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I love my mum

Cardinal Slin

Cardinal Slin

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She has always been there for me, always tried to shelter me from my dad's beatings, always done everything in her power to give me a happy life and make me happy irrelevant of how she would suffer to give me pleasure....

I love her so much and now she is dying I feel like shit :(

Who else has never been so close to a close relative/family member that they never shared how they really feel?

:(

Crying right now and wish I could go back 15 yrs
 
I may be an asshole in your eyes for sayin this, but dude.....She sheltered you from the beatings? If I were your mom your dad would not be around to beat you!!

Any ways I guess I don't know cause I never had to walk in those shoes and never will....I am sorry about your mom, and I hope that you both can find some peace. Maybe you should let her know how you feel. Me and my mom are close, but I tell her all the time how much I loves her. Just a thought.
 
Cardinal Slin said:
She has always been there for me, always tried to shelter me from my dad's beatings, always done everything in her power to give me a happy life and make me happy irrelevant of how she would suffer to give me pleasure....

I love her so much and now she is dying I feel like shit :(

Who else has never been so close to a close relative/family member that they never shared how they really feel?

:(

Crying right now and wish I could go back 15 yrs
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I'm so sorry!!
 
Sorry for this rather emotional post guys - I live in a different time zone than all of you and came back home a little drunk and when that happens I tend to get all emotional.

Mum has been living with depression for the last 10 years since her and my dad broke up.. She still loves him but he betrayed her so bad now he is living the wealthy life with a shit load of money and she is struggling to pay bills but she can't ask for money as she's too proud.

She has gained shit loads of weight and is on at least 10 different medications most of them to counter the effects of the others. To top it all off she now has diabetes. I saw her recently and everytime she would eat, she would throw up and I'd have to clean it off her and her clothes, the car or where ever we would be at the time.

She has never hurt a fly in her life so why does it end like this :(
 
Cardinal Slin said:
Sorry for this rather emotional post guys - I live in a different time zone than all of you and came back home a little drunk and when that happens I tend to get all emotional.

Mum has been living with depression for the last 10 years since her and my dad broke up.. She still loves him but he betrayed her so bad now he is living the wealthy life with a shit load of money and she is struggling to pay bills but she can't ask for money as she's too proud.

She has gained shit loads of weight and is on at least 10 different medications most of them to counter the effects of the others. To top it all off she now has diabetes. I saw her recently and everytime she would eat, she would throw up and I'd have to clean it off her and her clothes, the car or where ever we would be at the time.

She has never hurt a fly in her life so why does it end like this :(
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Don't feel bad about getting emotional, dude, it's normal to feel bad, when someone you love is hurting. Hope everything gets better soon. Best of luck.
 
where does she/your dad live???? i thought almost every state had the 50/50 law!?

or does that not take effect considering you said NOW he's living the wealthy life. from my understanding the 50/50 law is how many years said couple has been together what they put into the relationship income/assets, kids, debt, yudda yudda...
 
unless your dad is rockin a 5 pound cawk there is no reason why your mom couldn't have moved on... i know it sux bro and i didn't say that comment to give you shit or anything. it just amazes me why people put themselves through so much for no reason at all. it's always the nice,good people who suffer... i really hope things work out for the both of you. happiness/health wise!
 
damn sorry bro, medication is never a good idea bro, it heals one problem but creates an other... stay close to her bro and take good care of her... are you near her?
 
Thank you all.

Not very near her as I am now working in a foreign country to earn some money and build my career so it's even worse and harder. Going to see her shortly and just really doing myself to save as much money for her.

I can never forgive my dad for what he did but I guess he is only human. Cheating happens all the time and I think I need to learn to let this hate in my heart go and move on. It's been there far too many years and is definitely affecting me as a person
 
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