Right, am at a bit of a low point in my life right now and need some guidance. I've been enganged since I was 17, im now 25 but I dont think ive ever loved my fiancee. We have never really gotten on with each other. Argue all the time and she always insults me. She has never trusted me from day one. Now the problem, 6 months ago I met this girl when out clubbing. We hit it off and altough I didnt sleep with her (she wanted to after about 3 months of messing) I really do feel she is the one for me.
Problem is, she also is in a relationship with a guy that she does not seem to get on too well with. Im at a total loss. We hvae decided to be just freinds now... but I feel so bad inside.... ive never felt pain like this before. Life sure does suck.
I feel I have no control at the moment. I think of her all the time... BTW, I never did anything behind my girlfreinds back until this time 6 months ago. I got engaged to my fiancee 2 months after meeting her cus I was a weak minded fool! Now im paying for it... so should I sacrifice my own happiness?
Help me!
STUBS
Problem is, she also is in a relationship with a guy that she does not seem to get on too well with. Im at a total loss. We hvae decided to be just freinds now... but I feel so bad inside.... ive never felt pain like this before. Life sure does suck.
I feel I have no control at the moment. I think of her all the time... BTW, I never did anything behind my girlfreinds back until this time 6 months ago. I got engaged to my fiancee 2 months after meeting her cus I was a weak minded fool! Now im paying for it... so should I sacrifice my own happiness?
Help me!
STUBS