Just when I started feeling better.

[flex123]

Over the weekend I started feeling much better and even though I was still upset I thought I could actually start feeling good again.

So Monday night me and a friend went out to a club and I was there for about 1-2 hours and then I see the ex with her friends. I should have just left right then and saved myself more heartache but I decided to stay and get smashed.

I tried to just keep my distance for awhile and my buddy was saying that everytime she was around me she would be eyeballing me to see what I was doing.

Anyways the night went on and I got more wasted. So I walk by her and gave her a pinch on the side and had a little bullshit conversation with her. So while I was by her she kept turning to her friends that were talking to these two guys.

So after awhile I just decided that she didn't care to much to talk to me so I walked away to go over to this girl I knew. As I walked away I heard her say "Yeah nice to say you're gonna walk away". Well I guess she watched me walk all the way to the other girl cause she made a comment later about how the girl grabbed me by my arm.

So that was the situation basically the entire night. I tried playing it off like I was taking everything well, while really it killed me to even be around her and not be able to have things the way they once were.

So later on when I was by her again with abunch of my friends now I had to sit and watch atleast 10 guys I didn't know and either did she tell her "that she was extremely gorgeous". Basically people I knew and didn't know were making comments and trying to hit on her. I couldn't do anything because we are broken up, but it still fucking killed me inside.

Then I went to take a piss and when I came back she was there with some kid I am an aquientance with. The kid was asking for her number and everything......Now I had to deal with the fact that she'll be giving out her number and getting with other guys and everything.

Monday I got a true taste of how things really our and she'll be getting with other guys and such. This makes me fucking sick to my stomach justto think about.

I keep thinking of all those guys hitting on her. I fucking hated this when we were together and now it's even worse cause she can do what she wants now, and go home with them

Ok I'm done venting and done rambling for now.

 

[slickdadd]

You should have left the second you saw her there. Ive been in that situation before. Its never good.

 

[flex123]

You should have left the second you saw her there. Ive been in that situation before. Its never good.

Yeah I know this now. I'd rather if she was even getting banged by 20 guys at once, not know about it.

But basically I had to stay there while I beleive she talked to just about every guy that went up to her just to spite me.

I just beleive in the logic that "What you don't know, can't hurt you".

 

[slickdadd]

Yep. When you break up, you have to actually break off contact. It sucks too much otherwise. Thats why its hard to remain friends.

 

[notoriousQQ]

yeah bro, you should have left. getting smashed around an ex from a recent break up is not a good idea.

just deal with the hurt and pain and progress forward. her life is out of your control. although it hurts to think about her giving her number out, hanging out with other people, being intimate with other people, don't focus on that and damn sure don't hang around and watch it happening. just handle your own life in a positive fashion. do what feels right for you. be selfish and focus on your self for a while. find an outlet for the pain, like pumping iron, and become totally absorbed in that as a realease. it will get better and you will be better for it.

 

[got big?]

how come we never get to be the ones (or at least me anyway) at the club going out getting numbers while the ex watches us... seems like its always the situation you were in..

 

[flex123]

how come we never get to be the ones (or at least me anyway) at the club going out getting numbers while the ex watches us... seems like its always the situation you were in..

well for me it's cause she is the smoking hot one. I'm just the average 5'8" guy that resembles every other typical guy on Long Island.

 

[MFMan]

Cut yourself off from the bitch altogether. Try to avoid her at all costs if possible. If you can do this in time you will start to get over her.

 

[buttplug]

Well... next time you'll know you're better off leaving. I'm sorry you're in pain, though.

 

[Mandinka2]

Yeah Bro , sorry to hear of ur hurt. Personally I wouldn't be so hard on urself, I dont consider myself anythin special and got hit on like hell last night just cos I was in good humour after a few shots inside me , didnt do anything (when will I learn to be a slut I ask ya?) of course but it was better than sittin at home moanin.