Never happy with myself.

[beastboy]

WTF...it is impossible to please myself. Bulk/cut/bulk/cut....I can't make up my damn mind. I like what I see in the mirror and at the gym....take a pic and bam...it brings me down a 10 notches. I can't keep my diet in check worth a damn. The only thing I can stick to is CKD. I'm so fricking tired of this lifestyle, but at the same time, love it.

How can one gain weight.....get leaner from the abs up.....gain fat and/or water from the abs down? I'm about to give up....this is taking so much time and money it is crazy.

 

[tripleblonde]

don't worry be happy

keep going beast! seriously, ask yourself if you would be happy not doing this lifestyle? prob. not....it would prob. drive you insane cuz your meant for bigger and better things....you can do it brotha....now if only we had a cheerleader smiley.... (i use to be a damn good cheerleader btw!)

 

[saint808]

i feel your pain

 

[Taps]

Do a search on the diet boeard for some info on Swolecat. Or just go to his website: www.swolecat.com

It'll change to way you look, eat, workout, and live.

 

[jerkbox]

cut first. personally, it's the hardest thing to do for me. but, once you do lose the chub, the self esteem boost is awesome. once you get it going, it's easy to keep goin. and, you have to prepare food!!!! otherwise it makes cheating way too easy.

lean bulk later.

 

[beastboy]

It is a struggle with wanting to big.......and look big in clothes. I like when the shirts feel tight around my arms and chest.....but when leaner, I like the way I look better with my shirt off. Seems like I can't get both.

 

[gonelifting]

I know exactly how you feel bro. I`ve changed my mind a hundred times. lol Now I`m just gonna gain mass. FUCK THE SMALL MUSCLE SHIT! I wanna get big first and then I`ll worry about cutting. You can`t chisel what`s not there. I learned that when I dieted down to 200 pounds. lol