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I'm Never Touchin Alcohol Again....

Virtual Acid

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Never, Never ,Never, again..

Last night bad night,
Vodka=Shots=Dizzy=Fall=Puke=Memory loss=Waking up In Bed Nekid Not knowin how You got there...

See how it links together? :( ......
Then dealing with friend after he tells his buddy's he got me plastered....:(
 
:(
 
We all said the same after getting real drunk, but dont worry in a couple of weeks you'll be back drinking like a pig again.......lol
 
Sorry babe. :(

There's been more than one occasion where I've sworn off alchohol. Remember, moderation is the key.

Besides, if you keep at it your tolerance will go up and it gets a lot more expensive to catch a buzz. :)

Your...um, "friend" didrn't pull any shit did he?
 
Taps Sweetie i dont think so , i passed out on my porch so i highly doubt it , I cant remember shit all, cept that this morning i woke up nekid in my bed, i dont want my alcohol level to go up , i had 19 shots of that shit no lie it was awful and got even worse with the beer i drank with it , i swear i never wanna go through that again , :bawling:

I had a lil:beer: then i drank a lil more :drink2: i kinda felt like shit :worried: Now my head feels like this :saw:
 
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Oh yes you will.

Nothing like talking to god on the big white telephone to put an end to your drinking for a few days.

Acid looking into the toilet bowl "Oooooh God, NEVER AGAIN" :toilet:

Bouncer
 
LMAO!!!!!! Bouncer you crack me up! lol, GEEZ people have you no faith in me!? you dont think i can do it... :( how sad lol.. Well acctually im going out again on friday:D LOL Bouncer i didnt even make it to the Potty, over the porch yeah and all over my steps YUP!
 
LOL! Nope, not this time my friend,... it was mostly the hamburger i ate earlier that evening:D But the worst thing is.. i didnt even remember i puked till i walked outside and saw the lil mess i made. ..:rolleyes:
 
It all depends on why you drink...if you drink you have a good time than you don't need to drink so much if u drink to get away from reality or novelty than you tend to go overboard.

I stopped any big drinking because when i drink lots i feel like crap physically and mentally.

Last night i tried to take a little care of one of my floormates, he had a real rough time coming down to soberness.

It sucks. Alcohol is for the weak. Those who can't deal with life or just can't have a good time without it. The thing i have realized is that it is all in your head.:)
 
smallmovesal said:
i'm never drinking again.

good idea :)

at least until medication has stopped. you wanna save that liver for the however many years your on this rock, ya know :)
 
smallmovesal said:
yeah, amongst other reasons.

:D

yeah....'other reasons'....lol
 
alcohol is only good...in moderation. When you get to that passed out wake up nekked don't remember taking your clothes off, that is bad bad news.....:(

You don't need to quit drinking, just quite drinking too much of it!! :)
 
I try not to drink anymore, but just for old time's sakes I'll strip down and hump cars at night, and then wake up in the neighbor's lawn playing with myself... dead sober.
 
HappyScrappy said:
I try not to drink anymore, but just for old time's sakes I'll strip down and hump cars at night, and then wake up in the neighbor's lawn playing with myself... dead sober.

gotta quit licking them frogs dood :)
 
Virtual Acid said:
I'm sucha loser:(
AHHH, I've waited so long to hear you say those words! YES! Yes, you are. I"m glad you finally see it my way. Trust me, it ain't the drinkin that makes you a loser!
 
i'm posting this for vee because she needs to see it.

i got assaulted last night... the only reason i know is because i "woke up" for a few seconds to see my roommate's friend doing it. then i passed out again.

the bastard came in my room while i was passed out.
 
smallmovesal said:
i'm posting this for vee because she needs to see it.

i got assaulted last night... the only reason i know is because i "woke up" for a few seconds to see my roommate's friend doing it. then i passed out again.

the bastard came in my room while i was passed out.

shit........what are you going to do?
 
i'd rather just deal with it in counselling and move on... i'm going to have some words with my roommate (who was home at the time i think).

