So why are you here now?

[jnevin]

I just didn't want to go out. Friends are all sick partiers. Drugs, in excess, drink until they would normally puke but call their dealer at 3:00. This happens a few times a week. I just can't be around it anymore. I had my time in that lifestyle unfortunately and can't imagine going there again. Why is it hard to find people that aren't total fuckups or have some hideous carachter flaw? I can be a pain here but I am so easy going that I bother myself normally. It just seems that every person I run into is into drugs. I can't stand being around it.

 

[Raina]

I love being home.

 

[chefbone]

You know what Rick James used to say........

Your a good bor for not getting involved with that shit anyways!!!

 

[Austin316]

went out last night, felt like shit all day, Id of gone out again if my buddy hadn't gone to his cabin for the remainder of the weekend

 

[HumorMe]

I have felt your pain before.

I just moved on with my own life.

 

[DieselGunz]

Work....nuff said

 

[jnevin]

Mind if I ask why? I hate to be in. I feel trapped. I'll have nothing to do, put my dog in the car, and go into my office to work so I don't have to be stuck in my house. He has a bed there. I'm so tired of the face I have to put on for business in the office, in other peoples' offices and when Igo out. They all gauge me on responsibility and performance and when I see them out they are all just fucked up on booze and drugs and try to get me to do the same. (It's been a very long time since I've had anything to do with that, and don't want to go back. Had kind of a problem for a bit.)

 

[outset2]

I just didn't want to go out. Friends are all sick partiers. Drugs, in excess, drink until they would normally puke but call their dealer at 3:00. This happens a few times a week. I just can't be around it anymore. I had my time in that lifestyle unfortunately and can't imagine going there again. Why is it hard to find people that aren't total fuckups or have some hideous carachter flaw? I can be a pain here but I am so easy going that I bother myself normally. It just seems that every person I run into is into drugs. I can't stand being around it.

I couldn’t say it better myself. My days of getting home when the birds start singing are over. I paid my debt for all the late nights and early mornings in full. I know it’s just hard to find people who don’t use or drink to excess. I go to the gym on most Saturday nights now but still have the urge to get bent sometimes, I don't do it though

 

[aandd]

I'm up because I was going to get laid, but then hubby's friend showed up. Hubby went with him to help fix buddy's fence that got knocked down in the storm the other night.

So now I'm perusing on here, and going to Literotica.com for some masturbation material before going back to bed. Damnit.

 

[awittyusername]

I just didn't want to go out. Friends are all sick partiers. Drugs, in excess, drink until they would normally puke but call their dealer at 3:00. This happens a few times a week. I just can't be around it anymore. I had my time in that lifestyle unfortunately and can't imagine going there again. Why is it hard to find people that aren't total fuckups or have some hideous carachter flaw? I can be a pain here but I am so easy going that I bother myself normally. It just seems that every person I run into is into drugs. I can't stand being around it.

Congrats bro! I know exacly what you mean. Twice in my life I walked away from my friends. First, was when I was younger trying to goto college and stop being poor. Left most of my loser druggy friends and friends who sold drugs etc.

Then, after I improved myself...It was the same shit...Just more expensive drugs and better looking hoes.

I have only went out a few time the last few yrs. But, I have started doing things recently.

 

[jnevin]

It's tough. You think about those after school specials and laugh, but it's oddly true. I got a promotion this year where I have at least 10 times the responsibilities I did 6 months ago. Difference is, I've made over three times so far this year than I did last year, which is pretty significant. Now all of the party people are coming out, the ones I didn't know were party people are coming out, and everyone else wants a piece. It's what I've worked for for years, deprived myself of a life for, and honestly lost my wife to. I'm confused as to how to handle it. I feel like I want to go out, rent a suite, get some strippers over there and have a big after party for when the clubs close. Get a bunch of E and white devil and let the night go. I just know if I did something like that I'd have people leach off of me and I'd just sit and think about what I did wrong instead of having "fun". It's lonely when you cut those ties I guess.

 

[PICK3]

So why are you here now?

Cuz my dad didn't pull out in time.

 

[jnevin]

Ditto.

 

[hotzie]

i got a fucked up neck/back , so it hurts to do just about anything

 

[DieselGunz]

I'm up because I was going to get laid, but then hubby's friend showed up. Hubby went with him to help fix buddy's fence that got knocked down in the storm the other night.

So now I'm perusing on here, and going to Literotica.com for some masturbation material before going back to bed. Damnit.

Holy shit batman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


To hell with the fence!

 

[jnevin]

Holy shit batman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


To hell with the fence!

That opens up a different window to the womans cooch.... er vag.... er.. soul. Reading material. See how much they need to simply masturbate? A fokin story. I need a gentile breeze, a random thought, and about thirty seconds where my dog isn't looking at me and I'm good.


























Did I just post that?

