I read the message for newbies (which I am) but I have been reading through posts here for days now and have found nothing about sources at all.......this is frustrating for me......I have been training for a couple of years now...I started back in 2000 at a mere 125 lbs or so (I'm only 5'8).....I got a job at my local gym so I got to work out for free and got my supplements at cost....so within the next 4 months I was up to 148 lbs with no steroids ...(I have never taken them) ....but then I got fired on my sixth month there......I got depressed and quit working out and dropped back down slowly to around 130 lbs....I started back up a few months after and have been working out pretty consistant ever since.....but for some reason now.....I can not seem to gain any weight at all (I've now been right around 140 for over a year).....for some reason I am stronger now then I was then but I am not as big......I have tried finding gear here and there but to no avail....I began to wonder if it was even possible to obtain these precious tabs by way of mail order.....(A50's or D-Bol is what I was looking for) I even got a membership to anabolics.com so I could get to thier reference list......I ordered from someone on there and got fakes in exchange for cash ....I have ried more than once to order from an online source...but I always end up with nothing showing up or fakes.....I thought I was going to go ahead and try again and send off to asiella but then just recently read that they were scammers too......and then somehow I found this place.....it seemed promising....everyone talking about how they have excellent suppliers and never recieve fakes and this and that....but at no point have I seen any......as I stated earlier... I have been looking around here for a while now and have been through a lot of posts... a lot.......but I also read that posts containing informaion of this nature are often removed after serving thier purpose.. so I am now humbly asking that someone give me an answer.....I have seen people like superman71 and bar room hero who talk about thier reliable sources but I have no idea who they are......I lnow I am not supposed to run off asking everyone where to find a source from like a snot nosed newbie punk but I'm not......I'm a serious lifter....I'm 23 years old and have been lifting seriously for years now.....in a matter of five months I put on over 23 pounds with no juice.... I injured my wrist doing preachers with 115 and my shoulder benching with 180......but have worked through the pain and am now curling 65 lbs dumbells and benching 265 on a decline.....that is great and all....but as I said....I am the same damn weight.... I just need help......I don't believe I will ever reach my goal without a little help... I would like to get up around 190-210..... this goal just sems so far away now that the gains have quit coming well over a year ago. ......I just need help.......so I am asking.......someone.......help me........ later..............