Do I think she'll ever cheat again. No, for a few reasons. 1)She knows she fucked up(literally) and I think she is honestly never going to do something that selfish again. I am pretty even tempered most of the time, but I didn't hold back on her that day. I never have or never would hit her, but I felt it pushing the envelope that day.
Honestly I know it takes two to tango, but the whole time I was thinking that I couldn't lose her. I'm not scared of being alone, I've been alone before. I'm not worried about not being able to find someone either, this beautiful redhead that goes to my gym came on to me in a big way the same time it happened. I didn't even touch her, but I kept thinking "Why not?". I knew it would just make it worse for us if we did stay together. I'll be honest that I did think about it.
As far as my son is concerned I KNOW he is mine without getting a Paternity test. If I put his baby pic next to mine you could not tell us apart. He looks like me, he acts like me, he sleeps like me. The other day he and I were just waking up and my wife walked in the bedroom from taking a shower. We both yawned the exact same way at the exact same time, then we both streched the same way at the same time. Plus I will never get the test done because if he isn't mine I never would want to know. I love that kid so much and the thought of him not being my son would kill me, literally.
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