You are still young. I fell in love for the first time when I was 18. Broke my heart into pieces. Thought I could never love again. 5 years later, I fell in love with who would become my wife. I didn't know if I loved her at first, but I grew to love her more and more every day. Then the bottom fell out. Divorce is a MFker.
You are still young. I fell in love for the first time when I was 18. Broke my heart into pieces. Thought I could never love again. 5 years later, I fell in love with who would become my wife. I didn't know if I loved her at first, but I grew to love her more and more every day. Then the bottom fell out. Divorce is a MFker.
Wish I could help man. Get some counseling. You have to take the action and care about yourself. I like you, I hope to hear that someday you get out of this funk and find some happiness.
You gotta understand man. I know this sounds cliche' but a lot of us have been there. I used to carve death into my desk when I lived with my parents. Yea I'm still depressed b/c I haven't gotten the help I needed. I do know I need to get help here soon b/c the anxiety and schizo shit is catching up with me. I can't make new friends b/c I'm too uncomfortable, can't advance in my current job b/c I can't handle talking in front of people without freaking out. Not being able to even go out to a club or bar without being totally wasted b/c I'll have a panic attack b/c of all the people. You may be thinking that I have no clue what you're thinking. You're right, maybe I don't. I don't wanna sound like some fucking teacher b/c I'm far from it but you gotta do soemthing about it.
The one i found is unlike any other i have been with. We are getting married in 3 1/2 weeks and have been together for 5 years. She is the main source of joy in my life and I can't imagine being without her. I am not afraid of ever being single again though, under any circumstances. Live your life.