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i feel like destroying something beautiful

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i dont know why, but whenever i see a great animal that somebody loves, i want to kill it. whenever somebody has an object that just mystifies them, i want to break it. whenever somebody's happy, i want to make them cry.

i've been like this for quite a while. what the hell's wrong with me? anybody else like this?

i'm not a bad guy. i'm a very nice guy and as of 1/2 a year ago, i'm anti-violent. what gives?
 
cant be too big of an issue, right? i didnt do anything like that yet

AND if i say i'm crazy, then technically i'm not crazy, since crazies dont know that they're crazy.

i'm NOT crazy. there, all better
 
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If I acted on half my thoughts there would be alot of people hit in the head with a shovel


as long as they are thoughts and you dont start planning to do it then your ok



another thought,maybe your jealous other people have things they enjoy,are you happy with what you have?
 
i dont know if i'm happy or not. i lift, and i eat. thats what i do. thats my priority, because i love it.

i dont really have any/many friends or a chick, and i dont really look forward to much. i dont know. too damn confusing.

i dont plan on doing anything, its usually spur of the moment. its very tempting sometimes
 
whenever i start to feel that way i look to child porn.....really young girls are my cure
 
Bobber said:


Like the one in that pic that you claim is 20?
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LOL......i swear that one is 20

i have pics of 16 year olds but i think its illegal to post them on the internet
 
jeremys said:
i dont know if i'm happy or not. i lift, and i eat. thats what i do. thats my priority, because i love it.

i dont really have any/many friends or a chick, and i dont really look forward to much. i dont know. too damn confusing.

i dont plan on doing anything, its usually spur of the moment. its very tempting sometimes
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Pretty much like the rest of the fucksticks here
 
jeremys said:
i dont know if i'm happy or not. i lift, and i eat. thats what i do. thats my priority, because i love it.

i dont really have any/many friends or a chick, and i dont really look forward to much. i dont know. too damn confusing.

i dont plan on doing anything, its usually spur of the moment. its very tempting sometimes
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your kinda my agebracket,a lil younger but I know what you mean

I have a few people who I trust,have a girl but she is causing me much grief

things will get better once your out of high school thats what I have been told

just hold on till your done
 
oh i dont have a problem with the shit i do. its just boring as all hell and everything's just really empty for me right now
 
jeremys said:
oh i dont have a problem with the shit i do. its just boring as all hell and everything's just really empty for me right now
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thats me to

I just zone out for like 20 minutes and dont realize it until I look at a clock

its rough and I have no motivation for anything anymore
 
wow I suggest that you both get involved in afterschool activities, and make some friends, I do sports all three seasons, and while I'm far from being Mr. popular, I have few friends that I do everything with
 
yeah..i suppose it wont be so bad for me anymore once i can drive.

most of my friends are 16 or damn near 16 so they're driving all over, parties, etc, and i live out of town. my parents wont give me a ride, and i cant drive, so i really cant do anything with anybody.

i have 2 brothers and a sister. all little brats, younger than me. so im stuck with a lot of homework, a lot of chores because i have to clean up after everybody, my parents both have mood swings, my mom's bi-polar. i have no chick. i'm trying to get over a back injury so i can lift heavy again. no go on that. i'm horribly bored all the time. dog got hit by a car but he's getting better every day. lots of crap

i think i'm done with the bitching at least for a couple minutes now
 
skaman607 said:
wow I suggest that you both get involved in afterschool activities, and make some friends, I do sports all three seasons, and while I'm far from being Mr. popular, I have few friends that I do everything with
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Im planning to up the amount of time im practacing fighting and I start work in febuary to save for college so that will occupy me

and my friends are pussy influenced so between that and work we dont get together often anymore
 
I felt like destroying the lady in front of me on the interstate today. I don't know if she was beautiful or not, but she was sure annoying. Driving her SUV, talking on the phone, trying to write something. Once I passed her I saw she also had a cigarette in her mouth.:mad: :mad: :smash:
 
jeremys said:
oh i dont have a problem with the shit i do. its just boring as all hell and everything's just really empty for me right now
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you seem like you are down my friend... do the following
1. drugs
2. sex
3. sleep
4. eat
if doing those 4 things don't make you feel better don't panic.......do the following
1. rape a girl
2. kill someone with you bare hands (an arab works good)
3. stick wooden objects up your ass
4. kill yourself

stop feeling sorry for yourself
 
depression.... happens a lot... i too wonder what the fuck am i doing.... anyways, haha... ohwell. it is what it is.
 
it cant be depression, i've been like this for probably the better part of 2.5 years
 
yeah there's something inside of me that tells me everyday to go and do something stupid, like today, when I fell through thin ice, well actually, there was some ice floating in the middle of a river, and I was trying to get across it, so I decided that I would jump on the ice and then to the other bank, but the ice had other plans.;)
 
Jeremy, I see where you're coming from. My parents, though nice, limit my social life a lot. It sucks but it doesn't last forever.
 
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