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I feel like shit right now

nangiggles

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Just had a convo with husband about our divorce, seems he's angry that I'm giving up on us and our future together, I explained the many reason why I just cant keep doing this but it was so sad and vulnerable. I know I've been joking a lot lately but I really am not leaving him because of another man, I dont want to be in a relationship, I've been unhappy for a while and I've wanted a divorce for months now, I just didnt have the courage to do it because it's so final, there is no turning back. I feel awful, like a failure right now :( But I just cant keep trying and trying, feeling awful about myself with no fucking self esteem, feeling that I suck. I don't think I'll ever have the courage to try and leave him again, it's kind of now or never.

I haz a sad :(
 
I know how you feel, Nan. I had so much guilt leaving my first marriage I was almost suicidal. It's going to be very tough but eventually you will be much better off and be happy again.
 
nydj66 said:
I know how you feel, Nan. I had so much guilt leaving my first marriage I was almost suicidal. It's going to be very tough but eventually you will be much better off and be happy again.
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What this guy said. It sucks. But when you come through on the other side it's so much better.
 
miplank said:
You don't have kids together. It's not gonna be that bad.
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Totally agree, it's a fucking chance to start over. You don't have to ever deal with your ex ever again, time will heal...

Anyways, sorry to here Nan, I'm sure you still will feel awful for awhile...trust me, you should be thankful you didn't have kids with this douche. You deserve better
 
Sorry to hear it is tough on ya nan. Hang in there and do what is right for you.
 
nan what you're feeling is normal. You made your decision, you don't want to waste any more precious time if you're going to just end up like this again years from now. You don't have kids together, you have no religious pressure to stay married...

Just keep telling yourself those things

xx
 
He just guilted the fuck out of me for giving up, for not trying counseling for throwing our future away. He asked me if I was sure because he wouldn't take me back. Of course I'm not sure, how can one ever be totally sure!? Only thing I'm sure of is that I refuse to keep living like this.
 
I'm confused...Do you want me to go balls deep in your ass woody?


Or do you want to fuck my pregnant fiancé in the ass?
 
I don't see how I wouldn't leave, my friends know, my family knows, coworkers, etc. Can't back out anymore
 
You can't keep living like how? Sorry I know I am not up to speed on this. But why do you feel you need to leave him? Is there an irreconcilable difference between you guys that makes life unlivable for you in the current situation?
 
sexyMFer said:
Cliff notes: he doesn't please her sexually
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Is that all there is too it? I would think a few sessions with a sex counselor would get things onto the right path there. Lots of options available to help.
 
Pretty sure it's completely her fault. She spends all day and night on EF and FB. That would piss off any guy.
 
sexyMFer said:
Cliff notes: he doesn't please her sexually
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It's beyond that. He pleases me when he does it he just rarely does it. We had sex like 7 times from July to December of last year. He never expresses desire, touches me, seeks me out, he's not affectionate, which has lead to me feeling unattractive, unloved no confidence, etc

He's become mean, I talk to him and he won't even reply back. We decide to go out and he says where ever but when I suggested places he knocks them down but puts no options, then gets irritated.

He ruined my 30th birthday, he didn't plan anything and then got mad I didn't plan anything, he then pressured me to pick a place, when I finally picked a place he said not there because he doesn't like it (is it my bday or your fucking bday?)

In May we went to NYC together and he ruined it, he yelled at me at the top of the rock, he told me ground zero was "whatever" and told me to hurry up so we could leave, he ditched me and left me crying alone in the statue of liberty (that's when and where I decided I wanted out, I just was too much if a pussy/fool to so it before)

He's blamed our issues on me working too much but I work too much because I truly no longer enjoy his company, it's a vicious cycle.

There's much more of course, these are just examples within the last year.
 
nangiggles said:
It's beyond that. He pleases me when he does it he just rarely does it. We had sex like 7 times from July to December of last year. He never expresses desire, touches me, seeks me out, he's not affectionate, which has lead to me feeling unattractive, unloved no confidence, etc

He's become mean, I talk to him and he won't even reply back. We decide to go out and he says where ever but when I suggested places he knocks them down but puts no options, then gets irritated.

He ruined my 30th birthday, he didn't plan anything and then got mad I didn't plan anything, he then pressured me to pick a place, when I finally picked a place he said not there because he doesn't like it (is it my bday or your fucking bday?)

In May we went to NYC together and he ruined it, he yelled at me at the top of the rock, he told me ground zero was "whatever" and told me to hurry up so we could leave, he ditched me and left me crying alone in the statue of liberty (that's when and where I decided I wanted out, I just was too much if a pussy/fool to so it before)

He's blamed our issues on me working too much but I work too much because I truly no longer enjoy his company, it's a vicious cycle.

There's much more of course, these are just examples within the last year.
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:(
 
averagelookingjapdick said:
Nan truly you dont owe anyone here any explanation for how you're feeling or what you're doing.
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This! Opinions are like assholes...everybody has one but only you have to live your life. You may not believe it but you deserve to be happy. Hubby sounds like he lacks a lot of insight and is projecting onto you. You'll get through this and the day will come when you will wonder what took you so long. We got your back girl and everyone else can fuk off!
 
caligirl85 said:
This! Opinions are like assholes...everybody has one but only you have to live your life. You may not believe it but you deserve to be happy. Hubby sounds like he lacks a lot of insight and is projecting onto you. You'll get through this and the day will come when you will wonder what took you so long. We got your back girl and everyone else can fuk off!
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she deserves dick
 
caligirl85 said:
You care. Deep down you're a nice guy
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I really don't care. If she wants go stay she can. If she wants to dip she can. Makes no difference to me, or anyone else on this forum for that matter.

I wish her the best in whatever she does.


Let's be honest tho, nobody is gonna lose any sleep over this.
 
miplank said:
I really don't care. If she wants go stay she can. If she wants to dip she can. Makes no difference to me, or anyone else on this forum for that matter.



I wish her the best in whatever she does.





Let's be honest tho, nobody is gonna lose any sleep over this.
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It's ok. I still think you're a nice guy
 
nangiggles said:
It's beyond that. He pleases me when he does it he just rarely does it. We had sex like 7 times from July to December of last year. He never expresses desire, touches me, seeks me out, he's not affectionate, which has lead to me feeling unattractive, unloved no confidence, etc

He's become mean, I talk to him and he won't even reply back. We decide to go out and he says where ever but when I suggested places he knocks them down but puts no options, then gets irritated.

He ruined my 30th birthday, he didn't plan anything and then got mad I didn't plan anything, he then pressured me to pick a place, when I finally picked a place he said not there because he doesn't like it (is it my bday or your fucking bday?)

In May we went to NYC together and he ruined it, he yelled at me at the top of the rock, he told me ground zero was "whatever" and told me to hurry up so we could leave, he ditched me and left me crying alone in the statue of liberty (that's when and where I decided I wanted out, I just was too much if a pussy/fool to so it before)

He's blamed our issues on me working too much but I work too much because I truly no longer enjoy his company, it's a vicious cycle.

There's much more of course, these are just examples within the last year.
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It is sooooooooooo time for you to get out, Nan!
 
nydj66 said:
It is sooooooooooo time for you to get out, Nan!
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I'm just waiting for the OK from the attorney before I sign the lease and move out, I don't want to be considered "abandoning the home" or whatever, I want to verify my plan first.

FL is a no fault state in marriage so I could sleep with 500 men and set the house on fire and it can't be held against me, never the less I do want to keep the peace and get this done with fast.
 
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