second guessing what you should've done more of...

[binö]

when you no longer have the opportunity.
gotta be one of the worst things ever...did i thank for all the bday cards? all the money?
did i show enough appreciation?
fuggin haunting me right now

 

[-SD-]

I shoulda watched less pron and played less video games. If I went back 20 years and replaced all that time with school/workingout/martial arts type stuff I would have 2 PhDs and a black belt in BJJ and thats no bullshit.

 

[miplank]

Is a relative of yours about to pass? You afraid you're getting ripped on some inheritance?


Just wondering between this thread, and the grandkids thread kinda seems that way.

 

[cindylou]

:hug:

I hope everything is ok

 

[SouthernLord]

when you no longer have the opportunity.
gotta be one of the worst things ever...did i thank for all the bday cards? all the money?
did i show enough appreciation?
fuggin haunting me right now

This sucks bro. I know where your coming from and it's a bad feeling. Sorry for your loss.

 

[Bikini Mod]

You can either live a life filled with regret or you can do your best to learn from the past, make ammends if that is possible while you are moving ahead.

^^^All these feelings are part of maturing. Welcome to the cusp of adulthood. (not meant to insult you or anyone that is reading this)

Life has a way of bringing you to your knees when you least expect it. Don't stay there long though, it's counterproductive.

 

[ortiz34]

Did someone pass away Bino?

 

[rnch]

i'm sure she knew how you felt about her, bino.

 

[puddlemonkey]

when you no longer have the opportunity.
gotta be one of the worst things ever...did i thank for all the bday cards? all the money?
did i show enough appreciation?
fuggin haunting me right now

It's not too late to show others still around that you appreciate them. Start with that. I did with my brother a few months back. When I was 15 he and I lived in the attic of a womans house. You could only stand up straight in the center where the roof slants, rent was cheap. At 16 he was my legal guardian and responsible for me, he was 18 going on 19 at the time. He drove me to school every day before heading to work, and pick me up afterward. Looking back I'm surprised he did it, as most 18-19 year olds are self centered and not really concerned with anyone else. You might not be able to express that appreciation to those that have passed, but it doesn't mean you can't express it to the ones still here.

 

[nefertiti]

(((((((((((((bino))))))))))))))))

(hugs for whatever it is that has you in this "place" today)