I'm so damn

[Evil_Frisky]

tired and just....... well....... tired.

have no motivation, bloated as heck ... vacation in less than two weeks and my body won't be seen in a bikini in the state Im in..

still sore from my leg workout on SATURDAY. damn!

I need serious motivation... have this huge pic of me going up at the gym shortly from the photo shoot which was the day after my comp.. maybe that will do it.

For those of you that have competed in the past.. do you find it hard to accept the few extra lbs that come back on when you stop depleting?

I thought that mentally I'd be able to accept them.. esp since I went from 148ish all the way down to 120 comp day.. I've only gone up to 132-135 give or take.. but still feel like shit and imo look like shit.

it makes for a depressing day EVERYDAY when i take a quick.... very quick look in the mirror at my fat ass.

 

[buffer1]

same here

 

[DieselGunz]

Stay with it girl, things will all work out in the end


are you cycling right now?

Hows your sodium?

I binged for a couple of days and felt GREAT then went back to business and looked BETTER than before

 

[Evil_Frisky]

Stay with it girl, things will all work out in the end


are you cycling right now?

Hows your sodium?

I binged for a couple of days and felt GREAT then went back to business and looked BETTER than before

Doing a carb cycle right now.. I've dropped the dandelion root but gonna start that right back up soon.

I know I hold tons of water. I dropped 9lbs of water in 5 days for my first comp. I guess I just feel mushy with all this water

 

[nycgirl]

FRISKY!!!!!!!!

What's up?

 

[Evil_Frisky]

FRISKY!!!!!!!!

What's up?

GIRL

omg.. i feel like a blob.

YIKEs.. i am sure its just because just weeks ago I was in the best shape of my life and now I have to go back to the healthy me.. more realistic.

So yea... i'll be a little on the cush side.. but we will have some fun no matter what

 

[DieselGunz]

Yeah i feel the same way i carry water in my midsection bad.


When i depleted I was real lean with thermo and YES but felt like death walking

When I carbed up felt like a million bux but hated the little water I had taken on, my muscles were hard and pumped but i feel ya on the water thing.

I am now bloated because of bad eating but if I deplete i know I am straight

I just hate the little water and bloat that carbs give me, but my WOs and muscle are shit

Strength went WAY down

 

[Rex]

If you don't work out, then you'll end up with a guy like me.

Don't know what other kind of motivation I could give you to get you back in the gym.

 

[Evil_Frisky]

If you don't work out, then you'll end up with a guy like me.

Don't know what other kind of motivation I could give you to get you back in the gym.

lol

Oh.. i'm killing it at the gym.. Strength is coming back 2fold. woohooo..

i was weak as hell while depleting.. and coming straight from powerlifting into this figure comp that killed me... now I'm getting it all back. BUT getting all that comes with it.. yikes

I refuse to allow my body to go down the drain. I'll be that 90 yr old hottie at the beach..

uh huh.. LOL


(starts looking for a good doctor asap)

 

[nycgirl]

GIRL

omg.. i feel like a blob.

YIKEs.. i am sure its just because just weeks ago I was in the best shape of my life and now I have to go back to the healthy me.. more realistic.

So yea... i'll be a little on the cush side.. but we will have some fun no matter what

Oh, I understand. Well, get back on it. You never know what could happen in 2 days.

Besides, I was hoping we could provide Killah with another boob-on-boob bikini pic.

 

[bluepeter]

Be strong.























fatty

 

[Rex]

lol

Oh.. i'm killing it at the gym.. Strength is coming back 2fold. woohooo..

i was weak as hell while depleting.. and coming straight from powerlifting into this figure comp that killed me... now I'm getting it all back. BUT getting all that comes with it.. yikes

I refuse to allow my body to go down the drain. I'll be that 90 yr old hottie at the beach..

uh huh.. LOL


(starts looking for a good doctor asap)

You'll do just fine.

 

[Evil_Frisky]

Oh, I understand. Well, get back on it. You never know what could happen in 2 days.

Besides, I was hoping we could provide Killah with another boob-on-boob bikini pic.

oh shit

yep,............ definately

yikes... i'll start depleting TOMORROW.. lol




























woohoo..


all you sucka's... I get to touch boobs with NYC.. mm hmm

 

[Evil_Frisky]

Be strong.







fatty

OMG

you lil Biatch

 

[bluepeter]

oh shit

yep,............ definately

yikes... i'll start depleting TOMORROW.. lol




























woohoo..


all you sucka's... I get to touch boobs with NYC.. mm hmm

Fuck me, that's hot.

 

[Evil_Frisky]

Fuck me, that's hot.

ahhhhhhh

the joy of being female

 

[courtneybcca]

oh sweetie it sucks I know... we all have in are head that we know that the comp weight is not realistic but as soon as those pounds start coming back you just get upset... you know what your body is capable of so you want it to stay there all the time... but you know in your heart that isn't possible!! or healthy!! now go take a real look in that mirror... dont focus on your imperfections but what you really look like... if you need more help get chef over there to help you out... YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!! and your body is BANGIN!!!! go out in that bikini and flaunt that body you know everyone is going to be staring... because your HOT! get that in your head YOUR HOT!!!!! you work hard and now you have to enjoy all that sweat and tears!!!

 

[Evil_Frisky]

oh sweetie it sucks I know... we all have in are head that we know that the comp weight is not realistic but as soon as those pounds start coming back you just get upset... you know what your body is capable of so you want it to stay there all the time... but you know in your heart that isn't possible!! or healthy!! now go take a real look in that mirror... dont focus on your imperfections but what you really look like... if you need more help get chef over there to help you out... YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!! and your body is BANGIN!!!! go out in that bikini and flaunt that body you know everyone is going to be staring... because your HOT! get that in your head YOUR HOT!!!!! you work hard and now you have to enjoy all that sweat and tears!!!

aww

Thank you hun.. MUAH I'd so plant a big ol on ya right now!

 

[bluepeter]

aww

Thank you hun.. MUAH I'd so plant a big ol on ya right now!

That is also quite hot.

 

[Rex]

all you sucka's... I get to touch boobs with NYC.. mm hmm

Noone likes a braggert.

 

[Evil_Frisky]

Noone likes a braggert.

lol

i'll be posting the pics too...

tooting my own horn..

 

[Rex]

lol

i'll be posting the pics too...

tooting my own horn..

Post pics and I'll be tooting my own horn, too.

 

[Evil_Frisky]

Post pics and I'll be tooting my own horn, too.

lol