 

[Sub-Zero]

cuz i got no friends

 

[aandd]

That opens up a different window to the womans cooch.... er vag.... er.. soul. Reading material. See how much they need to simply masturbate? A fokin story. I need a gentile breeze, a random thought, and about thirty seconds where my dog isn't looking at me and I'm good.

I can rub one off with a fantasy in my mind as well... but I'm bored with the current scenario that I've been fantsizing about. Just wanted something a little different. I could just find a porn channel, but my oldest son still wakes up at night (he's 4) and I don't want him seeing that on TV.

And literotica.com has some great material.

I must admit that I do need some sort of image in my mind. Thinking about a scene or even focusing in on the pertinent body parts moving together will do it in a pinch.... but it appears I've got some free time tonite. *sigh*

 

[theoak01]

I get sick of the shit also,but then my buddies convince me to drive them on the days I say Im not drinking and am staying in

Im happy having a equal balance of social life and alone time

 

[jnevin]

cuz i got no friends

Dude, if you don't have friends (which I seriously doubt) it's because you are so far ahead of the rest of the people that you know in so many ways that they don't know how to handle you. When I moved to Philly's suburbs, I used to drive to NYC, get lost in a couple of the buroughs and try to find my way home. I just needed to get out and see new people. Friends are overrated anyway. If you aren't happy with yourself you'll never be happy with a goddamn thing. You won't be good with the one you're with, your family, anyone.



Can you tell I've stumbled into one of life's curveballs lately?

 

[Sub-Zero]

I get sick of the shit also,but then my buddies convince me to drive them on the days I say Im not drinking and am staying in

Im happy having a equal balance of social life and alone time

sometimes its fun to be sober and around drunk people...

i love to laugh at drunk people, i feel so comfortable when i know everyone is wasted and i can actually think properly...its nonstop laughs

 

[awittyusername]

It's tough. You think about those after school specials and laugh, but it's oddly true. I got a promotion this year where I have at least 10 times the responsibilities I did 6 months ago. Difference is, I've made over three times so far this year than I did last year, which is pretty significant. Now all of the party people are coming out, the ones I didn't know were party people are coming out, and everyone else wants a piece. It's what I've worked for for years, deprived myself of a life for, and honestly lost my wife to. I'm confused as to how to handle it. I feel like I want to go out, rent a suite, get some strippers over there and have a big after party for when the clubs close. Get a bunch of E and white devil and let the night go. I just know if I did something like that I'd have people leach off of me and I'd just sit and think about what I did wrong instead of having "fun". It's lonely when you cut those ties I guess.

Congrats on the promotion!!! You will have leeches and you will have people jealous who will try to to sabotage you.

One of my best friends started with nothing....we both started making money...he lost everything to coke strippers etc.

I stayed at home for a few yrs, because I go to extremes when I go out. But, the best thing I ever did is never try drugs when everyone else was doing them. I saw bad things with drugs at a young age, and it kept me from it.

 

[theoak01]

sometimes its fun to be sober and around drunk people...

i love to laugh at drunk people, i feel so comfortable when i know everyone is wasted and i can actually think properly...its nonstop laughs

I bounced for 2 years,I feel like im a babysitter when I dd

 

[Sub-Zero]

Dude, if you don't have friends (which I seriously doubt) it's because you are so far ahead of the rest of the people that you know in so many ways that they don't know how to handle you. When I moved to Philly's suburbs, I used to drive to NYC, get lost in a couple of the buroughs and try to find my way home. I just needed to get out and see new people. Friends are overrated anyway. If you aren't happy with yourself you'll never be happy with a goddamn thing. You won't be good with the one you're with, your family, anyone.



Can you tell I've stumbled into one of life's curveballs lately?

thank for the compliment i guess...

i actually am pretty happy with myself and my life, but sometimes things get a bit lonely, to be honest.

i can get along with anyone in pretty much any situation, but it seems like all the "friends" iv made, all have their own groups already, and arnt in a hurry to include me, or introduce me or anything.... i tried forcing my way into the social life of my school, noone minded me going to parties, and tagging along, but they didnt go out of their way to make sure i was there either....im not the type of kid to want to be around people all the time, so unless someone WANTS to be around me, im not gunna put out the effort to be

 

[Sub-Zero]

I bounced for 2 years,I feel like im a babysitter when I dd

thats cause your job was to babysit...when its not ur job too, its alot more entertaining, but it might be hard not to babysit when they are your friends. just remember to keep in mind that they arnt gunna blame you for letting them do shit, but if something bad happens and you try and stop it, they will always find a way to blame you

 

[pintoca]

I can rub one off with a fantasy in my mind as well... but I'm bored with the current scenario that I've been fantsizing about. Just wanted something a little different. I could just find a porn channel, but my oldest son still wakes up at night (he's 4) and I don't want him seeing that on TV.

And literotica.com has some great material.

I must admit that I do need some sort of image in my mind. Thinking about a scene or even focusing in on the pertinent body parts moving together will do it in a pinch.... but it appears I've got some free time tonite. *sigh*

OK, you have my permission to think about me, since you asked nicely