral growth, nothing grotesque, only some, enough to make oragsms stronger and better!!! My voice gets hoarse at times(but goes back), thats okay too. I eat like a horse! Body fat was pre AS 23+ %, now is near 14%, Im 130 lbs. Still leaning up bigtime! My energy is phenomonal! Other than that I am doing great! My friends and family cannot believe how well I am doing and how good I look. I have pictures Im having a friend blurr out the face and hair to show some before and afters later, MAYBE.


[This message has been edited by millgirl (edited June 26, 2000).]

 

[stephen]

Keep the good work up!!!

 

[JohnnyO]

Keep us all posted on how you are doing.. I have two friends who are also on AS and they are doing great. I just took an HIV test yesterday, but I don't know the results as of yet.. hopefully it will be ok.

John

 

[jersey boy]

Millgirl, I am glad to hear that things are going well. I am new to the hiv board- not b/c I have it, but b/c I want to be in the know about these things. I am a Chiropractor and I do hear ALL sorts of shit, so if the need arises with one of my patients, I feel I am now better prepared. Keep up the good work.

 

[dave1975]

bump

 

[Recoome]

In case you guys were wondering, millgirl was a former porno actress and received HIV from it. This was exposed all over Anabolex board last year.

 

[Cton Haul]

Millgirl, your numbers are very good... you are a long way from being sick. These days a viral load under 10,000 and T-cells over 200 call for watchful waiting. Your body is doing a good job of controlling the virus by itself.

Unless you have lost 10% or more of your "normal" weight, most doctors are not going to prescribe anything to help you gain weight.

good luck.

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Yes, I DO have Male Answer Syndrome.

 

[ScottyW]

Millgirl, sounds like you are a real fighter. Keep your spirits up. I was married when I was 22 and going on 12 yrs of marriage. I have had sex with only one gal in my life so I do not worry about aids or other std's. I am really grateful for that. Words can never express my sadness for you and others. I live a christian life but I won't preach to you. We are here on earth a short time and then we go into eternity. I am not afraid of death because someone took my place on the cross so I could live. It is never too late for you. Let us know how you are. People do care!