Im 36, getting ready to have my first boy in about a week. I run a car dealership, have stress out the ass with family, friends dying of cancer, relitives dying, ect...... I have taking juice since around 22. Now I have never abused steroids, by that I mean maybe 1 a year, with breaks inbetween. Probably 8 totall cycles.small doses. Anyway LIFE IS VERY SHORT AND NOT FAIR, I hate saying there is always someone worse off, which is true. That being said enjoy your life. Have a drink if you want to, dont abuse anything. Dont worry about what other people say or do. Your family is the only thing that matters That and your close friends. I have like 3 really close friends. Go to work, enjoy your family, and when you get a chance have some fun. If you want to drink then do so. Im not saying to eat dbol and drink whiskey just be smart and pay attention to your body and bloodwork and youl be ok.