Hello all, I posted this before, but I am in a bit of a desperate mood to get some answers, as im really stressing about it. Im reading this chat-board and people are saying things like ''this method works great....as long as you have something to recover''.....well darn, I dont know if im in the proverbial sh!t or not, I have abused hcg at massive 5000iu doses eod (because I didnt know better) and have had a fair few cycles with probally not enough time off or correct PCT.
My most recent blood tests after 3 weeks off (before I started up again) said things like LH 2/10 and FSH 1/10 etc, it was really bad and a pretty low free test as well
I have done several cycles myself
-started with basic 'DRIVE' when I was 18 then whent cold turkey after only 4 weeks, was off for 3 months and no dramas there, then I got on Sust-deca 1ml each for 8 weeks, then only 2weeks of preg and cold turkey after that.....very miserable...waited another couple weeks then back on sust-dec and same story, but instead of stopping there I did 10ml over 3 weeks of stanazol -horse- then 3weeks of cyp 100mg per week plus dianabol....after 8 weeks of that my balls basically shrunk while I was on, I had blood tests and my stats where the same as yours, almost to the digit and I felt fuckin shit!. then I whent on 6 weeks of 1500iu preg with no nolva or Clomid wich I know is dumb as it dysenzatizes etc. I started to become alarmed as every attempt I made to come off the preg resulted in almost immediate tetsie atrophy and I when would cum it was like sticky glue not like normal at all.
I was off the preg for 3 weeks and was feelin so shit I got on sust alone (1ml for 3 weeks) then the scary shit happened, after 2 1/2 weeks my balls shrunk while I was still on!! that had never happened before and I my training suffered, I got off for another 3 weeks with nolva and hcg (1500 eod) and now im back on primo as I have been for last 3 weeks, but I need little spurts of hcg eod to make sure I dont shrink again.
All I want to know now as I think about PCT is, have I pushed it to much, and am I screwed for life? or can I ever recover back to normal without any more needles and pills, im 20 now by the way.
My most recent blood tests after 3 weeks off (before I started up again) said things like LH 2/10 and FSH 1/10 etc, it was really bad and a pretty low free test as well
I have done several cycles myself
-started with basic 'DRIVE' when I was 18 then whent cold turkey after only 4 weeks, was off for 3 months and no dramas there, then I got on Sust-deca 1ml each for 8 weeks, then only 2weeks of preg and cold turkey after that.....very miserable...waited another couple weeks then back on sust-dec and same story, but instead of stopping there I did 10ml over 3 weeks of stanazol -horse- then 3weeks of cyp 100mg per week plus dianabol....after 8 weeks of that my balls basically shrunk while I was on, I had blood tests and my stats where the same as yours, almost to the digit and I felt fuckin shit!. then I whent on 6 weeks of 1500iu preg with no nolva or Clomid wich I know is dumb as it dysenzatizes etc. I started to become alarmed as every attempt I made to come off the preg resulted in almost immediate tetsie atrophy and I when would cum it was like sticky glue not like normal at all.
I was off the preg for 3 weeks and was feelin so shit I got on sust alone (1ml for 3 weeks) then the scary shit happened, after 2 1/2 weeks my balls shrunk while I was still on!! that had never happened before and I my training suffered, I got off for another 3 weeks with nolva and hcg (1500 eod) and now im back on primo as I have been for last 3 weeks, but I need little spurts of hcg eod to make sure I dont shrink again.
All I want to know now as I think about PCT is, have I pushed it to much, and am I screwed for life? or can I ever recover back to normal without any more needles and pills, im 20 now by the way.