I was tempted to commit suicide today...

[Staind]

My girl is going to leave me. there is now at best a .001% chance of her staying in the apartment....

tonight i fucked up. I had been on my game and i fucking blew it tonight by getting emotional after having a few drinks...FUCK ME TO HELL...

I was driving 115 mph on 285 then like 95 on the ramp to 85 N and I wanted to slam myself into a car at first but said "wait a minute, someone else might get hurt" and then wanted to slam my car into the median and hope i got thrown over the cliff...

FUCKING SHIT WHAT SHOULD I DO TONIGHT???????? I NEED HELP

 

[HANSEL]

Banned.

 

[HANSEL]

There are so many chicks out there man, Why would you even think like that?
Theres gonna be plenty of other women , plenty more chances bro.
And if you fuckin slammed your car into Someones family member on easter becasue you are mad at your girl, then what would you think of yourself?
Take jnuts advice man.
It doesnt need to come to that. You have a long life ahead of you with plenty of other good things to come.

 

[Staind]

thanks dude i appreciate it im gonna call now and at least see what they have to say...

 

[jnuts]

Call 1-800-SUICIDE

Seriously.

Your Info shows for Georgia - here is an Atlanta #

ATLANTA
24-Hour Crisis Line
Crisis Resource Center

(404) 221-0252

 

[Testosterone boy]

THINGS WILL GET BETTER. THEY ALWAYS DO. WE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE. ITS PART OF LIFE UNFORTUNATELY.

 

[Pamela]

At least you thougth it through...

You made the right choice!

Life is REALLY too short to do that.

No one is worth killing yourself over.


Please don't go out and drink anymore.
Drinking will make you feel depressed when
you are down.


Pamela

 

[jnuts]

thanks dude i appreciate it im gonna call now and at least see what they have to say...

Do it! Don't fuck around and not call.

 

[supersizeme]

You're not going to kill yourself. If you're drunk right now, your best bet is to go to sleep and let the alcohol wear off. Nothing productive gets accomplished when you're hammered and going through a rough emotional spell. Go to sleep.

 

[duritz]

first sign of suicide is joking about it or telling someone about it.

 

[jnuts]

If you can't get thru on those phone #s - PM me and I'll give you mine.

 

[fistfullofsteel]

you think you are the only one that got kicked in the balls emotionally from a chick? come on. i bet 90% of the guys on this board have been and in some cases got it worse than you, but you know what, "YOU GOTTA SUCK IT UP and walk it off."

You should know by now that a woman's ulimate goal is to break men. The ancient greeks I think looked for the brotherhood to help them deal with nature's ultimate curse, which is women and their thought pattern. I wonder if they can even conjur up a thought sometimes. But you should find a new hobby or something or get a new kick ass steroid cycle. Be safe though.

ok, i typed too much

 

[Staind]

alright ive calmed down. the sucide line helped and everyone here did too.

i mean seriously...i know i have posted way too much on this situation but you guys have really helped make it possible for me to even be SANE and not in a mental hospital right now. i dont know what i would do without all the advice and responses.

i may not always listen but believe me, it will affect me either sooner or later....

getting back to rational thought at last...

i think i will just try the long distance thing and hope for the best. i will remain faithful but still date at first, trust = cut off dates, mistrust = fuck as many as my game allows.

 

[jnuts]

Keep those phone #s with you.

Get some professional counseling.

Call this Atlanta number and see if they can help you (404) 730-1600

http://ries.contineotech.com/ries/centerDisplay.do?centerID=102&zipCode=&city=atlanta&areaCode=&state=13&country=-1&status=

 

[Zander1983]

Wise words by supernav.

 

[Drunken_Weasel]

first sign of suicide is joking about it or telling someone about it.

I joke about the shit all the time. That doesnt mean shit.

 

[Mad4Iron]

4lbs on a 7lb trigger when I was 25.

Aint fucking worth it.The only life you got man.

Mad

 

[havoc]

Music by Staind should bring the spirit way up bro. peace

 

[gtrcivic]

It ain't worth killing yourself or going to jail over some women. Learned long ago that women just come and go. You have your friends who are forever, not the women you date.

What if you don't succeed and end up like Chris Reeves. Then you will really want to die. Let her go and move on. I've been with the same girl for almost 6 yrs now. But if she decides to leave me one day, i'll just release alot of stress by going to the gun range and shoot a few hundred rounds or work out much harder. No need to force something that doesn't work.


Love the quote from Robert Dinaro in Heat " Don't get attached to a women when the shit hits the fan, you can't walk away in 30 seconds . " Well he did walk away from the girl he really liked, but ended up dead anyways.

 

[AAP]

No woman alive is worth your death.

 

[curling]

When I was contemplating once and good friend of the family that lost his dad to suicide told me that suicide was a long term solution to a short term problem made perfect sense to me.

There are other girls out there dude probably nicer and better looking than the one lost.

 

[Staind]

you guys are right. im listening finally.

today so far i went out and bought some new clothes. gonna dress to impress, rearrange my schedule so every task has an emphasis on meeting people.

i am going back to school today at GPC and registering for ALL campus classes. there are ALOT of hot bitches at that place. probably 60/40 f/m

oh and my major? Nursing

Right now I'm gonna workout...freakin apartment gym again but im gonna sign up for LA Fitness tomorrow...

Its time to buckle down and to remember that i dont give a fuck anymore.

 

[Bullit]

oh and my major? Nursing

Don't pick your major based soley on the number of chicks in it!!! You don't want to end up with 40 years in a career you hate just cuz u wanted 4 years of poontang.

 

[sermon_of_crockery]

Dude I feel the same way a lot.

Just got to get out there bro.

I surprised myself at how good I am at meeting people the other night.

It's still really really tough but no point in holding on to that feeling, even though for some reason it seems that's all I really want to do.

 

[HULKSTER]

No woman alive is worth your death.

How about Liberace or Elton John?