Scariest Day of MY Life.

[HighIntensity]

How many times can you say that, and mean it. Tomorrow may in fact be even scarier. As many of you know I have juiced fairly heavily for the past year and change. Including doing 5months of Tren strait, over a gram of EQ for a month or two. Well guess what even the hardest of men are not bulletproof. Two weeks ago I went in for surgery to have a skin growth removed from my calf. I also indoor tan a shitload so I was worried about skin cancer.

Well it was removed and for the last week or two I was told all is fine, there is no cancer growth. “Phhh” I thought, “I dodged another bullet.” I even planned another monster cycle to jack it up another step this summer. So as I was getting ready for a date tonight and whatnot I get a call from my father.

“The Doctors have been trying to get a hold of you?” “John Hopkins has found something in the biopsy…they need to see you ASAP. My heart dropped, then the whirlwind began, what did they find that three Doctors before did not. Was it something in my blood?

I felt the need to know, but the Doctors secretary told me “this is not a matter he can discuss over the phone, I am sorry.” So here I am left to wait, left to wonder, “Did I play with my life?” And for what 5-7 pounds of lbs over the year.

I am writing this not to say, I am now anti juice but as a warning. We all see posts like FONZ’s affirming that long-term riod use is safe. But there is another side to that. I firmly believe that the TREN caused my immune system to be so run down that it may have allowed some form of cancer to develop. As of now its all speculation, but this is a wakeup call for me at least. I have always lived a high octane, excessive life and for that I have no one to blame but myself. I will always advocate that Steroids used in proper doses and correctly cycled are safe. The problem is addiction, I got addicted and I pray to God this has not altered my life for good.

 

[fistfullofsteel]

Hang in their chief. Try to stay positive if you can.

 

[Mandinka2]

Hmmmm , funny you should say that cos Im just on the point of changing UP gears and considering doin my first real cycle (I#ve only done one two years ago). You know ,the one that takes you from havin a heavy muscular physique (see right recent pic) to a ripped super heavy physique that I see some guys who use fuck all weight in the gym have.

 

[WODIN]

Hang tight High..

 

[strider364]

Shit man, try and keep a postive attitude.

 

[big_bad_buff]

Scary stuff bro. I'v had some close scares like that before. most the time I over reacted. just chill until you find out for sure. and if it's yor time, it's your time.

 

[Big Johnson]

Don't be afraid of something that can be beaten

HI, there is a cure for cancer, you know.

Read on, and maybe the fear of dying a horribly slow and painful death at a young age will make you stop, read, and hear this stuff for the first time.

Its not bullshit, bro. Its how people dealt with sickness before modern medicine, and its universally human.

For tens of thousands of years, humans have fought infection, poison, amputations, pain, and disease in the only way they could until only a few thousand years ago: psychologically.

And consider this; not just one group of isolated people somewhere in the jungle attacked sickness this way, but EVERY race and EVERY culture on earth throughout ALL our history as a species has done so. Coincedence?

Modern medicine has only now begun to accept that there is a reason our ancestors throughout the world have repeatedly, over tens of thousands of years, attacked illness on a psychological level; it works, and modern medicine has been forced to accept what the data from hundreds of studies has indicated.

While modern medicine is awesome, it is not the only healing force we can use to fight disease.

1. Water of stimulating intent

So called primitive peoples of the world share a philosophy that human interaction via ceremony or ritual can affect the natural world. Is it possible to affect the germination and growth of plants by imbuing them with an intent to stimulate or inhibit them?

We conducted a double blind series of experiments to determine whether a process of meditation on the water (referred to as "treated") given to a controlled planting of green peas or wheat would affect their germination.

Peas were given water treated with stimulating intent. Statistical analysis was done using contingency table, Fisher's test, and Mantel-Haenszel analysis. The germination rate of 504 seeds receiving treated water with stimulating intent was 60.3% compared to 51.8% for the 504 controls (p=0.006, 0.047, 0.003 respectively).

A similar experiment was conducted with wheat with the intent of inhibiting germination. The germination rate of 2970 wheat seeds receiving treated water with inhibitory intent was 70.7% versus 74.9% for 2970 controls (p<0.001, 0.0001, 0.001 respectively). During the sixth run of the wheat (inhibition) experiment, the seedlings were harvested and individually weighed on the tenth day after planting to determine whether there was any difference in growth. The mass of the treated seedlings was statistically significantly lower (mean=97 mg versus 106 mg for the controls) when compared by analysis of variance (p=0.000056).

We conclude that meditation upon the water supplied to green peas and wheat can affect their germination rates and growth.

2. That our thoughts and beliefs are a real and potent force in healing wounds and disease. That there is nothing supernatural in this apparently "miraculous" process.

http://www.arthursmithphd.com/chapter1.htm

The item, which appeared on the front page [of the Los Angeles Times], concerned an episode that occurred at a Monterey Park, California, football game. What had happened was that four persons had to leave their seats during the game because of severe nausea and dizziness. Questioning on the spot by school officials established the fact that the ill persons had consumed soft drinks from a dispensing machine under the stands. Syrup had been mixed with water out of the local piping system. Was the culprit the syrup or the water? In the latter case, had copper sulfate from the pipes infiltrated the water? If the former, had bacteriological organisms contaminated the syrup?

The football stadium lacked loudspeaker facilities. The cheerleaders were therefore directed to make a public announcement requesting that no one consume any soft drinks from the beverage-dispensing machines until the precise cause of the sudden illness affecting several persons could be ascertained. The immediate effect of the announcement was that the stadium became an arena of fainting and retching people. One hundred and ninety-one persons had to be hospitalized. Local ambulances and private cars plied back and forth between the stadium and five hospitals in the area. Emergency-room physicians reported that the symptoms of food poisoning were genuine. No one knows how many persons at the game went to their own physicians.

Laboratory analysis showed there was nothing wrong with the water or the syrup. This fact no doubt figured in the subsequent and sudden improvement of all those who had become ill during the game.(22)

http://www.arthursmithphd.com/chapter4.htm

3. The power of traditional healing

One recent clinical trial examined 116 people with a variety of ailments (such as infertility, chest and back pain, asthma, depression, diabetes, and cancer) who were treated with traditional Native American healing. More than 80% showed some benefit after a 7 to 28 day intensive healing experience. Five years later, 50 of the original participants said they were cured of their diseases while another 41 said they felt better. Another 9 showed no change, 5 were worse, and 2 had died. However, the comparison group who received different treatments also showed benefits. More clinical studies are needed to confirm the benefits of the specific healing methods.

http://www.cancer.org/docroot/ETO/content/ETO_5_3X_Native_American_Healing.asp?sitearea=ETO

You CAN beat it, bro. Know why? Because you are human, and humans can beat cancer. Don't be afraid of something you know can be beaten.

 

[Chester_Copperpot]

Been trying to tell you folks that Gear is pointless.

 

[Hannibal]

Been trying to tell you folks that Gear is pointless.

This from the man that got dealt 4 aces...

 

[the nature boy]

stay strong dude.