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FISHTALES

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In life...And i have no right to ask for one, Ive got friends in wheelchairs, friends in prison, friends on the wrong side of the grass. But, for some reason I feel ive got it bad. WTF is wrong with me, why cant I be happy with what i got?

I usually never rant like this...sorry

P.S. we got a high of 90degrees tomorrow....dang
 
I can't make decisions. I can't decide what to do tonight, so I may end up just sitting here.
 
FISHTALES said:
yup, im scared to take chances anymore

Yeah, just getting in your car and driving on the highway and going to a club is taking several risks. You never know what might happen.
 
nycgirl said:
Oh, get out of that habit.

I was like that for awhile. I took a few chances in 2005 and this year. I am beyond happy. I feel alive again.

LIVE!!!

Live spelled backwards is evil and god spelled backwards is dog. Strange huh?
 
Well Fishtails, Really what you need to do bro is take a good look around yourself.This is your life that you helped to make where you are today. Sure you may have made mistakes, everyone does. But you need to look at the good and the positive. Once you see the good things that you have or have done you will see that there is worse than what you've got. I have been down in the dumps a many times...It took a while for me to search with in and come to reality. I have a husband and 3 kids.I have every thing I need right now.There are people out there who have worse than myself yet smile faithfully every day. Being where you are right now is not the easiest place to be.But I think almost every one has been there a time or two.It can only get better, keep that in mind.
 
Angel said:
Well Fishtails, Really what you need to do bro is take a good look around yourself.This is your life that you helped to make where you are today. Sure you may have made mistakes, everyone does. But you need to look at the good and the positive. Once you see the good things that you have or have done you will see that there is worse than what you've got. I have been down in the dumps a many times...It took a while for me to search with in and come to reality. I have a husband and 3 kids.I have every thing I need right now.There are people out there who have worse than myself yet smile faithfully every day. Being where you are right now is not the easiest place to be.But I think almost every one has been there a time or two.It can only get better, keep that in mind.
thank you
 
I'm genetically-predisposed to being a pretty grumpy mf'er. I remember being bored out of my skull and miserable through most of my adolescence and early adulthood. Not that I'm recommending anything but, I haven't been bored ONCE since the day I met my wife (16+ years ago). Everyday isn't a bowl full of cherries but every day is full. Career, mortgage and kids have also made me a lot more grounded, happier and satisfied. . .don't get me wrong, I still want things but, I rarely have time to sit around and dwell on them. . .some of them I'll have, some of them I'll never have. . .it's OK, though. . .I still keep pushing myself

Turning 40 (I'm 41 now) changed me too. I started to realize that the ride wasn't going to last forever which forced to reach out a little further and down a little deeper and, to pay more attention to those things that really matter like family and friends. I still have bad days from time-to-time but the good far outweighs the bad.

Are you committed to anything important in your life??
 
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FISHTALES said:
In life...And i have no right to ask for one, Ive got friends in wheelchairs, friends in prison, friends on the wrong side of the grass. But, for some reason I feel ive got it bad. WTF is wrong with me, why cant I be happy with what i got?

I usually never rant like this...sorry

P.S. we got a high of 90degrees tomorrow....dang

I hear you. It took me til my mid 30's to really settle on a career. I wonder where I'd be if I had been in the same field ever since college. Sometimes I feel cheated because my college years predate the graphical computing age. I see people 5 years out of school at my level and that gets depressing. Somehow I need to jump up 2 levels real quick.
 
FISHTALES said:
In life...And i have no right to ask for one, Ive got friends in wheelchairs, friends in prison, friends on the wrong side of the grass. But, for some reason I feel ive got it bad. WTF is wrong with me, why cant I be happy with what i got?

I usually never rant like this...sorry

P.S. we got a high of 90degrees tomorrow....dang

try zoloft ;)
 
digimon7068 said:
I'm genetically-predisposed to being a pretty grumpy mf'er. I remember being bored out of my skull and miserable through most of my adolescence and early adulthood. Not that I'm recommending anything but, I haven't been bored ONCE since the day I met my wife (16+ years ago). Everyday isn't a bowl full of cherries but every day is full. Career, mortgage and kids have also made me a lot more grounded, happier and satisfied. . .don't get me wrong, I still want things but, I rarely have time to sit around and dwell on them. . .some of them I'll have, some of them I'll never have. . .it's OK, though. . .I still keep pushing myself

Turning 40 (I'm 41 now) changed me too. I started to realize that the ride wasn't going to last forever which forced to reach out a little further and down a little deeper and, to pay more attention to those things that really matter like family and friends. I still have bad days from time-to-time but the good far outweighs the bad.

Are you committed to anything important in your life??
no committments, I know thats part of the problem, im 34 never married, no girlfriend...I have my own house, a car, a bike, a job, i dont drink...but as of late i do feel like somethings missing (no not religion) but maybe a family, or a dedication to someone else
 
FISHTALES said:
no committments, I know thats part of the problem, im 34 never married, no girlfriend...I have my own house, a car, a bike, a job, i dont drink...but as of late i do feel like somethings missing (no not religion) but maybe a family, or a dedication to someone else

I think you already know the answer to the question. :)

This is the USofA. . .you have the right to be happy.
 
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