hpta still not recovered after deca 2 years ago

[surgenc]

Hi Everyone,

I've been waiting for hpta to recover after deca which I did without any serious PCT (just a little arimedex to stop gyno). I don't have any baseline or past blood work. But my metabolism is slow libido almost non existent (I hardly can ejaculate anymore, haven't been with a woman for the last 2 years). My endo and my urologist said my values look normal, but my genitals are smaller than before. Here's the breakdown of current blood work:

FSH 3.8
LH 2.7
TOTAL T3 1.13
THYROXINE 6.20
TSH 0.99
VITAMIN B12 645
FERRITIN 124.0

FREE TESTOSTERONE 17.6
TESTOSTERONE 765

I'm 37 years old now. I only get horny and have average size genitals when I take nolvadex, but it makes me so anxious that I can't take it more than 3 days. I heard some people donate plasma to recover their hpta from deca. Thank you in advance for your suggestions.

P.S I want to do HGH to lean up is it a good idea?

 

[mpjuice]

your test looks fine

 

[mpjuice]

you say you would like to lean up. have you been getting fatter? fat around the genitals can easily give the illusion that it is smaller.

 

[Zyglamail]

My endo and my urologist said my values look normal

FREE TESTOSTERONE 17.6
TESTOSTERONE 765

And the would be right assuming your free test, according to labcopr should be between 6.8 and 21.5 pg/ml so if your sitting at 17.6 thats on the high end. For serum test labcorp claims normal is 280 to 800 ng/dl so if you at 765 your numbers are looking pretty good for your age.

 

[surgenc]

I lost my gains, I barely can fit into size 40 pants (I used to wear size 32), weigh 212 lbs now, used to be lean and weigh 175 for a 5'10'' person. Also, I've been feeling lethargic, can't even take muscle milk without my genitals getting smaller the next day. I regret using deca and not doing a proper PCT.

 

[Zyglamail]

I lost my gains, I barely can fit into size 40 pants (I used to wear size 32), weigh 212 lbs now, used to be lean and weigh 175 for a 5'10'' person. Also, I've been feeling lethargic, can't even take muscle milk without my genitals getting smaller the next day. I regret using deca and not doing a proper PCT.

Well, as I and others have said, your numbers look fine. The fact you lost gains and put on weight leads me to believe you have other problems and its not that your HPTA didnt recover.

 

[surgenc]

Thryoid issues? But what about decreased genital size? Thanks for your reply!!

 

[Different]

can't even take muscle milk without my genitals getting smaller the next day.

is this guy just taking a piss??

 

[surgenc]

I wish I was joking around. Even though my bloodtest results look okay, I still believe deca ruined my life. I read a whole lot of horror stories about deca, I want to see anyone who recovered their hpta naturally and back to a healthy state.

 

[Zyglamail]

I wish I was joking around. Even though my bloodtest results look okay, I still believe deca ruined my life. I read a whole lot of horror stories about deca, I want to see anyone who recovered their hpta naturally and back to a healthy state.

According to your blood work you ARE back to a healthy state, using the size of your balls as an indicator is just plain silly. I really dont understand what you expect to gain, all your going to get is a bunch of anecdotal jibber jabber. Plenty of people have used deca with no long term effects and even if they did have long term effects, people chiming in and telling you so wont change your condition.

If you feel something is wring with you and your doc isnt helping you work through it find another doc.