my mum and brother are coming out to get me and i'm going home for a week... then i have the week after that off, so i'll be with my family for the next little while.
 
smallmovesal said:
no i didn't... i haven't showered though i want to because i just don't know what to do.

check pm

maybe speak to other friends about the descision to come forward....thats a personal thing. anyhow didnt wanna post this as it might have seemed crass. take care

he might do it again
 
jeez....I'm sorry that happened to you smalls....this is especially disturbing since what's happened to dread not too long ago either....:(

Are you sure you don't want to go to the police?? That bastard deserves some some ass-kicking and locked up behind bars!!!!!!!!!
 
go to the cops, while you can. You can decide not to press charges later if you want to...

pix is right...he deserves to go through some hell.

:mad:
 
smalls, you should call one of those crisis lines right now and get their advice...this is fairly anonymous I think.
 
Smalls I tried to send you a pm but your box is full.

You need to do some things to preserve the evidense, so that if you decide to press charges later, this will help.

1) If you have any bruises take pictures of them.

2) Put what ever clothes you were wearing and bed linen in a plastic bag if you can.

3) call a rape crisis center if you can. They have councelors there 24 hours a day.


I know what I want to do!!:destroy: :mad:
 
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if you do decide you want to come foward, bear in mind the lawyers will try and emphasise you blanking out....over herer a thing happened where a girl claimed she was raped but couldnt remeber as she was drunk, they guy claimed it was consensual nd he got off...so coming foward is a descision you should def. make with friends and family

on another note, is it possible he could have spiked your drink? a tox. screen might reveal this.
 
smallmovesal said:
i called the police. they are coming out to give me an idea of what my options are very shortly.

good for you. maybe call a lawyer too.
 
ok here's problem number one: i slept with the jackass in september when i was getting over the breakup with my boyfriend... regardless, i wasn't conscious and i was puking apparently so why on earth did he decide to get his rocks off at that point?

oh, and he wasn't out with me... they came home after i did i learned.
 
smallmovesal said:
ok here's problem number one: i slept with the jackass in september when i was getting over the breakup with my boyfriend... regardless, i wasn't conscious and i was puking apparently so why on earth did he decide to get his rocks off at that point?


Because he's an asshole!!

He will probably claim that he was drunk too, and blame his actions on alcohol, but that's an excuse not a reason.
 
smallmovesal said:
i'm posting this for vee because she needs to see it.

i got assaulted last night... the only reason i know is because i "woke up" for a few seconds to see my roommate's friend doing it. then i passed out again.

the bastard came in my room while i was passed out.

I'm Sorry to hear that smalls, its happened to me before to and yeah men can be such pigs, But my friend wouldnt do anything like that, Some bastard Locked me in his car and tried shit , i wont get into it but, i know where your coming from ,
 
Smalls, that's horrible and whether or not you were with him in the past shouldn't matter....he had no right and you should definately take action. The crisis line IS anonymous and counseling I'm sure will help long term....but don't wait too long sweetie, this guy needs to be put in his place...
 
OH MY GOODNESS!! SMALLS!!
Wow, this is craziness... I'm so sorry, both of you. Being taken advantage of sexually, especailly while intoxicated to the point where you're passed out, is one of the worst things that could happen to a woman. I really am just at loss for words, I don't know what to say about all this. Again, I'm so sorry girls...
 
I cant Speak for smalls but im alright now , this was last year, i wasnt raped no but he tried and other things happened , i felt bad about it for a long time but then realized Every Dog has there day , I just gotta steer clear of the assholes i spose, i think im a magnet and they all like stick to me , Smalls and a few other people know about shit ive been threw with men , and it hurts to know it happens to so many other women out there that dont do anything about it , im glad smalls is taking action on this because i didnt and now i regret it.
 
I guess this is the breaking point where the girls stop going for asshole guys and go for the nice guys...

But really, i feel for you guys, if i knew those bastards i would kick them in the nuts. Repeatedly...Than i would walk away. Just like them. Makes me mad. I hope you will feel better soon.
 
