Hello all,
So since this is my first post i think im going to try and make it count, I have been on this forum for abour 3 weeks now reading and learning and whatnot and I would like to formally introduce myself if this isnt in the right section, please by all means move it
I have just graduated from college and right now i have no idea what im doing, I have been working since I was 13 and have always had a job but now I find it difficult to move onto finding a real job, I have my degree and have won several awards for some of my past projects but I have no motivation with moving on with my life, finding a job, girl, success and I have no idea why.
Not only that but I have been single for a while, a long time ago I had decided that I would concentrate on my education before anything else and not only that but I wouldnt try to seek happiness from others before I was totally happy with myself, this has led to a huge problem,
I was "chubby" in high school and I think because of that I have been more shy about approaching people, after high school during the second year of college I decided that I would go to the gym and make some changes, and I have during the past 2-3 years been able to lose some fat and gain a lot more muscle to the point where people I havnt seen since high school are actually a bit shocked to see that I have been able to do at the gym.
This actually happens with different people about 3-4 times a week and even though it feels great I still hate my body, I actually fear that I wont be able achieve the goals that I have in my head. I am actually getting frustrated by this to the point where I actually feel a bit depressed.
It seems that even though im finished school I feel that im at the lowest point of my life, maybe its just been a bad day
Overall, since I have been doing a lot of reading on this forum I thought I would share a little about myself
I dont know how people would respond to this if any but thanks for reading
So since this is my first post i think im going to try and make it count, I have been on this forum for abour 3 weeks now reading and learning and whatnot and I would like to formally introduce myself if this isnt in the right section, please by all means move it
I have just graduated from college and right now i have no idea what im doing, I have been working since I was 13 and have always had a job but now I find it difficult to move onto finding a real job, I have my degree and have won several awards for some of my past projects but I have no motivation with moving on with my life, finding a job, girl, success and I have no idea why.
Not only that but I have been single for a while, a long time ago I had decided that I would concentrate on my education before anything else and not only that but I wouldnt try to seek happiness from others before I was totally happy with myself, this has led to a huge problem,
I was "chubby" in high school and I think because of that I have been more shy about approaching people, after high school during the second year of college I decided that I would go to the gym and make some changes, and I have during the past 2-3 years been able to lose some fat and gain a lot more muscle to the point where people I havnt seen since high school are actually a bit shocked to see that I have been able to do at the gym.
This actually happens with different people about 3-4 times a week and even though it feels great I still hate my body, I actually fear that I wont be able achieve the goals that I have in my head. I am actually getting frustrated by this to the point where I actually feel a bit depressed.
It seems that even though im finished school I feel that im at the lowest point of my life, maybe its just been a bad day
Overall, since I have been doing a lot of reading on this forum I thought I would share a little about myself
I dont know how people would respond to this if any but thanks for reading

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