Please Read, I Need Help...

[Silent Method]

I've been going through a great deal of reflection and change in these past few weeks. I need help sorting through some thoughts and feelings. I'm fairly certain that my current cycle is going to be my last. I'm unsure if I wish to continue this cycle to it's planned end.

I'm trying to set my priorities straight. I have come to realize that, for me, the journey is much more important than the end of the path. The bottom line is, steroids are distracting me from my journey.

I'm not sure if I wish to carry this cycle to it's end. I am concerned that I may be required to take drug test in a few weeks and though this is not the sole reason for my change of heart, it does, of course, have some weight on my decisions. I need help deciding what to do. The end of this week will be my fourth week on 30mg d-bol/d, 500mg omna/w, and 400mg EQ/w.

I am considering stopping injections and running d-bol up to a few days before clomid. I am considering stopping everything now and riding out untill clomid.

Help me bros. I don't think I'm going to do that injection in the morning.

 

[Latamier]

Dont worry about the drug test, they wont test you for AAS. Secondly, why are you running deca and Eq together? They give almost the same results. My advice, finish the cycle as planned so there are no regrets in the future and plan your new life path from there. Just my .02

 

[gilly6993]

If there that much of a distraction to the big pic by all means stop....there are much more important things in life......stop the inj and run d-bol to clomid.....

 

[Q Modo]

If there that much of a distraction to the big pic by all means stop....there are much more important things in life......stop the inj and run d-bol to clomid.....

Uhuh. My thoughts exactly. I don`t know what your currently thinking, but it sounds like you don`t like living the way you are now. If that`s the case, the sooner you make a change, the better.

 

[onemoosehorn]

Bro, I totally agree. Ruining your life over a drug is not worth it. Everybody has there reasons for starting and stopping. By all means, take life and use it to it's fullest. Finish with dbol then clomid. And I trully hope everything works out for you in the future.

 

[Spectre]

Whatever your decision is and why, we stand by you bro... Stay in shape regardless, it's great for the mind..

 

[Silent Method]

Latamier, I'm running omnadren 250 (test) with the EQ. I know that the potential drug test will in all likelihood have nothing to do with steroids, but it eases my mind to hear it. Thanks for your thoughts, but I just don't think finishing this cycle is in my heart. I want to make sure I'm making my decison based on my heart, not my fears.

Gilly, Q Modo, and onemoosehorn, thanks for your insight and support. I feel like a dumb ass right now. Read my sig. I don't like being in the middle of something without having my head into it.

Spectre bro, thaks for the support. You bet your ass that one year from now, gear or no gear, I'm going to be in the BEST shape of my life. Thats a promise.

 

[genarr3]

If your heart isn't in what you're doing stop. Steroid use is so unimportant in the grand scheme of things it not worth giving a second thought. Steroid use in fact isn't really all that important to those that know how to train and diet properly anyhow.

Thought it seems few on this board realize this, a very impressive physique can be obtained naturally.

 

[Dr.RobertBanner]

yeah, if it doesn't feel right, stop


And give me the leftovers

 

[gUiLe]

Been in the same boat lately bro. I just haven't made a difinitive
decision either way. I say stop if it has gotten to the point (and
it sounds like it has) of conflict. It's not worth it bro. There is
SO much more to life then doing roids and looking good. You
don't have to stop looking good because your NOT using.
That's a fact! Remember, whatever you decide it is YOU that
have to live with that decision. Good luck and Karma for you
sharing your thoughts!
g

 

[bigdelt69]

go with your heart bro.

 

[BigAndy69]

Gear use is so unimportant. Don't even think twice about it... I haven't touched gear in a longtime and I'm still training and making progress.

Just run some dbol until the omna and eq clear your system.

 

[Silent Method]

Thanks for the support guys. I didn't do that shot today. I realize that in the right hands and under the right motivation, steroids can be a great tool. For me they have become a distraction.

Your not going to like this, but... I'll be dumping a good deal of amps in the trash.