Pissed off at myself! No discipline nowadays! Help needed...

[Cuts]

I've always been a very disciplined, strong-willed person. While all of my friends went out drinking and partying, I always new when and how to say no. Of course, I'm young and you do only live once, so I would indulge from time to time, but overall, I always new what my priorities were... with school, with lifting, with eating right, with life in general. However, I don't know what the hell is wrong with me nowadays. I just recently transferred to a school here in Chicago about two months ago. Since then, every friggin weekend I've been out... partying, getting butt drunk, smoking, pigging out at IHOP, and getting home at sunrise! This past weekend, I even went out Thursday and drank Sunday too! What the fuck is wrong with me!? I just can't seem to get into the zone.
I've set short-term goals for myself... I'd like to have a six-pack by spring, get more defined; I want to excel in school and perform well on my rotations and take good care of my patients (I'm a med student). How the hell can I achieve these goals doing what I'm doing!? I'm so pissed off at myself.
Do any of ya'll ever find yourselves in similiar situations sometimes... where you feel like you've just lost control and as much as you want to get back in the saddle, you just keep fucking around? I need help bros. I can relate to the majority of guys on this board much better than I can with most of my "friends." I know that I/We don't like to settle for mediocrisy. I'd really appreciate any advice, suggestions, and criticism ya'll have to offer. Thanks alot bros.

 

[rich197]

I hear you bro. I am the same way. I go from hardcore to partying but it always gets back to the way it should

 

[xmoulton508x]

Yeah I always miss out.....I probally could have gotten laid at least once if I indulged in some hardcore partying.

 

[muscleup]

I used to go out every weekend and drink a little also....you just got to keep whats most important in your mind and when temptation starts to get to ya...just start thinking...I'm a stronger person than this...I have not had a drink in 6 months and don't want to either...but a drink here and there is not going to kill ya...you got to live life....just don't go apeshit

 

[Justkrazzzy]

It's about time u stopped being a pussy boy.

 

[ViperHMS]

How about taking a night off and going to the gym! Do a little at a time until you get to the point where going out and partying is not a habit anymore. Kind of an addiction I would say.

 

[VENOM]

Hey bro...I dunno but if I were you I would keep on partying...Its the best thing ever while your young...You'll miss out on everything later on in life...Especially since your a med student...You won't have time for shit later on in life...So have some fun while your young....Just remember about yourr school work and the gym...You should allways be able to find time for everything as long as your not lazy....my 2 cents

 

[Michael Jones]

It's harder to do right and really easy to fuck up. Know your roll boy! I'm sure med. school costs a pretty dollar right? Right? Don't answer that, because I know it does. Get your shit straight son and your game tight because it's gut check time boy. How bad do ya want to be an M.D.? Then handle your business.....Nuf said.