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After a night of telling me how much she loves me, and having a deep conversation of how she might stay once again she posts this on another board:
OK OK!!!
I am soooo happy that everyone is in such good spirits!!!! YAY for Karma!
First off, I quit dancing.
Sure the money was nice, but it was just a bad atmosphere, it brought me down...
Second I have a new job, at a ritzy nightclub, cocktailing, just for the time being...
Third,I am very excited about moving to S.C. And will be doing so around the beginning of June : )
Kyle is also very sweet. I used to be scared of letting him get too close to me but whatever, who gives a crap? I will just trust myself and stop trying to control everything. So I go to S.C. to go to School, and be in a good area, and near him of course, but in that order. I am not ready for anything too serious, but I am willing to see what may develop.
Oh crap have a lot to do tommorow, wish me luck as I havent slept a wink and doubt I will, I am just too excited and happy.
My Response:
Oh really? You keep telling me you are confused and just spent the night over here again yet you keep talking this kind of stuff on the message boards?
WTF was that conversation about last night then? Yeah, we obviously have no intimacy or commitment do we? Passion alone isn't nearly enough I suppose. Like I said, I'll never trust you again, that's why I'm here reading your post. Stop your fucking games, if you want to leave that fucking bad, then leave. Get the fuck away from me. Stop lying to me every fucking day and telling me how much you LOVE me. How you will always love me, how you AREN'T LEAVING ME FOR SOMEONE ELSE. YOU LIE. Just get me my freakin check for fixing your car so I can pay my rent and don't talk to me ever again. How about that?
Have fun with your 27 year old nerd-face. Getting right into another LT huh? You havn't learned anything have you. I won't be making that mistake ANYTIME soon. I'll have my fun don't you worry about me.
OK OK!!!
I am soooo happy that everyone is in such good spirits!!!! YAY for Karma!
First off, I quit dancing.
Sure the money was nice, but it was just a bad atmosphere, it brought me down...
Second I have a new job, at a ritzy nightclub, cocktailing, just for the time being...
Third,I am very excited about moving to S.C. And will be doing so around the beginning of June : )
Kyle is also very sweet. I used to be scared of letting him get too close to me but whatever, who gives a crap? I will just trust myself and stop trying to control everything. So I go to S.C. to go to School, and be in a good area, and near him of course, but in that order. I am not ready for anything too serious, but I am willing to see what may develop.
Oh crap have a lot to do tommorow, wish me luck as I havent slept a wink and doubt I will, I am just too excited and happy.
My Response:
Oh really? You keep telling me you are confused and just spent the night over here again yet you keep talking this kind of stuff on the message boards?
WTF was that conversation about last night then? Yeah, we obviously have no intimacy or commitment do we? Passion alone isn't nearly enough I suppose. Like I said, I'll never trust you again, that's why I'm here reading your post. Stop your fucking games, if you want to leave that fucking bad, then leave. Get the fuck away from me. Stop lying to me every fucking day and telling me how much you LOVE me. How you will always love me, how you AREN'T LEAVING ME FOR SOMEONE ELSE. YOU LIE. Just get me my freakin check for fixing your car so I can pay my rent and don't talk to me ever again. How about that?
Have fun with your 27 year old nerd-face. Getting right into another LT huh? You havn't learned anything have you. I won't be making that mistake ANYTIME soon. I'll have my fun don't you worry about me.
