It's seems as though KB is mortal afterall.....ex GF pwns me sorta

[KillahBee]

Man, no matter how much I rationalize the situation and 100% know exactly what is going on, I seem to fall into the obvious traps she sets every damn time.

She will send me random emails like every great now and then just saying hi or with some really random message.

Today's: "hi" was the subject and "you needa write" was in the body

now, I 100% know that she is doing this cause she seeks validation and also wants to know that I am still sitting here ready to write back to her. but fuck me standing, I still write back.

why, KB? why do you do this? what is it about this one fucking broad (fyi - she's a 9.5, hands down) that makes you abandon your trustworthy logic and control?


:crybaby:

 

[Scotsman]

"Half the people on this planet, how come it has to be you that spins me around" - great movie quote.

We can't control who that one person is that we are unable to resist. Even if we know to the deepest depth of our core that they are wrong for us.

Cheers,
Scotsman

 

[KillahBee]

lol, she sent me this pic once when I was in a bad mood. such a fucking cutie

you're right, scots. it pisses me off more though, that I answer her emails. don't get me wrong, we both know it's a game and we both play it like that, but it's one of the few times my rational thought loses out to stupid emotions.

 

[Gambino]

give us a body pic killah, 'tis the right thing to do

 

[pdaddy]

Who broke it off, perhaps she's trying to rekindle things or maybe she needs to know that she still has control over you

 

[SoKlueles]

You still have feelings for her, and maybe deep down, you want to reconcile

or at least have sex

 

[KillahBee]

give us a body pic killah, 'tis the right thing to do

none on this comp. and the few I do have are highly inappropriate and not for the consumption of others.....
I sent you a pic with the CDs of a young lady....

 

[Scotsman]

or at least have sex

It's KB if it's female and has a pulse he'd probably hit it.

Cheers,
Scotsman

 

[Gambino]

none on this comp. and the few I do have are highly inappropriate and not for the consumption of others.....
I sent you a pic with the CDs of a young lady....

yeah i saw that...is that her? hott

 

[bloodinbloodout]

Yea man I do the same thing.

Every time I speak with her, it usually ends with me saying "stop talking to me, you have a new bf, I'm done speaking with you."

And she will say ok.

Then I won't talk to her for a couple of weeks and will either send a late night drunk text to her which leads to us texting all day Sat. or Sunday or she will instant message me out of nowhere like nothing ever happened. She just wants to know she has me by the balls...and at any minute if she said - "Come meet me at a hotel room" I would literally drop everything and go. It's all mental man, my ex was beautiful too, but it ain't worth it. She's an ex for a reason. I still can't muster up the strength to look at her online photos of her and her new pussified soccer player boyfriend.

It just gives me more motivation in the gym and in the ring. I'm 23 years old and just bought a huge 2 family home, and am in the midst of starting an LLC with 2 buddies for an investment group...the house being our first investment. Not to mention I have 2 degrees from a renowned university and a job that I love.

The point of that is not to toot my own horn, but I think I have enough to offer another girl that I should be over my ex by now. But...I'm not. And trust I have been with some beautiful girls after her...I just have let them go because I was definitely not falling for them like I did for her. But, I was with her since HS, she is just about to graduate college...It's time to move on.