The problem is that I trully NEED these anabolics medically and cannot find a doctor willing to prescribe them even though they all agree that I need them. It's because of people abusing them just to get big faster and it makes it hard for people like me who actually need this life changing medicine. If anyone knows of a site or anything like that which WONT rip me off, please, I need help badly. I live on a very small income and cannot afford to give money away. Please, if anyone can help me, plese let me know. I have tried to order the cypionate online and got ripped off both times. That week I could barely pay my rent and could not buy food the rest of the week. I should not have tried to buy again in the same week I suppose, but I am kind of desperate, like I said, I really do medically need them. Thank you in advance for any help anyone can give me. It is my own fault that I need these meds, because I am on subutex and have been for over a year. I desperately want off of that poison, but cannot continue to work while suffering the awful withdrawals that come along with it. As a result I have ZERO sex drive, and my testosterone level is a 103. I am getting to the point where it's hard to get out of bed anymore, so again, if anyone can really help me, I really would appreciate it.