how good life is to me. whenever i get depressed and start thinking "poor me, my life is not what it want it to be," i realize how completely lucky that i am who i am. i realize that i could be living in some shit ass third world country and the extent of what i own consists of a toothbrush and a loaf of bread. i am not one of those kids in the commercials with flies on them. i take that for granted all the time.