Really Need Some Input!

[goatclone]

Ok heres my situation...

I have been on cycle on and off for about 17 weeks. I initially started in February with Dbol(1st 4 weeks)/BD Andropen 275(9 weeks). After this cycle I took about 18 days off and due to my bro wanting to begin his cycle I began another cycle which I had planned to use after two months off. The cycle I am currently on is Deca 400mg/wk Test E 550mg/wk for a planned duration of 8 weeks. And after receiving some Anadrol on my 4th week I started using this also 35mg ED. I realize that I am an idiot and I have went against everything I have learned over the years. Im currently deployed to Afghanistan and I go home the first of October. The way my conscience justified this was by telling me was that it was ok for me to do this because my only care was to reach my goal and be a monster when I went home in October. Well now Im in the situation where I have reached my goal but im coming off cycle in a week and I have a month left before I go home. My balls are the size of grapes and I know its gonna be a bad time to come off. This is all my fault and I accept that. I have nolvadex on hand and enough Anadrol to last for another 4 weeks. In addition to that I have 20ml of Test Enanthate that will be here in about 3 weeks. I have listed what I have considered doing below...Any other options besides chopping my balls off with a rusty knife are welcomed...

Option A) Come off cycle in a week start the Nolvadex and pray to god that I dont lose everything I have gained.

Option B) Come off the Deca and Test in a week and continue on with Anadrol until Test E arrives. Continue using Test until I get home where I will have HCG waiting along with Nolva.

Option C) Come off cycle in a week stop using Anadrol and wait for Test E to arrive. (Possibly 1-2weeks after cycle until it arrives). Start back using Test until I get home where I will have HCG waiting along with Nolva.

 

[usmcnut]

Drop everything but a low dose of test e... 250mg a week, 1/2 cc two times a week. Just to maintain some test in you. Once you get home get some HCG, Nolva and Clomid. Once you have them all. Take your last Test shot. 2 weeks later take 1000ius 2 times a week of HCG. for 2 weeks. Then about 3 weeks later Start the Clomid 50-100mg ed for 4 weeks and nolva 40mg 1st week then 20mg ed for the 3-4 more weeks. That should help... You will hear other ideas, but its up to you how to recover... But HCG will be the best route. So find a plan that you think will work and go at it. Good Luck, and thanks for Serving... Semper

 

[goatclone]

Thanks for the input! Anyone else who has any advice keep it coming. Thanks Bros!

 

[thelion2005]

Few will say this to you.I came home from the jungle, not the sand.

Take a moment to clear your head, question your goals, and listen to that voice of
reason that is whispering to you. If you are coming back to the world, you'll be getting plenty of respect.
Time to think about health and the people who love you.
Your body will recover even if you go cold turkey.

 

[usmcnut]

Few will say this to you.I came home from the jungle, not the sand.

Take a moment to clear your head, question your goals, and listen to that voice of
reason that is whispering to you. If you are coming back to the world, you'll be getting plenty of respect.
Time to think about health and the people who love you.
Your body will recover even if you go cold turkey.

Cold Turkey and you will shrink. It will take months just for your body to say, Hey!! We have no test in here anymore... Lets fire up the burners...And that being said it is like a factory and will take more time to bring your test up to normal levels(Even if you can get to normal levels anymore).. So all in all Your body will be with NO to Little Test for months... Hope you like dropping 20 lbs.

 

[goatclone]

Yeh im definitely thinking that cold turkey is not what I want. Im sure that I have not been the first to do this as I have heard of guys being on cycle for longer. I dont understand why I couldnt get back to my normal levels. I mean from what I understand with proper pct/meds getting back to a normal level is possible but may take up to 12 months. So what are you saying USMCNUT? Go cold turkey or use the plan you advised?

 

[usmcnut]

Yeh im definitely thinking that cold turkey is not what I want. Im sure that I have not been the first to do this as I have heard of guys being on cycle for longer. I dont understand why I couldnt get back to my normal levels. I mean from what I understand with proper pct/meds getting back to a normal level is possible but may take up to 12 months. So what are you saying USMCNUT? Go cold turkey or use the plan you advised?

Ohhh sorry if you misunderstood... I would never tell anyone to go cold turkey. I always plan out a PCT for any friend looking to start using. PCT is a real aid and IMO should always be used.. Can you go cold turkey? Yes, Will you get back to normal levels after months? Yes and No. Will you loss most of your gains in the waiting period? Yes... I hope that clears it up. Get HCG, works wonders!!!

 

[goatclone]

Few will say this to you.I came home from the jungle, not the sand.

Take a moment to clear your head, question your goals, and listen to that voice of
reason that is whispering to you. If you are coming back to the world, you'll be getting plenty of respect.
Time to think about health and the people who love you.
Your body will recover even if you go cold turkey.

I understand your point. And I agree about the voice in my head. I guess this is the point where a goal becomes and addiction. But none the less I want to also hear options that would allow me to come off safely and still maintain. As far as health is concerned your right I worry all the time. I consistantly check blood pressure which is about all I can do here. But my blood pressure is great so I know thats not a problem at this point. And I know that doesnt really mean ne thing. Is this the only path you would advise?

 

[goatclone]

Few will say this to you.I came home from the jungle, not the sand.

Take a moment to clear your head, question your goals, and listen to that voice of
reason that is whispering to you. If you are coming back to the world, you'll be getting plenty of respect.
Time to think about health and the people who love you.
Your body will recover even if you go cold turkey.

I understand your point. And I agree about the voice in my head. I guess this is the point where a goal becomes and addiction. But none the less I want to also hear options that would allow me to come off safely and still maintain. As far as health is concerned your right I worry all the time. I consistantly check blood pressure which is about all I can do here. But my blood pressure is great so I know thats not a problem at this point. And I know that doesnt really mean ne thing. Is this the only path you would advise?

 

[Mac173]

I've quit a cycle before completely cold turkey(for reasons beyond my control) and actually had no issues whatsoever. Did not lose anymore than normal, balls regained size fairly quickly and I never felt shut down. Although everyone is different and I've never been one to have difficulty recovering. Do you usually recovery fairly easily?

 

[goatclone]

Well as far as my balls and mentally I recover pretty well. But without proper PCT i always lose more weight than with good pct.