ORAL CYCLES ARE SHIT!!!!!! You do sound like, you don't like needles. One of my boy is afraid of needles so what I did was, numb the area where I was gonna inject and he said he didn't even feel the needle. Just use frozen steak or ice or something. Works like magic. Oral only cycle, I would also recommend Var. You don't need 80-100mg/ed, 50-60mg/ed will work wonders. Good luck!