Sadly when someone commits a violent crime against another all of the victims friends and family all become victims as well. Please nail him, this guy has probably done this before and will do it again. Don't give him that opportunity whether it be through legal channels.....or, uh...other means. Be strong girl.
 
Smalls sweetie, I'm so sorry. It's awful, but you're strong, and you'll be okay. Please, please talk to the police and a counselor. The fact that you slept with him before is immaterial -- what he did was wrong, and that's all there is to it.

We love you. Let us know how you're doing, when you can.

Wyst
 
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smallmovesal said:


well, you got your wish and i hope you're happy now.



Smalls, that comment was uncalled for. Nobody, not even Scrappy, wished this upon you. Also, I'm sure nobody is happy this happened to you.
 
Smalls I hope you reported it to the police!

This is something you need to talk to people about and
not just put it under a rug and forget it...


Best of Luck to you...
 
Smalls,

Terribly sorry. Never could understand that type of thinking...as soemone advised below, coming forward is difficult and if this ends up in court, the defense will try to paint you as consensual, even as initiating this.

Also there is the fact that you slept with him consensually before - expect that to be leveraged against you.

When you meet with the police, point out if you have bruises, etc. Taking pics is also a good idea to substantiate this, however, pics can be thrown out as being from "something else".

Also save your clothes - don't wash them yet. Toxicology scrren is a good idea to.

Hope that justice is done.


Virtual Acid - you'll be fine by this evening and drinking by Tuesday.
 
Island Son said:
it was wrong.
the right thing should be done.
Matt don't make it harder.

Island,

Not trying to. I just want to point these things out upfront. Easier to deal with if ytou are prepared.
 
understood, Matt

I understand this is a personal issue smalls, you might not want to discuss in an open forum. But I hope you will let us know how you deal. As you can tell from everyone who posted, we care.
Anyway we will need some personal info eventually.... his name address description. The world is a small place. I might run into him in a few months or years & want to have a chat about stuff.
 
ok i really likely won't be around but i thought i should say what's going on.

i have to find a new place to live now... i'm at home with my parents in another city for the time being.

i went to the hospital and had that horrible test done.. and there is not enough evidence to charge, but the police are going to have a word with him and my roommate and scare the shit out of him.

so that's where it all stands right now. we drove all night last night and i've been sleeping most of the day today. i have a lot of phone calls to make tomorrow to get things arranged.

thanks for all of your concern.

scrappy, sorry hon for what i said - that was out of line, but you know what you said and it was hurtful and it came true.
 
I'm sure Scrappy didn't mean it literally, Smalls......sometimes ppl say things without thinking......
Take care and I wish you well...
 
Be well smalls and just concentrate on getting your life back in order.
You're a good lady and you didn't do anything to bring this on.

Good luck sweetie.:)
 
were all behind ya smalls!...im sure there is a large mob of angered juicers and other fitness buffs with baseball bats, chains and other foreign objects here waiting at your command.

A truely dark day :( i don't even have words to try and help and comfort... i know i don't know ya well...but even still :(

keep your head up hun!

:( i need to go to the gym now and let off the fury building inside :mad:
 
naturally anabolic said:
were all behind ya smalls!...im sure there is a large mob of angered juicers and other fitness buffs with baseball bats, chains and other foreign objects here waiting at your command.

I agree, totally. I'm pretty much always against violence. Pretty much. Shit like this makes me realize that I'm not always against it though, goddammit. Some people just deserve to have the fuck beaten out of them. But speaking of ways to get even without breaking the law, there are way to make the guy's life a living, breathing hell, without breaking the law, especially in the computer age. If his name and address and phone # and work # were to accidentally get PM'd to certain people, those certain people could fuck with this guy relentlessly, in a way that would be both legal and nonviolent and in no way connected to the person (whoever that might be) who did the forwarding.

Seriously.

Hope you're doing okay, Smalls. We're thinking about you.

