poem

[Steroid_Virgin]

lord deliver me from this evil,
this torturous pain I must endore
endless nights of sleeping in
a puddle of tears.. to you,
i do implore.

why was I ever given the
capacity to love, you should
have known better, you
created me.. how was pain
not my fate?

As beautiful as it is to love
another with all your being,
I rather be numb, then face the chance
for it to fade away with out meaning.

 

[The Ranger]

Pariah


I am Pariah
Bound forever
To myself
Lost and dreaming still
No matter what I do
Can't take it any longer
Will you burn with me
Will you die with me
In Hell I think I could understand everything
I am Pariah
I am the light you've been waiting for

Ranger

Once upon a time,
A sleepy star fell for me,
Leading me away,
From the mounting pile of rejection,
Creating a lucid picture,
For my fingers to trace.
Seeking an impossible outcome,
To a never ending situation.
My unconditional spirit,
Still wanders the path,
Searching....
Complex wounds manifest,
As a source of strength.
Unreluctant desires still beckon,
Causing damnable scars.
There is no joke in my eyes,
Yet, everyone laughs at my tears.
Once upon a time,
I sought that which is true.
Now I struggle to stay conscience,
And grow stronger by it.....

Ranger

Is it Real...

Tainted by these worldly truths
Anchored to the lies
Inside is nothing
But a hollow longing for more
Entity of excess
Trapped in the walls of desire
Fear is the wondering
If the power is within us
To make our dreams a reality
Dancing on the razor's edge of ecstasy
Falling into a sea of lust and greed
Clinging to our convictions
As the Monastery walls crumble
Echo's from a time anew
Sent crashing through barriers
Unleashes a vision of life
Yet unlived...
Is it real...

Ranger

 

[AGENT SHAGWELL]

,....your words are good, now I'm depressed I was just happily watching patriot games while doing laundry......damn you steriod and ranger...you are both too good.......but luckily I read them quickly, and my little doggie just ran into the room with a favorite pair of heels she ate the inside sole out of So I'm not depressed anymore....are doggies cute.....bitch let go of my shoe dammit!!!!

Hey steriod, put down the bottle of Jameson and check you mail!!!

Ranger....hi big boy

 

[The Ranger]

Sup Sugar Britches....Heh heh heh....

Ranger