Dakotah,
I can definiately understand where you are in your life. I've been through a similar situation with my mother and step father. And at 1 point in my life I was like you and wanted an answer to why they wanted to hurt me, and put me through those things, I had so many questions and just couldn't understand why a parent could behave that way towards their child.
I also lost my father and godmother (the only 2 adults that I was close to) at a young age.
It got to a point where I was miserable most of the time and I couldn't explain it, I would push people away. So I went to see a counselor to talk out my issues so that I can live a happy life, I was tired of being miserable. And it was great, I got alot of things off my chest, it's amazing once you say or write down your feelings how better you feel.
I realize that none of the things that went on as a child were my fault, and they're things I can't change. She treated me wrong because she was a miserable person, that wasn't happy with her life, and she wanted to make someone else unhappy along with her. Misery loves company.
Hun, just remember that you can't chose your family, they're going to behave the way they want to. But that doesn't mean they have to be apart of your life. Just because a woman gives birth to a child, doesn't make them a mother. A mother is someone who loves and cares for their child.
I hope you find the answers you are looking for, just don't think the answer has anything to do with you, cause I guarantee you it doesn't. It's something to do with her.
*Giving you hugs*
I can definiately understand where you are in your life. I've been through a similar situation with my mother and step father. And at 1 point in my life I was like you and wanted an answer to why they wanted to hurt me, and put me through those things, I had so many questions and just couldn't understand why a parent could behave that way towards their child.
I also lost my father and godmother (the only 2 adults that I was close to) at a young age.
It got to a point where I was miserable most of the time and I couldn't explain it, I would push people away. So I went to see a counselor to talk out my issues so that I can live a happy life, I was tired of being miserable. And it was great, I got alot of things off my chest, it's amazing once you say or write down your feelings how better you feel.
I realize that none of the things that went on as a child were my fault, and they're things I can't change. She treated me wrong because she was a miserable person, that wasn't happy with her life, and she wanted to make someone else unhappy along with her. Misery loves company.
Hun, just remember that you can't chose your family, they're going to behave the way they want to. But that doesn't mean they have to be apart of your life. Just because a woman gives birth to a child, doesn't make them a mother. A mother is someone who loves and cares for their child.
I hope you find the answers you are looking for, just don't think the answer has anything to do with you, cause I guarantee you it doesn't. It's something to do with her.
*Giving you hugs*

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