Wyst
 
smallmovesal said:
ok i really likely won't be around but i thought i should say what's going on.

i have to find a new place to live now... i'm at home with my parents in another city for the time being.

i went to the hospital and had that horrible test done.. and there is not enough evidence to charge, but the police are going to have a word with him and my roommate and scare the shit out of him.

so that's where it all stands right now. we drove all night last night and i've been sleeping most of the day today. i have a lot of phone calls to make tomorrow to get things arranged.

thanks for all of your concern.

scrappy, sorry hon for what i said - that was out of line, but you know what you said and it was hurtful and it came true.

im sorry to hear that smalls :( at least you know you went through it and can attain some sort of closure on the matter...

by the sounds of it, its a good thing your moving out anyway. i hope you find a new place, im sure your uni will provide accomadation if you ask them, even if it is temporary

i know this guy is an asshole but dont post personal info or give it out or anything. im sure you dont need me to tell you all this anyway but it could come back to hurt you, and dont give him that satisfaction.

things can also be said in haste.....i think we've all been guilty of that, and never really meant them


stay strong, you have friends and family, and all your kooky friends on here for support if you ever need it :)
 
danielson said:



i know this guy is an asshole but dont post personal info or give it out or anything. im sure you dont need me to tell you all this anyway but it could come back to hurt you, and dont give him that satisfaction.


You're right, of course. I guess the last thing we need to do is get Smalls mixed up in something like that. And yet there *should* be consequences. Why should Smalls be the one to have to suffer and move out and away with nothing happening to this asshole roommate and his friend?

You're right, Danielson, and you're a good guy.

It would, of course be a bad idea to *openly* post any information.

Wyst
 
wyst said:


You're right, of course. I guess the last thing we need to do is get Smalls mixed up in something like that. And yet there *should* be consequences. Why should Smalls be the one to have to suffer and move out and away with nothing happening to this asshole roommate and his friend?

You're right, Danielson, and you're a good guy.

It would, of course be a bad idea to *openly* post any information.

Wyst

:)

well if someone, anyone was to 'visit' this guy, a link would be found to this site

it does suck she has to be the one to go through this all. i just hope she can turn this into something postive, she;s finishing uni so so she can go work in a place she feels comfortable in.

on the plus side the fact she brought it foward means no woman in edicine hat in her right mind will touch him, so hopefully this wont happen to anyone else there by his hand
 
smalls,,,im sorry to hear what happened,,,, i just heard the same thing happened to a girl down here in South Beach,,,some one put something in her drink and 4 guys had sex with her. They tore her back side soo bad,,they had to sew her back up,,,,,,,,,

Men are pigs for doing these types of things,,,,Sorry for the generalization,,(guys dont take it personal) I dont understand how having sex with someone who is knocked out and can not possible move can get off on that. what is the fun in that?
 
It isn't about sex.. IT IS ABOUT DEHUMANIZING AND VIOLATING SOMEONE - IT IS AN ACT OF VIOLENCE - PERIOD!

Smalls, I don't know how to advise you. You should procede in whatever way YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE. If you want to go forward and press charges - MORE POWER TO YOU! If not, then NO ONE WILL THINK YOU WEAK! -- NO ONE.

I won't lie, having these things "exposed" sometimes makes you feel victimized all over again... and then there are those that will try and BLAME YOU because it is sooooooo much easier to blame the victim.

HEED MY ADVICE - DON'T LET ANYONE EVER MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU DID SOMETHING TO WARRANT OR DESERVE THIS! It took me 24 years to crawl out of that hole!... DO NOT FALL IN - NO ONE DESERVES TO GO THERE!

Definitely - talk to a competent counselor... talk to your friends, talk to your family - TALK, TALK, TALK - do WHATEVER it takes to get it off your mind and more importantly, YOUR SOUL.

Whatever you do - DO NOT REPRESS IT AND PRETEND YOU ARE OK..... Take it from someone who knows... IT WILL HAUNT YOU FOREVER . Until you deal with it, it will mess with your mind in the worst possible ways.... worst of all - YOU WON'T EVEN REALIZE IT!

Please Smalls... take care of yourself. If you ever need to talk let me know. I don't know if I can help, but I am one helluva listener!
 
