Ya, that's me. I been reading The sponsored book Ultimate Steroid Cycles and that is where they explain why front loading is a good idea for Sust. It's an interesting read of compound if you get a chance to pick it up.
I have much experience with sust. Its my favorite test. If someone is looking for 800-850mg wk then running sust EOD is fine. Other than that running it once a week and letting the esters work as they are supposed to is the most beneficial way. Front loading will create a huge hormone imbalance. Then another shift when you drop to your "cycle" dose. Big fluctuations like this can leave overrages of estrogen floating around, create imbalances that will create acne breakouts for those who get this kind of thing.
Im not trying to insult you bro, honsetly. Maybe its bad light, angle ect... But you look like you need to eat way more food.