This is difficult to read. Sorry such an act took place. May God direct you and everyone involved in the proper direction. peace
 
the police havent done JACK FUCKING SHIT to help my rape case

the doctor wouldnt even tell me if he thought i "got raped"

I GOT RAPED VAGINAL AND ANAL YOU STUPID BASTARD

I DONT SEE ANYTHING VERY UNCLEAR ABOUT THOSE EVENTS

THE GUY STILL HAS NOT BEEN ARRESTED OR EVEN QUESTIONED AS FAR AS THEY WILL TELL ME (WHICH IS NOTHING)
THEY TREAT US LIKE THE CRIMINALS. OOOOOOOOO SOMEONE PUT A "WORD" IN THAT WE ARE SOME SORT OF DRUG LORDS SO WE GET POLICE SURVEILANCE ON US FOR A FUCKING MONTH AND A HALF SO FAR
I AM GOING OUT OF MY MIND

I KNOW SOME OF YOU HAVE HEARD THE STORY BUT HEARING SMALLS STORY JUST BROUGHT IT ALL BACK OUT OF ME

AT THE FIRST OF JANUARY I WAS DRUGGED FOR 4-5 DAYS (SO WAS DREAD LORD) AND I WAS RAPED BY OUR "BEST FRIEND" DREAD LORD KNEW HIM FOR 6+ YEARS!!! FROM HIGH SCHOOL! AND I HAVE KNOWN THAT SON OF A BITCH FOR AT LEAST 3 YEARS

WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT THE FUCK

THERE IS TONS OF EVIDENCE, YET WHEN THE DETECTIVE CAME TO OUR APARTMENT HE TOOK NONE! THERE WAS DRUG EVIDENCE GALORE, DNA, ETC. HE TOOK NOTHING!!!! AND THEN HE TOLD US WE WERE NOT CREDIBLE BECAUSE WE WOULDNT VIOLATE OUR 5TH AMENDMENT RIGHT TO NOT INCRIMATE OURSELVES ON A QUESTION OF OUR "STREET DRUG" USAGE! THAT HAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH MY SEXUAL ASSAULT CASE

NOTHING HAS BEEN DONE. I CAN NO LONGER DO ANYTHING LEGALLY

THE SICK BASTARD FRAUDULENTLY WROTE A WITHDRAWAL CHECK FROM DREAD LORD'S ACCOUNT AND MADE 2 ATM WITHDRAWALS FROM MINE ON TE SAME DAY

THE BANKS RIDE THAT SHIT WITHIN 14 DAYS, THEY DONT PLAY NO GAMES

WHY THE FUCK WILL THE POLICE NOT ACT ON SUCH AN OBVIOUS CLEAR CUT VIOLENT CRIME, YET THE BANKS WILL DO ANYTHING NECESSARY TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR SHIT WITH AFFIDAVITS SIGNED

I HATE LIFE. I HATE PEOPLE. I ESPECIALLY HATE THE POLICE AND WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO OUR LIVES. WE ARE SHUT INS. WE CANNOT LEAVE. THEY FOLLOW US. THEY GIVE US UP TO 4 TICKETS PER DAY IF/WHEN WE GO OUT.

WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT THE FUCK

I AM SORRY SMALLS, I AM.
I, ONCE AGAIN, HAD TO LET THIS OUT.
I HAVE NO MORE LIFE. NO FAMILY. NO FRIENDS. NOTHING. NO SCHOOL. NO JOB.

ALL I HAVE IS DREAD LORD. WE ARE GETTING MARRIED MONDAY OR SO. WOO.

I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY.
I HOPE YOUR FAMILY IS STABLE AND SUPPORTIVE BECAUSE MINE CERTAINLY WASNT. THEY DISOWNED ME, TOOK MY CAR, THREW THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS OF MY CLOTHES OUT INTO THE STREET AND TOLD ME I WAS NOT WELCOME BACK IN THEIR HOUSE AGAIN

DREAD LORD'S PARENTS DISOWNED US AS WELL

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING AND EVERY ONE. THE ONLY SINGLE BIT OF UNDERSTANDING AND SUPPORT THAT I HAVE RECEICVED IS FROM THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE HERE ON ELITE, AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL

YOU ARE ALL I HAVE. I LOVE YOU GUYS, AND I MEAN THAT. WE ALMOST COMMITED SUICIDE BECAUSE WHEN OUR FAMILIES AND THE POLICE TURNED AGAINST US WHEN WE HAD BEEN NOTHING BUT VICTIMIZED, WE FELT THAT WAS OUR ONLY OUT

I CANNOT TELL YOU WHAT A DREAFUL FEELING IT IS TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO END YOUR LIFE OVER SO MANY MISUNDERSTANDINGS AND FALSE ACCUSATIONS.

MY LIFE WAS FINALLY WHERE I WANTED IT. I HAD NEVER BEEN HAPPY, BUT I WAS. THEN THE SHIT HIT THE FAN, TRIPLE TIME.

I NEVER BELIEVED IN GOD, BUT NOW I DO. HE IS NOT BENEVOLENT, BY ANY MEANS. DON'T FOOL YOURSELF. HE IS A CRAZY SON OF A BITCH. HE MAY HAVE A PLAN, BUT WHY, OH WHY, DOES THERE HAVE TO BE SO MUCH PAIN AND TRAUMA ALONG THE WAY.........
 
danielson said:


:)

well if someone, anyone was to 'visit' this guy, a link would be found to this site

it does suck she has to be the one to go through this all. i just hope she can turn this into something postive, she;s finishing uni so so she can go work in a place she feels comfortable in.

on the plus side the fact she brought it foward means no woman in edicine hat in her right mind will touch him, so hopefully this wont happen to anyone else there by his hand

I wasn't talking about violence; this is the information age. There are worse things that can happen to you than getting beaten up, and many of them aren't even illegal. The right information in the wrong place can seriously fuck up your life.

Wyst
 
Dreadlady -

Listen to me! I KNOW YOUR PAIN - I FEEL YOUR PAIN - I HAD LIVED IT FOR 26 YEARS!!!

My life circumstances were a bit different, but the end result was THE SAME: PAIN - HURT - LONELINESS - SELF-HATRED - SELF-DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR!

No, I don't know what it is like to have the police do jackshit and have my life turned upside-down by thier behavior. BUT,

YES I DO KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE VIOLATED AND HAVE THE GUTS TO TELL, BE BLAMED FOR IT AND HAVE NOTHING DONE TO THE RESPONSIBLE PARTY!!

No, it was not the police.... it was my own mother.

Ladies - (both of you) I have to go now as I have a very full day - FULL OF WONDERFUL THINGS. DO YOU HEAR THAT?

WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL THINGS! All that I hold most dear in life... and I was willing to simply give it all up and die not too long ago because of the pain I had been carrying around inside of myself SINCE I WAS A CHILD.

Please don't let this happen to you....

LIFE IS GOOD. IT IS PRECIOUS and FULL OF WONDER...

BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE ALL THE TIME. THERE IS NO RHYME OR REASON. BUT IT CAN NOT TOUCH THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF YOU IN AN IRREPAIRABLE WAY - IT CAN NOT SULLY YOUR SOUL WHICH IS YOUR TRUE BEAUTY!

Ladies: "Beauty knows no pain."

In other words, YOUR SOUL - THE ONLY TRUE BEAUTY WILL NEVER BE "DIRTIED" BY THE UGLINESS OF THE PHYSICAL WORLD.
 
BM-

As a fellow writter I enjoy your posts and way with words, your are a true poet...

goodday
 
wyst said:


I wasn't talking about violence; this is the information age. There are worse things that can happen to you than getting beaten up, and many of them aren't even illegal. The right information in the wrong place can seriously fuck up your life.

Wyst

v.true
 
Dread Lady:

I missed your post before. I'm sorry to hear about your situation as well. Sorry for your pain.

Wyst
 
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